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     Hello , my name is Auto and I’m not sure how well you know me , if at all . Just recently I lost my grandmother and am in a hard spot . Between my own mental health issues among other things , my mind is in a dark place , I’ll spare the details .

     I just found out I was cleared to get a cat , and lo and behold , a friend was willing to give me one of her cat’s kittens . Here’s the thing , my friend lives all the way on the East Coast and I live here in California . Unfortunately we’re not able to meet close to home , but she is flying into California soon and I’ll be taking a 900 mile round trip roadtrip to meet up with her to get the kitten . 

          Here’s the thing ! I was going to pay for everything myself , but I’m unable to due to a lot of shift cuts at work , and I’m here begging for some help . I’ve lost upwards of twelve to eighteen hours of work due to budget cuts from HQ . I’m not asking for a lot , or anything at all , if you can , please reblog this post . I have a KO - FI account in which you can donate if you can . Please do not feel obligated to , any little bit helps . Thank you so much , Love Auto .

                                    DONATE HERE .

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me: connor has feelings for men connor: wait what

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° • ? ( QUESTION SENTENCE STARTERS.

❛ What are you doing? ❜ ❛ Where are you going? ❜ ❛ Where are you taking me? ❜ ❛ How is that working out for you? ❜ ❛ Is everything okay? ❜ ❛ Why are you acting like this? ❜ ❛ You think I would lie to you? ❜ ❛ Are you telling the truth? ❜ ❛ Are you sure you want to do this? ❜ ❛ This is your bright idea of a plan? ❜ ❛ What else do you want me to do? ❜ ❛ What else can I do? ❜ ❛ What do you think I should do? ❜ ❛ What makes you think that? ❜ ❛ Who told you that? ❜ ❛ Who are you? ❜ ❛ Why are you here? ❜ ❛ Who invited you? ❜ ❛ How come you ever asked me? ❜ ❛ Did you really mean all those things you said? ❜ ❛ Why did you have to go? Why did you have to leave? ❜ ❛ Why is it so hard for you to see that? ❜ ❛ Why don’t you understand? ❜ ❛ What don’t you understand? ❜ ❛ Are you joking? ❜ ❛ Did I miss anything? ❜ ❛ You don’t remember? ❜ ❛ Did you really say all that stuff about me? ❜ ❛ Did you think I would forget? ❜ ❛ How can you sit there and say that? ❜ ❛ How do you even sleep at night? ❜ ❛ Are you coming or not? ❜ ❛ Am I the only one freaked out right now? ❜ ❛ Are you laughing or crying? ❜ ❛ Who did this to you? ❜ ❛ Did someone hurt you? ❜ ❛ Is it just me or are you, like, ignoring me? ❜ ❛ You want me to apologize for something you did? ❜ ❛ Are you going to kiss me or not? ❜ ❛ Aren’t you the one who said it though? ❜ ❛ So, you don’t like me like that? ❜ ❛ Where do we go from here? ❜ ❛ Are you being serious right now? ❜ ❛ How was I supposed to know that? ❜ ❛ Oh, is that a challenge? ❜ ❛ Are you flirting with me? ❜ ❛ Are you going to let me go now? ❜ ❛ Are we done now? ❜ ❛ Why didn’t just ask me? ❜ ❛ You’re going to believe them over me? ❜ ❛ How can possibly think that? ❜ ❛ Did you even miss me? ❜ ❛ Did anyone even notice that I was gone? ❜ ❛ Why do you go around and kiss everyone? ❜ ❛ Did you kill them? ❜ ❛ Who’s blood is that? Is that your blood? ❜ ❛ Do you think this is a game? ❜ ❛ Are you having doubts? ❜ ❛ Why haven’t you been at school/work? ❜ ❛ Is there something going on that you need to tell me? ❜ ❛ You said you wanted to talk? ❜ ❛ What am I supposed to do? ❜ ❛ What did you expect to happen? ❜ ❛ How long you think you can keep this act up? ❜ ❛ You don’t like me? Do you? Like in a more than a friend way? ❜ ❛ Is that what everyone is saying now? ❜ ❛ Who do I remind you of? ❜ ❛ Are you hungry? Want to go get something to et? ❜ ❛ Are you drunk? ❜ ❛ Are you lost? ❜ ❛ What’s so great about any of that anyway? ❜ ❛ Are you even listening to yourself? ❜ ❛ What are you going to do about it, huh? ❜ ❛ What are you staring at? ❜ ❛ What are you doing out here? ❜ ❛ Why did you call the police? ❜ ❛ Wait, do you hear that? ❜ ❛ Why don’t you tell me anything? ❜ ❛ Hey, did you get me anything? ❜ ❛ Why didn’t you come over last night? ❜ ❛ What did you find out? ❜ ❛ Can I stay here for the night? ❜ ❛ Are you throwing rocks at my window? ❜ ❛ Are you crying? ❜ ❛ What are you laughing at me? ❜ ❛ Are you laughing at me? ❜ ❛ Do you not understand the word no? ❜ ❛ Is that it? Is that all? ❜ ❛ Are you in some kind of trouble? ❜ ❛ Yeah, but, you have me. So why bother? ❜ ❛ What’s love got to do with it? ❜ ❛ This is where we kiss, right? ❜ ❛ Do you ever not just only think about yourself? ❜ ❛ Are going to leave me again? ❜ ❛ What’s wrong with that? ❜ ❛ Do you have anything you need to say to me? ❜ ❛ I think I’m going to puke. Is there a trash can in here? ❜ ❛ You really don’t know why I’m mad at you? ❜ ❛ Why do you treat me like I’m not important to you? ❜ ❛ Why are you telling me this? ❛ Are you ready? ❜ ❛ What’s with all the questions? ❜ ❛ I thought this is what you wanted? ❜ ❛ Where do you think you’re going with this? ❜ ❛ You’re just going to leave? ❜ ❛ Do you trust me? ❜ ❛ You love me? Or you think you love me? ❜ ❛ When will it ever stop? ❜ ❛ Do you think it’ll ever go away? ❜ ❛ What are you doing this weekend? ❜ ❛ You called for back up? ❜ ❛ What did I just witness? ❜ ❛ How do you cope when the one you love is with somebody else? ❜ ❛ Have you ever thought it? ❜ ❛ Are you wearing a wire? ❜ ❛ Is there something wrong? ❜ ❛ Is it something I said or something I did? ❜ ❛ What’s wrong? I thought that it was okay? ❜ ❛ Are you going to hold that against me forever? ❜ ❛ So, tell me, what else is new? ❜ ❛ You never actually cared, did you? ❜ ❛ You went to a party without me? ❜ ❛ Why wasn’t I invited? ❜ ❛ Do you think that’s a little fucked up? ❜ ❛ Oh, so you do speak? ❜ ❛ Do you think it’s really worth it in the end? ❜ ❛ How many more times do I have to tell you? ❜ ❛ You didn’t think that it would bother me? ❜

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yourshield  //  man ??

       An understandable reaction. While Reinhardt typically gave off the vibe of a gentle giant, or at the very least a trustworthy one, Reinhardt had a very different aura when he was in a bad mood. The aura, while it could be interpreted in a number of ways, typically came out synonymous with  I could crush you with my bare hands and it wouldn’t even be hard. Even so, his response is amicable enough:

                    “ — Did you need something? ”

         despite an affable demeanor or not , knowing this man is with overwatch is unsettling , given his family tree and immediate family history . how much connor wants to spill everything he’s been through , to expel all the sins he’s committed since day one ; but he keeps mouth shut , contemplating what to say . blond head nodded a couple times , not quite sure if it was the right time or place to give a request ... now or never .

                             “ you’re with overwatch , correct ? i uh ... i need --- need help . ”

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vanityisms  //  a child .

        “ – music ? “

   pausing in their step , they turn to the other head tilting before they fully spun and took a few steps towards him. maybe not the brightest idea but they had always trusted others even if they did not know them.

       “ why would you give it to me ? don’t most sell things like this ,              not give them away for free ? though it is very nice..i’d love              to have something like it for sure. “

          as he sits there , the more the guilt builds --- how much he really shouldn’t be luring children into the darkness where he resides . still , the child wanders closer and he remains unassuming . offering a nod , ears catch the questions and he clears his throat .

                    “ most sell things like that --- but not that model specifically . i just made it myself , it’s uh ... better . i know it’s kind of cocky to say , but it’s true . i have money to spare , please , don’t worry about it . ”

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spartaniism  //  stranger .

“From you? Nothing.” Metal feet click against the ground as the being walks forward. “At least. Nothing right now, besides obedience.” The god AI stops before the human, standing inhumanly straight and still. “Null Sector. They had a patrol come through this reign. They were felled, but they have something I need. Where have their remains been taken?”

     obedience , yeah ... that was something he was all too used to . gaze trailed downward , trying to think about any sector of units passing through ... something his father would be more aware of than him , but , if memory serves , connor knew . “ incinerator --- down toward the basement . you’ll need an escort if you want to get there without issue . ”

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ofgables  //  a child .

                       “  You have incredibly nimble fingers for a boy.                                 Not that there’s anything wrong with that. It’s                                 just something very unexpected. How did you                                 learn to do that? I learned because I had to.  ”

 MIND wandered to the past, dreadfully remembering being thrown  garments and demanded to mend them or punishments would ensue.  Regardless of her task or not, punishments always seemed to unfold.  But that was the past now, and she dismissed the depressing memory  just as quickly as it came.

                   “ to be fair , they’re not really my fingers, but thank you ? i think , i’m not really sure if that’s an insult or otherwise . sewing is nice --- you get to make your own clothes , toys , anything you really put your mind to . ”

      not to mention with fingers like his , he was basically a human sewing machine if he really wanted to be . hands kept up their work as the blond shifted to look around , pausing only to pluck out a sizable cloth . “ aha , i do have enough --- would you like it ? ”

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@prodigiouschild  //  a child .

        the child watched his hands intently, not paying much mind to the one whom they belong to. her curly hair bounced into her eyes as she looked up at the voice. quickly she brushed it aside to not appear careless. oh! what a quaint toy he was offering to her. 

        “ do you mean it? but you built it! i can’t just take it, how about we trade instead? ”

          “ a trade ? ”

    he’s used to kids snatching toys and running off , but never was a trade offered before . perhaps he had a mistake offering her something as menial as a hovercar . shaking his head , he insisted with a shake of the car settled on his fingers .

         “ i really couldn’t bring anything home , i insist . ”

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defensedva  //  d.va !

Hana glanced up, staring up at the man who had just spoken her name. A bright grin spread across her face, eyes practically twinkling as she heard him ask for an autograph.

❛ Just call me Hana, cutie! ❜ She replied. ❛ It’s been awhile since someone had asked for one of these! ❜ It wasn’t particularly a lie; the last time she had been out on the field and taken some down time, she’d caught up with some fans visiting Oasis. It had been awhile since she’d be off campus.

She held the pen in her delicate hand, the small cursive of her name sprawling across the the thick paper. ❛ Here you go! Your very own D.va autograph! You can brag about that online! ❜

     posture proves ecstatic for the first time in years --- it’s not everyday he got to meet a celebrity like her , and almost immediately the boy is beaming as he fumbles to hand her the paper .

      it must be old school , everyone else probably offering a tablet , leaving the blond feeling rather ashamed of his actions . her words did nothing to ease his mind ... he didn’t bother her with this , right ? at the same time , he lets out a sheepish laugh and rubs at the back of his neck , reaching out to take the paper and pen back .

     to say he was starstruck was an understatement . ‘ thank you so much ! you have no idea how much this means to me . ” not that he had anyone to brag to , but it was nice nonetheless . “ thank you ... uh ... hana . ”

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pxcifrisktic  //  a child .

ACT: TAKE?

Not much is ever offered to Frisk as far as physical items go. What they are given is important and feeds their SOUL. The brothers and sisters all still mourn for the fallen teacher, despite them defecting from the Shambali and their teachings to explore the world. Frisk should be with one of them but has taken to ambling about in the “wild”. 

The ten year old knows better than to take things from strangers. Even though they would like it, Sorage might like it. They take a step closer and pat at their chest curiously. 

      he forgets most kids were smart enough not to take things from strangers --- especially one as suspicious as him . hand retracts the toy to stare at it , the other lifting to pull the sunglasses off his face . how much he’d give to be just a normal part of society , able to live in the light with the others , but he remains shied away . gaze flickers back upward before he offered a bit of a smile --- a bare lilt of his lips .

     “ if you want it --- you can have it . sorry , i know it’s probably a little strange ... someone like me offering toys . i swear i’m not gonna do anything , i just ... can’t go home with it , y’know ? ”

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warprima  //  stranger .

Oh trust her. She knew what they meant . That sentiment seemed all too l o u d. And oh hadn’t she heard it enough before . At least Haleh had the sense to teach her to beat the everloving shit out of someone who made you think you weren’t good enough .

There’s nothing else to say other than a rather loaded glare , and perhaps a few little words . Don’t fly off the handle just yet .

“ That’s cute … “

      “ even my mum doesn’t really go against what my father says , but he’s really just running his mouth --- all that power ... it’s gone to that ruddy head of his . ” hands clasp behind his back , dark gaze wandering to the woman scorned , offering nothing more than a flickering sheepish smile .

      after a moment or two , he quickly adds , “ honestly , i’d love to punch him myself --- for you --- but that’d be a death sentence for either of us . ”

      “ i know now’s not exactly the right time --- but i’m connor . ”

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mercifulguardian  //  doctor ziegler .

     She tries to place his face. Angela’s encounters with people are numerous, and she meets other doctors and patients frequently. Angela meets them all over the world and always with a smile. Glossed lips curve as she holds out her hand. “Indeed, I am Doctor Ziegler,” and she holds off on stating it’s a pleasure to meet him because she isn’t sure if this is the first time they’ve met.

     She rarely forgets a face, there’s something about his that she believes is familiar.

     he shakily offers her a hand full of robotic digits , just overtaking each of his knuckles . their dark fiberglass stark against the porcelain of his own skin . he finds it rather awkward she merely confirms his previous statement before giving a firm shake of the hand . head ducked down in a short bow , lips cocking further to enunciate his lopsided smile . “ ah --- connor , that’s my name . it’s ah ... a pleasure , y’know , to meet you . ” though he is also unsure if it was likewise for her .

          part of him hopes she doesn’t realize who he is , but it was just a matter of time .

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findingchange  //  stranger .

“They say it is a truth universally acknowledged that a single man of good fortune must be in want of a wife. I say faux. I don’t want a wife. I want good wine and a jazz band.”

     “ nothing’s better than a good jazz band --- or a good wine . ‘tis a shame though , i’m not a man of good fortune , nor am i in want of a wife ; lo and behold i’m also wine and band - less . a man of true misfortune . ”

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      ROADIE  ,  HOLY  FUCK  !!   auto’s  at  it   YET  AGAIN   with   ANOTHER  OVERWATCH   blog  .  this  time  it’s  that  cool  junker  kid  ,  J U N K R A T   .  ever  wanted  to  be  friends  with  a  master  arsonist  ,  pyromaniac  ,  and  otherwise   AWESOME  AUSSIE   ?  (  i  know  i  want  to  )   if  you  do  ,  DO  THIS  JUNKER  A  FAVOR  ,  AND   LIKE  /  REBLOG   THIS  POST  TO  SPREAD  THE  WORD  !!   thank  you  all  so  much  an’  see  you  real  soon  !

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     A not-so-new blog swinging around the block again; I’ve had this lovely lady for a few months now, but with my inactivity came the slowing dash. So!! If you could, I’d appreciate it if you could  LIKE/REBLOG  if you’d be interested in interacting with a  ZARYA  from  OVERWATCH

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hcroworth  //  stranger .

       “ Is it true you’ll follow suit and have you learned a thing? It’s just a selfish way to go; it’s safe to say we’ll never know.  ”

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     it scares him to know how much weight lie in such words , whether she knew it or not . was he truly selfish for going about things his way ? he wasn’t sure . “ if i know what’s best for me , it’s what i’ll do . rather ... what my parents believe is right . ”

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     with that , like for a starter ?