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1000thblow:

☆ . maybe touching him was a bad move. a stranger patting an insanely jittery person on the back didn’t really seem beneficial at all. hopefully he’ll calm down after a little bit. when you think about it logically, being thrown into some strange place out of nowhere is probably a bit jarring to more normal… people…. wolves…. dogs… to leon, it was a godsend. 

“you’ll be alright. just keep to yerself, keep outta trouble, stay inside and no one will really bother ya’. it’s kinda like yer average busy city with a lot of really fuckin’ weird people in it. i wonder if this is what new york city is like.” that comment was more to himself, and his lack of knowledge on… everything is very obvious. his eyes light up at the mention of music, a lopsided grin spreading on his face. “ya’ fuck with music? what kind? ya’ really got a punk kinda vibe to ya’, so if ya’ practice what ya’ preach, i could make some use of ya’!”

At the very least, Haida was starting to settle down a bit, less jumpy and upset at this moment. It helped, having someone who was willing to help him figure out how to get his head on straight. He’s not better, but it’s not as dire as it was before. At least some people are still kind.

“A-Ah, yeah. That’s the plan. I have some friends here, thank goodness.” Really, he didn’t know what he’d do without the company of Fenneko and Retsuko. It wouldn’t be the end of the world, so to say, but it would be far worse. “I’m from Japan, actually, so I couldn’t tell you what New York City’s like. But, the city I’m from is busy.” Horrifyingly so, on some days.

A nod, when it comes to the music. “I uh, I play guitar! Punk rock is my favorite, but no point in not practicing a little bit of everything!”

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baddestdangerboy:

“Bet I ain’t. But you’re you, not a fursuit, more’n likely.” A little shrug. “You’ve got a pretty slow descent of things to say, honestly.”

“A what?!” Haida balks again, looking a bit offended by how everything is being described to him. “I’m just a guy! Jeez buddy, you could at least try and have some tact about this.” He’s taking a small step back, obviously eager to escape this conversation.

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Office pals

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💋 I CAME IN LIKE A WREEEECKING BAAAAAAAAAAAALL--

SEND A 💋 TO KISS MY MUSE!

Admittedly, he’d been a bit overwhelmed by the entire change that had occurred over the past week. Going from the hospital, to landing in this city, with both Fenneko and Retsuko had been enough to put him on edge. They had each other, at least, and for that, Haida was terribly, unbelievably grateful. There were plenty of butterflies still hanging around in his stomach, even when they sat quietly, trying to settle into this strange place.

When his name had been called, Haida had glanced over, expecting a question or something similar, only to be greeted with a kiss. He’d gone stock still, a blush running from ears to forehead to neck. Oh. Oh. 

“Retsuko?” He asks with a strangled voice, looking at the other for a moment. When no take backs come, he bends just slightly, pressing a small kiss against the other’s lips in return. 

Fuck, his heartbeat was screaming in his ears.

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deathmetalist:

@haiiida​ started following you!

( ♡ )        「Haida!」 Retsuko exclaimed, her dark eyes lighting up at the sight of her coworker. It wasn’t common for her to look so chipper in that brief instance. Moving quickly as she makes the effort to catch up to him as it appeared as though he’d been roaming the city for a bit, probably getting to know the place. The last she’d seen him was after he’d recovered from his little visit at the hospital. He seemed better, and well, Retsuko felt so much relief to see someone familiar in this very unfamiliar setting. 「While I want to say I’m happy to see you… do you remember how you got here? I’ve just seen the weirdest people… things…??」

His name is enough to make his head spin. There’s hardly anyone who recognizes Haida, and few others that will go without calling him a furry. He’s still sort of upset about that. Despite that, he gawks at Retsuko for a moment, choking on his tongue and waving frantically at his friend. 

“Retsuko! Retsuko!” Calling out, he breaks into a trot until he’s face to face with his friend, staring and looking a bit glassy-eyed. No crying, but a particular surprise and joy that comes with seeing someone you were terribly anxious about. “I-I don’t, but are you okay?! There are so many people here, strange people at that.” 

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Aconite, Agrimony

Plant/Flower Symbolism Asks

Aconite - What are your muses thoughts on their own species in general? Do they believe in inherent goodness of them? Generally self-serving? Etc?

Haida very much believes in the ability to people to be good and kind! He’s seen it plenty of times, and has an appreciation for it. Nevertheless, Haida also believes that people are not infallible, and it is unwise to force people to be completely at one side or another. People make mistakes, and despite an overarching goodness, bad people do in fact, exist, and they shouldn’t be ignored because of a philosophy.

Agrimony - What events/people in your muse’s life are they most thankful for?

His friends! Retsuko and Fenneko are very important parts of his life, and he’s grateful every day that he gets to have them in his life. That and well, his job. Having somewhere steady to work (even if it’s stressful), is a very important thing, and he appreciates that. 

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Plant/Flower Symbolism Asks (Part I)

Based on the list on this wiki page

Acacia - When your muse develops an attraction to someone, do they pursue them or tend to bury and hide their feelings?

Acanthus - Is your muse artistically inclined? What sort of mediums do they prefer to work in?

Aconite - What are your muses thoughts on their own species in general? Do they believe in inherent goodness of them? Generally self-serving? Etc?

Agrimony - What events/people in your muse’s life are they most thankful for?

Aloe - Does your muse miss someone that they’ve lost, whether through death or a different loss of their relationship?

Almond - How seriously does your muse take their promises? How inclined are they to make them?

Amaranth - If offered immortality, would your muse take it? For what reasons would or wouldn’t they, and under what conditions would it take to change whatever their answer is?

Amaryllis - How proud is your muse, and what do they think of others with the same level of pride as theirs?

Ambrosia - Has your muse ever had someone they considered their true love, whether in their current relationship or a past one?

Anemone - What was the worst rejection that your muse has experienced?

Angrec - Describe a royalty au with your muse. What position would your muse be in? How would they feel about their station?

Anthurium - Was your muse’s childhood characterized by abundance or scarcity (in needs, affection, friends, etc)? How does it play into your muse’s present behavior?

Apple Blossom - Apples or oranges? Pineapple pizza or no? Pronounced gif or gif? What sort of silly preferences does your muse feel the strongest about?

Arborvitae - Does your muse have a friend that they’d stay beside to the gritty end for, and their friend for them? Did they ever have one that they thought they would but in the end they didn’t?

Arbutus - How does your muse feel about polyamory for their own relationships? For others?

Arum - Has your muse ever been religious? Are they now? Can they be swayed into a faith?

Asphodel - Does your muse have regrets that they wish they can fix, but never can?

Aster - How quick is your muse to trust in a relationship? What conditions have to be satisfied in order for them to trust their partner? What is the quickest way to break that trust?

Azalea - Does your muse take care of others, voluntarily or not? Do they enjoy it? Do they resent it?

Baby’s Breath - Do they pick up on sexual innuendos easily? What is their reaction to them? How often do they make innuendos themself?

Bachelor Button - How does your muse feel about sex before marriage in their own relationships? And do they judge others based on their choices?

Balm - How easily does your muse socialize with others? How good are they at their social interactions?

Balsam - When your muse falls in love, how hard do they fall? Do they outwardly express their passion?

Balsamine - What is their level of patience, and how hard does one have to push to make your muse snap?

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offennec:

“I wonder if they realize how strange they look to us too. The least they could do is not make it so obvious.”

She didn’t go so far as to scowl at them. It wouldn’t accomplish anything but making them stare more, she figured. She crossed her arms across her chest, tail flicking back and forth in frustration like cats do when you poke them.

“I’m assuming you’re hut didn’t come stocked with drinks either. I could really go for one right now.”

“Or several. Do you think I could blackmail a bartender?”

And then she was suddenly walking again, in the direction she remembered the elevator to District Alpha being. Maybe, just maybe, she’d find a free drink on the way.

“They’re pretty odd. One guy was pretty nice, but this other guy? Jeez, just rude. I don’t get what people think they can get away with. Granted, I’m not a mean guy, you’d have better luck I think, Fenneko.” Haida grumbles for a while, once again giving his friend’s shoulder a squeeze, hoping to settle them both down before someone exploded at the passersby.

A huff, and he has to hurry along to keep up with the other. “Hey! Hey! Why don’t we just stop by a convenience store? I know that we were given a bit of money. We can afford a little something to tide us over tonight, yeah? It’ll be nice.” 

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“ of course they were wrong. ”

Book Starters

“I can see why.” Haida’s voice cracks a bit as he speaks. The discussion is interesting, if not a little bit heavy. Perhaps that’s just how this city is, the way it goes. Haida still doesn’t like it. 

“Now uh, what happened from there?”

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baddestdangerboy:

Badou in turn cracks up, tummy-holding kind of laughter.

“Oh man, your face….you shoulda seen it. I’m prouder you know what that is, than anything,” after a little sigh, he shakes his head. “It’s mostly a compliment. Mostly.”

For a while longer, poor Haida just looks somewhat offended by all of this. It’s rude, in his opinion, to be so thoroughly gawked at. “You’re uh, not the first person to say that. But really! How would you like it if I just started calling you weird things?”

Another face is made, but he’s trying to settle down.  

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rp sentence starters using lines from leigh bardugo’s work , six of crows 

“ of course they were wrong. ” “ every act of violence was deliberate. ” “ every favor came with enough strings attached to stage a puppet show. ” “ it’s always good to have a country in debt to you. ” “ this night smelled like violence. ” “ it’s about sending a message. ” “ i’m not going to bet on my own death. ” “ i don’t know what you are, but you’re not made right. ” “ when everyone knows you’re a monster, you needn’t waste time doing every monstrous thing. ” “ greed bows to me. ” “ i don’t think gods work that way. ” “ men mock the gods until they need them. ” “ are you going to tell us anything else about your miraculous plan? ” “ there’s a difference between confidence and arrogance. ” “ i’m not sure i have a heart to give anymore. ” “ unless you can be useful, go away. ” “ i’ll make you wish for death. ” “ i’m not in a very rational mood. ” “ you do not argue with a man covered in blood and a knife up his sleeve. ” “ look for miracles and listen to bedtime stories. ” “ if they want my blood, let them come for it. ” “ it is an insult to the dog to call you one. ” “ i’m going to feed you to a pack of hungry hounds. ” “ congratulations on your recent advancement to murderer of rank. ” “ i’ve spent most of this last year trying to find a way to set things right. ” “ has a true word ever left your lips? ” “ i might have loved you too. ” “ your conscience is interfering with your memory. ” “ i’m a very valuable investment. ” “ i don’t want to go back to sleep yet. ” “ at least we’re both the same kind of stupid. ” “ i’ve been looking for an excuse to talk to you for two days. ” “ i don’t want your prayers. ” “ our luck is changing. ” “ that seems like cheating. ” “ we both must take the risk together. ” “ you’ll see who wins in the end. ” “ don’t leave me. ” “ someone had to pay. ” “ doesn’t matter how big the gun is if you don’t know where to point it. ” “ we’ve managed to get ourselves locked into the most secure prison in the world. ” “ the trick is in getting back up. ” “ i’m not going to pretend everything is okay. ” “ i don’t want to kill people, not really. ” “ i’m already a ghost. ” “ better terrible truths than kind lies. ” “ the heart is an arrow. ” “ how long have you been holding onto nothing? ” “ i practice the art of ‘pull his shirt over his head and punch till you see blood’. ” “ i made a bad call, and i deserve the blame for it. ” “ if we don’t survive this night, i will die unafraid. ” “ you should have drowned. ” “ you don’t deserve miracles. ” “ if your god is so delicate, maybe you should get a new one. ” “ we really need to get more suitable friends. ” “ you know they would not offer you mercy. ” “ let them live in shame instead. ” “ we are all someone’s monster. ” “ i want you to stay. i want you to … i want you. ” “ and how will you have me? ” “ give me a reason to stay. ” “ we all carry our sins. ”

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baddestdangerboy:

The teenager pulls the lit cigarette from his mouth and pauses, not the least bit embarrassed he’s been caught with such shitty manners–

“You got good taste in shoes for a furry,” he says.

Haida immediately balks, jaw dropping a bit and a bit of color coming to his cheeks as the other makes that comment. How rude! “Wh-What’s that supposed to mean?!” He’s flustered, that much is certain by the look on his face, eyes stretched wide as saucers. 

“For a furry? Come on, there’s no reason to call me that.” 

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“Can I help you?” Haida speaks a bit incredulously, brow furrowed and a hand coming to rub the back of his neck, a bit of annoyance fluttering in his gut. Frankly, he was getting sick of people staring like they were either about to die, or ask way too many questions. 

“At least stop staring, man.” 

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offennec:

She appreciates the gesture more than she’ll let on. As sarcastic as she may be, it is nice to see Haida here. If she was going to be kidnapped and thrown out the door like this, it’s better to do it with someone she knows and actually likes.

“You didn’t get anything? That sucks. I guess I should consider myself lucky then.”

“Honestly? I hate this. I think we’d be thankful if it was just a prank. You’d think I’d be happy to get out of the office but this is far from a good alternative.” She was actually beginning to sound annoyed now, instead of the casual monotony in her voice before. She looked from Haida to the city around them, picking out a few people at random.

“People keep staring.”

Fenneko is his friend, and therefore, he’s determined to do the best he can for her. It may not be much, given that Haida’s not too sure what he’s going to do as well, so he just looks ahead, and tries not to panic too much. It’ll just cause a bit of a ruckuss that doesn’t need to occur. 

“Nope! Though, it’s not like I really needed anything in the first place.” Well, he’d wanted a computer, something to work with. However, he had been told that it was something he would have tow ait for. A priveledge he had not yet earned. Bah.

She’s right. Haida turns his head and stares. One particularly rude fellow gets a glare from him, eyes narrowed and upper lip curling slightly as he expresses his disgust. “Of course they are. They act like they’ve never seen anyone like this before.” 

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offennec:

“It’s interesting that you think Ton killing us or us both being stupid enough to be hit by the train is more likely than my action movie scenario.”

She nudges the pencil hand toward him once, as if trying to say just take it, Haida. Take it. Do you know what it means when someone holds something out to you?

“It’s a pencil. They gave it to me when I got here. It’s not even a new pencil. Can you believe that?”

“They can kidnap us without us ever knowing but they can’t even give me a new pencil. Why do you think that is?”

“You’ve met Ton, right? And seen how crowded the train stop is. That’s waaaay more likely and you know it.” Haida snickers, giving his friend a small pat on the shoulder. It’s a quiet gesture, a gentle ‘it’s good to see you’ that tries to provide at least some reassurance. Nevertheless, he takes the offered pencil, giving it a once over and shrugging. 

“Looks like an ordinary pencil to me. They didn’t give me anything besides some chit-chat and a kick in the tail.” A face is made, and Haida looks a little uneasy by everything. “It sounds like a sick joke, that’s what. This whole place feels like a prank.”