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“Dear, Thomas...this is the first letter I can remember writing. Obviously I don’t know if I wrote any before the maze. But even if it’s not my first, it’s likely to be my last. I want you to know that I’m not scared. Well, not of dying, anyway. It’s more forgetting. It’s losing myself to this virus, that’s what scares me. So every night, I’ve been saying their names out loud. Alby. Winston. Chuck. And I just repeat them over and over like a prayer, and it - and it all comes flooding back. Just the little things like where the sun used to hit the Glade at that perfect moment right before it slipped beneath the walls. And I remember the tase of Frypan’s stew. I never thought I’d miss that stuff so much.

And I remember you. I remember the first time you came up in the Box. Just a scared little Greenie who couldn’t even remember his own name. But from that moment you ran into the Maze, I knew I would follow you anywhere. And I have. We all have. The future’s in your hands now, Tommy. And I know you’ll find a way to do what’s right. You always have. Take care of everyone for me. And take care of yourself. You deserve to be happy. And thank you for being my friend. Goodbye, mate…Newt.”

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send me questions you have about my character!

anything and everything. favorites. thoughts on people, on events. what they would do in a certain situation. how things would be different if something had/hadn’t happened. simple questions, complex questions. have at it!

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let it be known that my thomas muse is on fire but my lazy ass just doesn’t want to do formatting at the moment. so if anyone wants to plot or if you have dis.cord we can do things there but gimme all the good stuff for my boy. 

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People fall out of the world sometimes, but they always leave traces.

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MODERN   AESTHETIC   /   Thomas   +   Sonya          ft   /    @gviltcomplex

       true love is finding your soulmate in your best friend.

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three word starters pt. 2

“don’t you dare.”

“look at me.”

“just forget it.”

“i’m not mad.”

“you’re being mean.”

“what a mess.”

“you are perfect.”

“jesus fucking christ.”

“you’ll be okay.”

“take a seat.”

“don’t let go.”

“oh my god.”

“you’re the worst.”

“you’re my favorite.”

“i ruined everything.”

“you ruined everything.”

“just trust me.”

“i’m not drunk.”

“i feel lost.”

“i’m so alone.”

“you’re not alone.”

“hold onto me.”

“just come here.”

“stay the night.”

“please just go.”

“please don’t go.”

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I will never let you fall I’ll stand up with you forever I’ll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven

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“i said i love you.”

five word prompts // accepting.

                         WHISKEY EYES SEARCHED throughout the dimly lit shadows of the tent, resting upon the mossy hues that bore into him. the gentle sea breeze had been cool on this particular night though he was certain that it had to do with the fact that his skin felt inflamed, BURNING at the sound of those three words that both anchored him and stirred up CONFLICTION within his mind. did she even know what she was saying? did she understand the GRAVITY that her words held over him? L O V E. it was so foreign, yet, so familiar at the same time. L O V E, he had felt that before. this sense of protection for the curly headed, chubby kid he thought of like a brother. the dedication that overran his EVERY RATIONAL THOUGHT when the dark haired girl with those icy blue eyes was in distress. the determination that pushed him to find a way for his BEST FRIEND to survive the disease that rotted his mind to nothing. that was L O V E – he knew that well enough, but he also knew that no one he had ever loved survived in this world. 

                        ‘ SONYA – ’ and yet that name. HER NAME. it had the power to quiet every storm, concur every mountain, DERAIL every thought inside the dark depths of his mind that it nearly terrified him. he could’ve sworn that the real cure in this world did not reside within the confides of his body no, he was USELESS when it came to what she had. thomas had wondered time and time again what it was, why she had such a hold over him like no one else had and it was FOOLISH for him to not recognize it until now. A SHAME that she had to wait so long for him to wrap his mind around what this was. with every threat that came the blonde’s way, he fought to PROTECT HER. her trouble’s were thomas’s own and he was DEDICATED to seeking a way to have that smile back on her lips again. he had never been more DETERMINED about anything more in his entire existence. this was so much more than what he had bargained for and though the voice inside his head screamed that he didn’t warrant even a glance from this girl – another overpowered every single DOUBT he had lingering within. 

                        YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY.   

                        A TREMBLING BREATH WRECKED escaped the boy as delicate hands rested on either side of the blonde’s face. the pad of his thumb traced the dips of her smile lines, SILENT ADMIRATION abiding in those amber eyes as he took her in. every curve, every little feature as if he was committing it to memory though he already had each night they laid close together in the comfort of this tent. he swore in all the time he had with his memories, thomas had never seen something so close to PERFECTION. so close that it left him in awe. a faint grin had pulled at the corners of his lips, gaze seeking those fearful hues that waited for him patiently in wonder. all that mattered now was to take that hesitance away, to calm those INSECURITIES and SECOND GUESSES that he knew was in her mind at this very moment. slowly, he brought her near to him as his forehead rested along her own, heart practically slamming against his rib cage as did. there was no going back – not that he ever desired to. 

                       ‘ – I LOVE YOU, TOO. ’ 

@mazesurvived.

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When the night has come And the land is dark And the moon is the only light we’ll see No, I won’t be afraid Oh, I won’t be afraid Just as long as you stand, stand by me

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Send me 'I want the K' and I'll generate a number

1: Hot, Steamy kiss

2: Cheek Kiss

3: Nose Kiss

4: Forehead Kiss

5: Firm Kiss

6: Gentle Peck

7: Romantic Kiss

8: Eyelid Kiss

9: Jawline Kiss

10: Neck Kiss

11: Collarbone Kiss

12: Chest Kiss

13: Stomach Kiss

14: Kiss Along the Hips

15: Kiss in the Rain

16: Upside-Down Kiss

17: Goofy Kiss

18: Underwater Kiss

19: Forceful Kiss

20: Any of the Above

21: Then there’s tongue

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“so… how did everything go?” from newt

five word prompts // accepting.

                          GENTLE HAND RESTED ON THE BACK OF HIS HEAD,  feeling the enlarged bump just under his ebony locks from where it hit the ground. the ache had dimmed but that didn’t stop his mind from SPINNING the way it was. he could’ve sworn that the medication was still swimming through his bloodstream. ‘ FANTASTIC – ’ he muttered sarcastically, shooting his friend a telling look. it wasn’t until the sight of the short haired girl caught his attention that his gaze shifted, taking in the HESITANCE of her stare before their connection was broken. among all the chaos of the cocktail clouding his mind judgement – the one thing that it hadn’t altered was the illusion of their KISS. no matter how many times he willed it to be just a figment of his hallucinations, thomas knew better. he knew that it was anything but within his head. 

                          ‘ D - DOESN’T MATTER. ’ with a shake of his head, his gaze returned to the blonde boy beside him, hand resting along newt’s upper arm. ‘ YOU GOOD? ’ @wereleopracy

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and when I lose my way I close my eyes and he has found me [x]

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“real smooth, tripping over air.”

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                          ’ SLIM IT – ’ rose tinted cheeks were hidden as he lowered his head, almost wishing that the floor would be able to let him SINK through. that would’ve made it a lot easier than hearing the other girlish GIGGLES that his two left feet had caused him. amber hues lifted after a moment to meet the dark haired girl, lining himself with her figure so that he couldn’t be seen by the piercing blues that stared from across the way. a deep sigh was released from the clutches of his lungs as he crossed his arms over one another. ‘ ‘sides, if i remember correctly – i wasn’t the one who spilled all their coleslaw ALL over their GIRL CRUSH during dinner that night after work. ’ a teasing smirk graced the corners of thomas’s lips while his eyes motioned over the frail boy just beside teresa, holding back a building chuckle when he glanced back to rachel’s face. @killedoff

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I’m warning you, get off my back.

confrontational starters // accepting.

                          ’ YOU REALLY THINK that this is going to solve any of our problems? sitting by and just letting them take and TAKE from us. you really think that this is going to end in some peaceful truce between us all? YOU KNOW THAT IT ISN’T GOING TO END WELL MAGGIE – ’ his words were persistent, as was his pace while he followed behind. he knew that she was against this – this waiting around for a solution. they couldn’t afford another day in hiding from those men. from them STEALING what was rightfully theirs. had they not been desperate for some sort of change, thomas would’ve never crossed such a line as this. 

                       ‘ – YOU THINK SHE WOULD’VE WANTED IT LIKE THIS? ‘ it seemed like almost immediately as the words came pouring from his battered lips what he REGRETTED it. the mention of the blonde had his own stomach churning, wringing out like he was about to be SICK. ‘ you think she wouldn’t have wanted to pick up those guns and storm those fences? because i sure as hell KNOW she would’ve been the first in line. ’ @shevirtus