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16. A flashback of yesterday. The time when I ran for a position in the Student Council. Rollback in the time, I really did not expect that I will be nominated in any position in our classroom since I was just a new student at RCT— sa student council pa kaya? I mean???? But right, I think the universe played my fate too much. I still remember not feeling nervous sa nomination for the Student Council positions. I was just chill y'know because I was confident and knew that no one will ever nominate me given the fact that I still barely know everyone that time, but that confidence suddenly crashed like some ice sa halo-halo when my classmate raised his hands and nominated my name for the G11 representative. Muntikan na akong mabingi that time, parang naging totoo sa'kin 'yung "bumabagal ang mundo" pero hindi dahil sa kilig, kundi dahil sa kaba. The speaker called my name to go infront. I was in a competition with like 4 or 5participants? All of them were males, I was the only female. I won. I don't know how and why, but I won. So ayon, sabi ko nalang sa sarili ko, "wala nang urungan 'to".

Moving on, I had a good time during the campaign. My party members were easy to get along with. They were nice, pleasant,  and approachable. We all contributed to our respective platforms. I am still very proud of our platforms and advocacies. They were fantastic. Maybe it wasn't the right time for some of us, but I believe it was the right time to express our hopes for the school, particularly for the students.

And as time passes, I realized that I did a pretty good job and I was thankful to that classmate who nominated me, because of him, I was able to experience such an event in my life. During the campaign, I got out of my comfort zone and met some fresh individuals. It was indeed a nice experience that I will never forget.

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15. The day of our moving up photoshoot. I still vividly remember the chaos and the hassle I went through just to be able to take some pictures for my moving up. I woke up not so early, then I ate, took a shower, then got dressed up. The make up took some time, I think 1 and a half of hour? In my bad, I thought I was still early for the given time. When me and my bestfriend got to the given place for our photoshoot, we were shocked on how crowded of students it was. There was a long long long line before us. The sun was striking and the heat was unbearable. I mean, not so unbearable but being dramatic I was, it was unbearable. Kidding aside, so before we stand in a long line, we must look and list our names first, so we did that. After that, we hold back some time. We can't stand the humidity and the line so we asked some of our classmates to watch our place so that we can kill some time while waiting.

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13. I still remember dyeing my hair in color honey tea brown that time. I remember trying things that "teenagers" try in my age. In that time, my love in wattpad skyrocketed. I was and I am such a big fan and user of wattpad. Past and present me would choose to read all day rather than go out and smell some fresh air lol. In that era of mine, I also used to be a BIG fan of kpop. GOT7, TWICE, SVT, most especially— BTS.  In that age, my love for Taylor Swift also grew. I still remember being a fan of her since I was like hmm 4? or 5? because my cousin used to play taylor swift songs ALL THE TIME, especially and non other than the the song " Love Story". He would play that a million times until my 5 years old self would remember all the lyrics. Mas alam ko pa lyrics ng love story kesa magbasa fluently that time e lol.

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Memoire. This photo was taken at the concert of the perkins twins held at SM lemery. I was not a fan of them and I was not really planning to go their concert but jeez, my friends are continuesly forcing me to go out with them, and then I realized, It will be an experience and I haven't even spend time or bond with them in a long time because we've been busy individually at our different school so that is the right and perfect  chance to be with them, so why not take this opportunity instead? And my realisation wins against my willingness not to go. I decided that watching the so called concert and spending time with my friends was worth my time. I guess I cannot really ignore and resist them, we've been friends since elementary after all.

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A good flashback of yesterday. This was the time when I was in my first step in high-school, when I was in my 7th grade in STNHS. In that picture, that was the time of the school year wherein the 1st quarter ended. I still remember feeling so anxious and nervous that time because my adviser will soon to announce the lucky and hardworking students who got into honors and their deserving place in top 10. Thankfully, with the strength of my prayers, and of course, the help of my self, I placed 2nd.

Although I was not placed on the very top, I'm still on the top, that's what matter to me the most in that moments. That day was memorable to me because it marked my first achievement in my high-school life. I'm still proud of my self up to this day. What's more prouder is that, my friends were with me in that picture, therefore, we were all at the top 10. To celebrate our not so little achievement, we went straight to the mall and treated ourselves with mcdo with our very own money.

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A flashback from the past. I still vividly remember the memories on this photo. I was at my tita's house that day. I, together with my cousin, were baking some cookies, as you can see in the picture for my lolo's birthday. We were baking the night before his birthday. If you don't ask, I like baking ever since I was a kid. I recall having a great amount of baking toys because I was in my happiest playing whenever it involves baking (or cooking) as far as I can remember, I mentioned this in my past post.

I do not really mind getting messy whenever I bake because it was normal in the world of baking and also, I am purely having fun so I don't really get the chance to think about those things anymore.

Baking is indeed fun. "Happy" is an understatement of what I feel whenever I bake.  Additionally, I can show my affection and love to my loved ones through baking. The pan is like a friend to me. I am reasonably pleased of my creations.

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Flashback. This was taken at my cousin's birthday, it was held at the Bauan, Jollibee branch. I was with my lolo, the uncle of my mom in that photo. We took a picture together because it is our first time meeting each other, and also for the memory. In that day, I recall bonding with my cousins in my mother's side. We had so much fun talking to each other and just plain sharing our favorite moments in our life. Although we did not bond that much, given the glimpse of the time, I'm still satisfied.

After the party, If I am not mistaken, we went straight to a mall to have another round of fun. We bought some clothes and some things that catches our eyes. Our parents also had fun shopping their own. That time was really like we were in a separated world. The kids (us), have our own world and so the adults. Of course, hindi magpapahuli ang mga adults, they also went with the flow of enjoyment. Though, it was a bummer that our rushed planned of having a night out at a resort did not happen because of the inconveniences.

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This was the day when the District jingle competition happened. I still remember feeling nervous that time. That photo was taken before our performance, we were taking pictures to ease the nervousness and for some memories of course. I was with some of my former classmates in 2nd grade in this photo. As we practice our piece, and as the time passes by, we became close to each other. I still recall the times when we were excused in class to practice, we were so happy, we were having "butterflies in our stomach" the moment we step out of the room, because it is our chance to enjoy the rest of the school hours. Move forward to the competition day, when the host were announcing the winners, in that very moment, the name of our school was called. We won 3rd Place. It is not the ultimate goal I know, but we were still happy. We achieved that because we gave out our best. That's our goal after all, to give our best out, as along as we know we did the best, the results don't matter.

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This was me, 9 years ago. First photo was one of my favorite photo of mine. Why? It is because I was with my lolo that time. My lolo who is been very supportive of me. My lolo who will buy me ice cream everytime I crave for one, we are partners you know? he's my ultimate duo when it comes to eating ice creams. We will literally talk and sneak behind my mom just to go to the sari-sari store to buy our favorite chocolate & vanilla flavored ice cream. We were twice? hmm maybe thrice scolded by my mom because of too much ice cream.

In that time, we moved to my lolo's house and dun na rin ako pumasok ng Grade 3. And I still vividly remember na before I went to school, my lolo will secretly call me to give me extra baon. I feel like were detectives in those moments to be honest lol. After school naman, we will go to our favorite place. The sari-sari store to buy what? of course ice cream hahaha. Kaya lagi rin kami napapagalitan eh, kesyo baka raw maspoiled or masanay ako, but you know what? I am indeed spoiled. Not in a bad way but with love. I am spoiled with love of my lolo. I will always and forever treasure my happy moments with him. I missed him so much. But I know, deeply in my heart that he's always here for me.

Just writing this makes me crave for some ice cream hahaha.

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This was me, 10 years ago. I still remember that day. I am dressed up in that photo as u can see kasi we went to jollibee. It was on valentines day, that day was a blast, full of red & heart shaped balloons gather everywhere kasi marami nagbebenta. The photo was taken in lemery batangas, infront of the kodak studio na in the present time ay wala na. The balloon was from dunkin's donut lol. They gave me a balloon kasi napadaan kami sa store nila, and dahil don, napabili na rin kami, nabudol lol. My mother likes to take pictures of me. I guess the famous line "anak, tayo ka jan, picturan kita" was true after all. When I was a kid, I easily get annoyed whenever they try to take pictures of me when I'm not on the mood but now, I realised how much I am thankful for to those people behind the beautiful and well taken pictures of mine because looking back to what or how I was before, it was so nostalgic, I was very happy. And I love the feeling of nostalgia. I love reminiscing my childhood memories. Kaya kapag tumitingin ako sa pictures ko noon, the mixed emotions was on me.

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This is me, 11 years ago. This photo was taken by my ninang at her room. I still remember na 'yung suot ko na dress that time ay ang favorite dress ko when I was still a kid. This photo is  actually the fam's favorite photo of mine and I do not really know why. Maybe because of my pose?my smile? i don't know. I think I liked the color pink, or dahil color pink ang laging binibili sa'kin lol. That day was bond day with my ninang. I am always thankful to her. When I was kid kasi, she would always give me things from Taiwan. Whether it'll be clothes, food, and toys. Kaya everytime na uuwi siya, I was very happy and excited. She would always give me pasalubong, especially my favorite chocolates, m&m's and kitkat's. That day, nothing really special happened. We just went to the 7/11 and bought some snacks & some ice creams.

Simple things makes me happy. Little Cay is still happy to whatever you CAN give to her. Small things? She will treasure it. She will be genuinely thankful to you. Kasi ganoon naman siguro diba? We are contented with anything we have when we were still innocent because we do not know things. We don't know what we actually likes. Kung ano lang ang maganda sa paningin natin, we will like them.

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This is me, 12 years ago. The first photo was probably one of my favorite photo of me. It is because I was at my lolo's house that time plus I looked cute in that picture hehe ngl. I think it was around ber months that time kasi from what I saw behind my back, may christmas lights. On the other hand, the 2nd photo was me playing in our computer. I remember I was playing y8 games that time. Before, bago pa mauso ang whatever games na pambata ngayon, naabutan ko na uso ang y8 games. Doon ako parati naglalaro, my favorite was, obviously cooking/baking games and dressing up games. I also remember watching teletubbies, yo gabba gabba and barbie movies. My childhood. I recall the times na nag cocollect ako ng cds, most especially cds of barbie because I wanted it to be complete kasi nga favorite ko siya, kahit paulit-ulit ko panoorin, hindi pa rin ako magsasawa. Teletubbies also, my bias (like) was and IS the color yellow, kasi when I was a kid, my favorite color was yellow because I was taught ng mga napapanood ko, in television and youtube, na color yellow ang stars hahahaha I was a fan of stars, I like them. Why? Because I was a scaredy cat before. I was afraid of darkness, and the only thing that makes me strong is the light from the stars. They are beautiful. Pati kulay ng gamit ko, shampoo, lotion, toys, and mga damit ay kulay yellow. That's how much I liked yellow.

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This was me, 13 years ago. Before, when I was a kid, I used to love toys. I LOVE "cooking" toys or any toys that will make me feel like a real chef. I remember the 2nd photo, that was the time my mom was telling me to sleep. Before, may oras ako ng pagtulog sa hapon. From 1 pm to 3 pm. Even though I do not like it, wala akong magagawa kasi tinakot nila ako na magsstay daw ako sa height ko kung hindi ako tutulog, and because I am still innocent that time, I fell to their trap. Back to the story, I was about to sleep before that photo was taken, but the thing is, kailangan katabi ko ang beloved toys ko. My reason is that, para maituloy ko raw ang paglalaro ko sa panaginip ko, I feel so smart back then when I said that but right now, it sounds very funny to me. My mother found it funny too kaya niya ako pinicturan plus I looked cute and innocent, according to my mama not from me! Let's move on to the 1st photo. The story behind it was simple, nothing really happened yet I still remember it, maybe because I was so happy that time? Based on on I remember, I saw may cousin wearing a gown and a flower headdress. Well, I got jealous kaya ang ginawa nalang ng daddy ko ay nag improvised ng headdress just for me. I still remember him saying "cay cay dito ka bilis, lagyan kita flowers gusto mo ba?".

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Here I am, when i'm in the age of 2 years and 2 months old. This photo was taken by my father. I remember my parents telling me the story behind this picture, so why not share it din sa inyo? Bago ako mapicturan, I, together with my parents, had a deal. Ayaw ko kasi uminom ng gamot that time, medicine for cold specifically. I have love and hate relationship sa orange flavored medicines. Kaya nag suggest ang parents ko na bibilhan nila ako ng jollibee  sundae and spaghetti kasi 'yun daw ang favorite ko, I was and will always be a big fan of Jollibee (jollibee sponsor me ems). Kaya pumayag na ako magpa picture. Natupad naman ang spaghetti pero hindi ang sundae kasi may sipon nga ako. This made me realize na ever since I was a kid, kung anong kayang ibigay sa'kin ng mga magulang ko I will accept it. I will always miss those small deals. Jollibee will forever be my favorite but now, it is not same as before, I may be a fan of jollibee until now, but the spark of it hits me different now that I'm growing up. Oh how I miss those days.

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This is me way back 2007, 1 year old ako in that picture think? and yes my ngipin na ako finally. My parents told me na we went to the same photoshop as you can see sa first picture kasi hindi na ako takot sa camera man and nag enjoy na ako sa mag picture, although sinusumpong daw minsan ng iyak kasi gusto ng gatas, to the rescue naman daw 'yung favorite doll toy ko. The picture was cropped kaya hindi masyadong kita 'yung doll, pero kita naman 'yung medyo head ng doll. This was taken 1 or 2 months before my 1st bday. Nakwento ng parents ko na I was so happy that time because nakasama 'yung doll ko sa picture taking. Everyone say na I am am easy to please and mapatahan back then, kaya hindi sila nahihirapan sa akin. I was a jolly kid. A kid na kahit gumawa ka ng corny actions to make me laugh, I will definitely laugh. My eyes is my favorite part of little Cay's feature. It was always shining in joy. Cheesy as it sounds, but you can always see my eyes back then with joy. The reason why I really find little Cay's eyes beautiful. It was full of innocence. Ang rason lang ng iyak ay dahil gusto na ng milk o gusto na magpapalit ng diapers. Now, things have changed.

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This is me, way back in 2006 and I was 3  months old in that picture. I'm still very very very young in that picture, so I don't really remember any memory when I was in that age but nakwekwento ng family ko na may favorite stuff toy daw ako that time at 'yun lang ang talagang nagpapatahan sa'kin kapag umiiyak ako. Actually, sa mga oras na kinukuhanan ako ng picture na 'yan, from what I remember sa story ng mama ko, I was crying that time kasi takot ako sa camera man and sa camera mismo, naiinis din daw ako sa position ko, well, hindi ko na k-kwestyunin kung bakit mainisin ako hanggang ngayon kasi since birth naman pala #real. My eyes, as you can see sa picture, are shining (shimmering splendid ems) kasi nga naiyak ako that time. Sabi ng mga magulang ko, the pictorial went smooth after they gave me my favorite stuff toy which is a doll stuff toy, I was not looking at the camera and was looking at the different angle because my mom & dad was there, amusing and making me laugh with my favorite doll toy, well, it indeed made me happy and smile (the photo is the proof).