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:3c

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anyway dceu on the brain might bring back the vigilante verse

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elethea and summer imagery. elethea as the unrelenting, unforgiving sun beating down on the earth. elethea as summer thunderstorms. elethea as a golden field of ripened barley. elethea dressed in bright colors with ribbons in her hair, wearing a crown of flowers on summerday... shaking you by your shoulders.

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༘⋆｡ where it hurts starters.

caretaker.

i'll  stay  until  you  fall  asleep.

you're  not  a  burden.  not  to  me.

you  don't  have  to  act  tough  with  me.

let  me  help.

if  you  need  to  cry,  i'll  look  the  other  way.

you  don't  have  to  talk.

let  me  handle  it,  just  for  a  minute.

rest,  i'll  watch  over  you.

i  don't  care  if  you  think  you're  fine.  i'm  staying.

deep  breaths.

just  lean  on  me.

you're  safe  now,  okay?  just  breathe.

i  know  it  hurts.  i'll  sit  here  as  long  as  it  takes.

i'm  not  leaving  until  i  know  you're  okay.

you  don't  need  to  hide.

let  me  take  care  of  you  this  time.

shh.  i'm  right  here.

you  don't  have  to  put  on  a  smile  for  me.

i  don't  think  less  of  you.

i'll  be  here  when  you  wake  up.

you're  allowed  to  lean  on  me.  that's  what  i'm  here  for.

you  don't  have  to  be  okay.

scoot  over,  i'm  not  letting  you  sleep  alone.

your  hair's  a  mess.  let  me  brush  it.

don't  apologize.

cared  for.

i'm  tired,  that's  all.

please  don't  go.

i  don't  know  what  i  need.

you  didn't  need  to  come.

you  shouldn't  have  to  see  me  like  this.

i  hate  feeling  like  this.

i  was  trying  to  push  through.  i  think  i  made  it  worse.

this  is  so  embarrassing.

can  you  just...  stay  a  little  longer?

i  didn't  think  anyone  would  notice...

i'm  not  safe  in  my  own  head  right  now.

why  are  you  being  so  gentle  with  me?

i  don't  want  you  to  fix  me.

today's  just...  one  of  the  harder  days.

i  didn't  know  i  needed  to  hear  that.

can  you  stay?  after  i  fall  asleep?

sorry.  i  didn't  mean  to  flinch.

i  don't  always  know  what's  going  to  help.

this  is  the  nicest  anyone’s  been  to  me  all  week.

i'm  sorry.  i  know  i'm  a  lot.

i  don't  even  know  why  i'm  crying...

i  think  i'm  broken.

you  didn't  have  to  do  all  this  for  me.

i  don't  want  to  be  a  burden.

i  didn't  think  anyone  would  stay.

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new elethea variant just dropped

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considering:

moving elethea to a multi

shifting elethea into a fandomless fantasy-based oc with dragon age verses

making elethea a modern blog

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when i when you when when when when you when

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@altarcup / @darzyr, aemond & elethea. i do not wish to avoid bloodshed. what part of that plan do you not understand?

"What of your own?" Unthinking, she grips his arm in a vice grip. It is a queer sort of fear that possesses her, selfish & twisted, affection tainted with the loathing she does and should bear him alongside his entire family. Affection being the operative word, because to name it anything stronger would utterly destroy her. Yet what other word was there for it, when the thought of his injury or death made her stomach ache so? When it overrode all other common sense — When she passed up countless opportunities to destroy him for reasons she pretended not to know. "Or would you not avoid even that?"

"You are not invincible," Her words are foolish, desperate. They threaten his tender pride & invite his ire upon herself, something that should frighten her. Something that would frighten anyone with good sense, clutching onto the kinslayer, the infamously hot - tempered. Especially when she has borne the brunt of it before. She forgets herself, oversteps, and despite her acute awareness of this fact, she does not withdraw. She is exposing her tender underbelly in expressing her concern in this way. Admitting, in her own chilly manner, that she cares a great deal if he should perish. "Formidable you may be, but you are as mortal as I. What part of that do you not understand?"

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and when i start writing jam/es gu/nn superman what then

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elethea

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LUCREZIA BORGIA in 3.08

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thinking about elethea (what else is new) and genuinely just how. neurodivergent she is. she ALSO doesn't want to be the way that she is. she ALSO wishes she didn't care so much about what SHE deems to be important (The Family Legacy, duty) but she cannot help it! it's pathological!!

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elethea + inheriting her mother's habit of referring to people almost entirely by affectionate nicknames.

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Send [ APPROVAL ] + (a decision that your muse is making), and I'll tell you whether the action GAINS approval from my muse, LOSES approval from my muse, or if approval is left UNCHANGED. ♡

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Hidden Injuries

"Wait - you're bleeding."

"Why didn't you say anything?"

"Okay, I have you, I have you -"

"Don't you dare pass out on me."

"You good? You look a little pale."

"Your shirt... is that blood?"

"Oh, my god, are you serious? I think it's broken!"

"Why would you hide this from us?!"

"Okay - okay, breathe. We're going to help you."

"You idiot! You could have died!"

"I'm - I'm calling an ambulance -"

"Why are you breathing so shallowly?"

"You can barely stand."

"Sit down. Right now."

"I'm going to fix you up, but you have to sit still."

"I've had worse."

"It's not that bad, really..."

"I'm just a little... light headed...."

"It's barely bleeding at all."

"Aw, man, I liked this shirt."

"Oh, yeah that's... huh. That's a lot of blood."

"I'm just gonna sit right here... for a minute..."

"My chest really... hurts..."

"I can't really breathe -"

"Ow. It's fine. Ow."

"I can handle it myself."

"Oh, that? Yeah it's just... it's just a little blood..."

"Barely touched me."

"Why are there two of you?"

"I'll be fine. I'm great. I'm - I'm fantastic. Don't worry about me! I'm just gonna go... into this really nice... warm light..."

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awww she's so cute :) too bad she's not allowed to smile ever