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my hair is so greasy it makes me wanna do not so nice things and we don’t have fucking dry shampoo at home for once

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im so fuckinf tired an i look like shit today,,

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why are poporions and shit so hard just let me draw ahhhhh

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i think i’m gonna paint and draw tonight bc i think im having a depressive episode and i always do art to redirect all of the feelings and shit

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imagine ur living inside a tiny mushroom house... with a tiny chimney.... deep in the woods... no one knows u exist... u make soup in a tiny pot.....u are free

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people with chronic pain will go “ why can’t I sleep well? Why am I crying for no reason? Why am I getting frustrated easily ?” Not yet realizing their pain got worse

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i’ve gotta finished this essay tonight it was dude two weeks ago i’m gonna sob my eyes out but it avoids an argument with my mom and a talk with my teacher so it’s cool i’ll take crying its fine

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going fucking crazy you’re average sunday night

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i feel like ppl hate me and no one actually loves me :((

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OMG THERES ONE FOLLOWING ME TOO😭😭😭

ngl, drug dealer following me was a bad move like sir? but I respect the proper tagging, yk like yes thanks

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anyone ik irl dni

knowing my parents care more about my mental health than my physical sucks bc no matter what they’re gonna constantly push me to try and be as able bodied as possible i won’t be getting a cane anytime soon i won’t be get a rolator or more braces and splints bc in their eyes it’s growing pains that im over reacting too even after countless arguments and breakdowns they don’t care i remember after my first physical therapy appointment which was like two or so days after an argument that ended with me sobbing my eyes out and relapsing my mom said “i don’t ever want you to be in so much pain you’re crying like that ever again” but when i try to do things or get things to help so i don’t get to points like that she’s like “mm….no you’re actually not disabled enough even with a diagnosis i belive that is false you’re just fine” like that arugument and breakdown wasn’t about the pain it’s self but being beloved bc no one fucking believes how much pain i’m really in and shit like i fucking hate it i could be in such a better place if my parents just believed me and let me get the things that would fucking help me but noooo i’m fucking fine and not disabled but yk getting therapy for depression and shit it greattt and i just need to do that forever even though it makes me wanna kms even more and being disabled constantly makes me want to attempt has had be on the edge of an attempt and has made me relapse and sob my eyes out multiple times but it’s not like i can get meds for depression or adhd bc that’s also not that bad and im also fine there but yk my mental health is more believed than my physical health…..nice i mean its not like those too coralate…..noooooo neverrrr it’s not like ever breakdown i have about being disabled ends up with me slicing myself open noooo i mean its not that she knows im self harming again or want to kms constantly but if she did that would get the most help not the reason why i do those things and think those things nooo god sowmtimes i fucking hate being the way i am and my parents being the way they are

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it’s the fact that like four days ago i was freezing my balls off and now in shorts and a tank top it’s still hotter than fucking hell

its so fuckinf hot outside im gonna KILL SOMEONE

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its so fuckinf hot outside im gonna KILL SOMEONE

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LET ME STEAL THE PRETTY BOYS GENDER RN RIGHT FUCKING NOW

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guess who made his first rotating cuff

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"you don't look autistic" my brother in christ i am wearing a danger days shirt

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Someone be the Kobra to my Cola please please pleaseee someone be the Fun to my Poison pleaseeee