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sickens me that hes not around me anymore but it sickens me even more that he can’t be around me in the ways I crave, sickens me that I can’t reach out just to hear his voice or to hear his laugh, that I can’t hear about his day or watch how the tone of his voice turns soft, sickens me to my core that I can’t touch him or lay down on him, sickens me that I can’t kiss him or cradle his face. Im sick.

— Jasmine Gibson, from "Hot-Hand Fallacy," Don't Let Them See Me Like This (Nightboat Books, 2018) (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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Me when him 😭

“you’ll find someone else” no thank you very much, i’d rather die yearning about her

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@importantcatpics

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“Ham itni shiddat say tumhain chahtay hain yeh sari kainaat hamain milanay kay chakar mai lagi wi hai.”

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“I fantasise about rejecting the apologies that i know will never come.”

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Nikita Gill, from Your Heart is the Sea: Poems; "Your Heart is the Sea," originally published in 2018

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You deserve someone who devours you sexually and emotionally protects you.

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— raymond carver

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Yeh raat hi akhri huwi toh kya karoge;

Hum hi na rahe, toh iss naraazgi ka kya karoge?

- What will you do if this is the last night; what if I don’t survive, what will you do with this resentment?

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"A Shirt Made of Fire", Vardges Petrosyan (translated by metamorphesque)

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A worshipper was once asked: “You should be easy on yourself [i.e. do not exhaust yourself with acts of worship].

He replied: “Indeed, I exhaust myself in worship because easiness is what I am looking for.”

book: Awaking from the Sleep of Heedlessness by Imām Ibn al-Jawzī رحمه الله pg. 45

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S. F. Solstice, from "if you've ever seen the dungeons & dragons movie"

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“If you must look back, do so forgivingly. If you must look forward, do so prayerfully. However, the wisest thing you can do is be present in the present… Gratefully.“”

— Maya Angelou

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[ text ID: I must have flowers, always, and always. — Claude Monet ]