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@gcmiho​ . . . replying from here. 

If it was half full Haebin would have decided to pour more water in her cup. Seeing how thirsty she might have been coming from outside, Haebin was able to understand that feeling. “hmm, nothing really I was just thinking about you-- that’s all..” He chuckles. “So, what’s been going on? it’s been awhile since we’ve met-- anything new?” 

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Such wounds to the heart will probably never heal. But we cannot simply sit and stare at our wounds forever.

— Haruki Murakami

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the feeling of being lonely-- didn’t really stick to me yet.. but maybe soon enough.

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“There’s just something about you I’m scared to lose, because I know I won’t find it in anyone else.”

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MAPS has released selected images of ZE:A’s Kim Dongjun from their March 2020 issue pictorial.

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i have always been too much for someone or not enough. i’m either too loud or not loud enough. i am a walking contradiction. a full glass or an empty one. there is no balance in me. tell me, what made you leave? my devastating fire or my lack of heat?

- l.r // i am never half empty

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“Sometimes it’s so hard to make friends around here.. It’s just---- too hard.”  

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& i finally have so much time to edit again . ;__; missed this. 

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cmon cmon cmon…

THEULTIMATETODO

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“But in the end, all we've got left to do is to ache. Ache for the things that happened, but mostly for the things that didn't... But deep down we know they could've.”

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iseonew‌:

“It has been a while, too long really.” He didn’t like not being able to see his friends as often as he would like but sadly that was the life of an idol. You have to give up alot of things. “Alright Ramen it is then.” He gets up to sit besides the other. “I know how that is. The not being able to catch a break that is.” A soft sigh passes his lips then. “It’s good but then again I wouldn’t mind a bit of a break and yeah I’m free today. I think I spent most of today sleeping.” He doesn’t sit down long before he’s getting up once again. “I think the coffee is ready. Give me a moment.” With a small bow of his head he’s heading for the kitchen, coming back minutes later with two cups of coffee. “If you need more sugar let me know and I’ll grab it.” Jaehyun says with a smile before he once again sits down.

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Haebin's sadness seem like it was going to disappear. Hearing Jaehyun's calm voice made him feel more relief more than anything. He did miss his presence and just being able to talk to him was good enough he thought. Looking around the area, he pursed his lips. Nothing much has changed for him aside from being a full time actor.

"I am glad that you are having a bit of a break, it's really nice to see you like this just enjoying your time." He scratches the back of his neck as he watches the other walk around the kitchen.

" There's no problem, I am not quite picky with coffee or food at all. I just really came by to talk... I wanted to invite you to watch the premier of my movie." He grins. " I hope you can make it.."

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cvntagiious‌:

         now, now. iseul had come here before, the element was sure. there was no way she would forget a face like t h a t. and maybe she made it obvious by staring at him without even blinking. eye moisture is a myth.

                “ it’ll be better if you hold it “

        she said automatically, without much thought. despite her hand was in pain, it didnt matter. flirting was the truly important thing here.

Unsure of what's going on, he ends up chuckling and taps the paper board in his hand with a pen. Looking at the female with a soft smile on his lips.

" you really want me to hold your hand?" he lifts a brow, as he steps a bit closer to her. "It seems swollen, did someone else looked at before?" A sigh left his lips as he lets his hand glide through hers.

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“I think I do not love anyone, for I am sick (sick because nobody loved me nor loves me).”

— Alejandra Pizarnik, from Diarios

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Dongjun | Ghost of the Wind (131231)

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@cvntagiious​ liked for a starter.

There's something about the way the girl looked at him made him feel a bit shy. Haebin was very quiet as he approached the lady that was just blankly starring at the space. In a room full of sick patients, nothing else seems to matter to her. Or so he thought.

Upon approaching the lady, he tilts his head eyes drawing into the pale hands of the lady as he hums. "Does your hand hurt?" 

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iseonew‌:

Jaehyun doesn’t asks questions and he wonders if he should ask if everything is okay but he keeps quiet figuring the other would tell him if he wanted to. “You’ve missed me? Aigoo that’s sweet.” He smiles and sits down across from him. “Do you want anything to eat? I don’t have much but some ramen at the moment….” He leans back and shrugs a shoulder. “It’s been eventful, lots of schedules, and all that. What about you? You’ve been okay?”

A soft smile slides into the corners of Haebin’s lips. Suddenly the tiredness that he felt is slowly fading. “Hmm... I did miss you, I haven’t seen you in a while that’s why.” He nodded as his eyes perked up a little bit from the table. “I don’t want anything in particular- If anything, ramen is good enough.” He gestures him to sit beside him. “I’ve been trying to catch on some sleep-- been writing some music for awhile I can’t catch a break.” He frowns. “ That’s good though you’re keeping yourself busy.” He bit his lower tier. “So I guess you’re free today then?”