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[November, 8 2020] 'Chapter 5'

I may or may not have skipped a day because I forgot to write.. - hehe, my bad. OH GOD I JUST REMEMBERED THAT I HAVE TO DO MY MUSIC PROJECT, CRAP! I'll go set up my keyboard now. Hopefully I won't do it late or I'll legitimately CRY.

Just came back from Practice with my Dad. I'm really bummed out right now because he wants me to change the way I serve because it supposedly looks stupid and ugly. He also called it inconsistent. Which is bullshit.

I've made my balls over the bars multiple times with the way I serve. I want to adapt to it, not change it. It defines who I am. And I won't let anyone change that.

So I'm going back outside to re-do my serves. I've been feeling bummed out lately, not feeling it. Am I losing my love for volleyball so quickly..? It hasn't even started yet. No, I'm not. I just hate it when people criticize how I do stuff.

I... Can't.. I can't get it over. I.. I'm so- bummed out right now. My right arm hurts. Am I over working myself? Is that possible?

I just found out that practicing everyday isn't good. It'll injure your upper body. No wonder.. I have to practice only like 3 days a week. Gosh, I really pushed myself this time. I have to take 2 days off for now, that way I could recover.

Free recovering, I'll continue to practice every 3 days of the week. With a day between them for a rest. 'Cause right now my elbow is aching.

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[November, 6 2020] 'Chapter 4'

I'm currently in Class, I kind of forgot to start this off as soon as I woke up. We're using Sound Trap to create music. It's pretty fun to be honest, I was kind of expecting Music to be Boring. But boy was I wrong. Though it does have some days that it literally puts me to sleep. Tis' not like I hate Music, I'm just not good at it.

But I did grow fond of Piano's and Saxophones. They're the easiest instruments that I could play.

My Teacher is currently showing us how to use Sound Trap. Little does he know I was experimenting with the Website. I probably know more than the rest of my Class by now. I don't wanna sound cocky, wait, no. Never mind! Ignore that! I sounded cocky when I mentioned how I started to experiment with the Website, my bad.

Is it bad for me to listen to whatever he's saying only like 50%?? My other 50% of attention is glued onto my Phone.

I forgot to mention that I saw this cute guy yesterday. He was kind of playing with my Ball when I accidentally threw it somewhere else. It wasn't even close to him but he started to walk towards it, and slightly played with it.

I'm not saying I fell for him just like that, he seemed cool. And I actually wanna be friends with him. I used to do Soccer, so I'm pretty sure me and him could get along.

Buttttttt, goal's gone. This Morning I saw him walking with a girl. I'm not sure if it WAS a girl though, but it looked like it. If that's his Girlfriend then I don't think I could approach him and ask if he likes Soccer. Girls tend to be protective of their man, so I ain't about to approach him like that. Unless she isn't his Girlfriend.

Everyone in my class is working on their Music Project but I'm trying to recreate the Haikyuu TOBE FLYING Opening. I can finish my Project at Home, so it's okay.

Currently on Version #1 of my Haikyuu Opening. Hopefully it turns out great. Thing is it actually sounds like it but I gotta put more stuff into it to make it sound cool.

Just got back from a Walk with my Class. I talked to one of my Classmates for a Change, pretty exciting haha. It was honestly fun, because I was actually talking to somebody. But nowww, I'm back in class. It was fun while it lasted I guess.

Is it bad to listen to Yagami Yato's ASMR's while my Teacher Talks? It's soothing, especially that 18+. I know I'm not 18 yet but hey let me live! It's nice to listen to.. Oikawa.. - COUGH, COUGH- UHHHHH- AHSHANNXJSK

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[November, 5 2020] 'Chapter 3'

Okay so, I'm back from School. I was hoping to Practice Volleyball today during my break but my Music Teacher ended up making us go outside to take a Small walk around the School Yard. It wasn't boring, but it wasn't entertaining as well.

I'm pretty sure I get along with the Music Teacher well. I'm actually planning to ask if he could somehow convince the Principal to let me Practice in the School's Gym. I think it would be a great opportunity considering that he has been Teaching in my School for over 10 years.

Also, I forgot to mention. I did end up practicing my serves like outside in that park. I was able to step it up a bit by moving behind the line. But I did have some difficulty with getting the ball over the bars. Though it's not impossible, since I did it like 3/4 times. It's just I struggle with posture.

I'll let you on a little secret of mine. I don't really like my Grandma, from my Dad's side. She's so bossy and rude, always complaining about this and that. Even though I do nothing wrong. It's honestly a huge pain in the ass but I can't even complain to my Parents knowing that they would rather choose her side than mine's. Because she never acts the same when they're around. I know right? Two Faced.

Apart from that, I had a good day today. I had a test on Music which was surprisingly easy. Though the Teacher did say that it was one of the easiest test I'll get so far. I'm kinda concerned about it though, it was 2 pages long. I mean I'm not complaining, but it made me write so much.

At around 7:00 p.m. or so, I'll be going to the Church. I have Confirmation so, hopefully I actually make it. They gave us this necklace that had a cross. We're supposed to be keeping it safe with us, but I'm pretty sure I lost it.

Like, it's somewhere around my house. I just don't know where it is anymore. I usually kept it on a hook that's attached to the ceiling. But it's not there anymore. If I do end up needing it, then I'm screwed.

I've been trying to find it, but it's like legitimately nowhere to be found.

Bro, I found it! Thank God. I was about to cry, not gonna lie. Also, I might take a nap before going there. I'm kind of tired. I'll explain what happens later.

Guess who's back from Confirmation? That's right, me! I just finished my Dinner and washed the dishes too. I'm currently in the bathroom doing my skin routine.

It's honestly funny to think I actually fell asleep before writing any thing else-

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[November 4,2020] 'Chapter 2'

I didn't expect the Night to go by so slow. Ever since I started writing in this I was just so excited to write whatever happens!

Anyways, I just woke up. It's currently 8:30 in the Morning. Wasn't expecting to actually wake up considering the fact that I kinda stayed up most of the Night looking up at my ceiling.

I'm in my Washroom getting ready to take my Daily shower. I've also gotta mention that my Friend Julien picked me up from my House today. For some reason my Pimples always settle down when I'm with him. He's probably Magic at this point.

It's not like I completely want my pimples to be gone just because I wanna look pretty. In all honesty, I want them to go away because I wanna be just like Oikawa! I know it sounds weird, and heck yeah it sounds impossible. But like I at least want to be similar you know? I've got the personality, the same interests as him, etc. So why not looks too?

Oh right, because he's perfect and I'm not. But whatever! I don't really care. I should be taking Shower by now but I'm standing here typing whatever's on my mind. Oopsies~ hehehe

Also, last night I was able to talk to my Friends about moving out and living together in the future. They're definitely going to be my Future Volleyball Teammates! I know, I know, I'm still 14. And yes we may have some age gaps but that won't stop us from setting up a Goal!

Hopefully Future me or any of them doesn't decide to leave. I really want to achieve this Goal of hours living together and staying Best Friends! Miracle, Lev, Mochi, and Colette. The 4 most precious people in my Life so far including myself, we're going to try our best! Anyhoo, I need to take a shower!

Just got done with my Shower. I feel much more refreshed now! I also haven't eaten yet, which I probably should do.. But I'll stay a little longer just so that whatever I post today is actually longer than the one from Yesterday.

Hannah somehow managed to make me cringe at my past self, I wanna die- So basically I used to do digital art, well not used to- I still do digital art til' this day but rarely. My art style was crap, oh GODXDDDDFFKEMFKKWKC.

I wanted to forget about it too, damnit. Now I have to relive my old art.

No idea why my head hurts a bit though. Maybe it's because I've never written a Diary before and my Brain's just malfunctioning because of it. Whatever the cause is, I'm ignoring it. [Unless it gets worse]

Did I mention it was Wednesday today? No, I don't think I have. Either way I'm just excited for the weekly Haikyuu Episode. It always comes out on Friday, which I'm so hyped about! Now that I think about it, I don't think I would've been so invested in Volleyball if it weren't for Haikyuu. In fact, I wouldn't even bat an eye to Haikyuu if it weren't for Oikawa. He caught my eye in one of the Instagram Posts- so, basically he's the reason why I love the Sport.

It's funny to think that my Future is because of Oikawa Tōru, a fictional Character who is both the Setter and the Team Captain for Aobajohsai from Haikyuu. But hey, I'm not complaining! If it's because of him then I'll continue.

Alright, I probably should actually eat now. I'm getting pretty hungry and I'm sure that my Birds are too as well. Their names are Bokuto, and Akaashi. Bokuto is the yellow bird, while Akaashi is the Blue. It fits them so well!

Well, well, well, I am back from my break! Also, I actually took a shower but I came back here like 3 Hours or even more after. Not a lot of things happened during the span of those hours. [Sad, I know]

But I did end up practicing my tosses for a bit! I use my Laundry Basket as a target for my Volleyball to land into whenever I set/toss it. It's not much, but it improves my precision.

I haven't tried setting backwards with it though, I probably should since I might need more practice for that. Also, I read some Hisoka x Reader Fan Fictions. Some were Lemon, the rest were fluff.

A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do okay? I was kinda bored so I ended up reading some FanFictions before deciding to go back to my own Diary and continue my writing.

I'm not even sure if I could practice outside today.. It's pretty sunny, but I feel like it might be freezing cold. I might as well just wait for tomorrow when I can go to School. Maybe then I could ask my Music Teacher if there's a way for me to Practice in the Schools Gym.

Corona is really pissing me off, I can't even practice or try out for the Team this year! Argh! And I was looking forward to it too. And the fact that I can't find any Gyms that has a Volleyball Court? Really shatters me. How come Japan is more superior. Like, I just wanna practice in a Gym that let's you use the Court for free.

I swear, when I become a Professional Volleyball player, I'm gonna set up a Gym/program in Canada where girls' and boys' like me could practice in without having to rent. I'll even be the coach for the program! Big dreams for tiny me, huhu.

I'm feeling even more sleepy for writing, is that bad? I really do wanna include something exciting in this Chapter but I can't think of anything that has happened that would be worth mentioning.

I also made a promise to myself that I wouldn't discuss any Past Occasions on here sooo... I have to make my current situation entertaining I guess. But~ I can do that after I sleep. uwu

Also, I kind of want to mention a little secret of mine that I do every single day. Before I go to sleep, or like any time during the day; I imagine Oikawa living along side me, interacting with me, and basically just straight up acting like my Best Friend. I also act as if no one else could see him BUT ME! It's honestly a straight up serotonin boost. I even have those moments where I could actually feel warmth where I imagine him to be. It's amazing!

But of course other people wouldn't really understand how much these little imaginations mean to me. Not everyone is this obsessed, but whatever. The more unique I am, the more reason to stay just the way I am.

I'll go check if it's actually cold outside, that way I can see whether or not I could practice my serves. Quick tip, if you don't have a net! Use the swings in parks. You could serve over the Bars, it's pretty useful. But make sure you don't hit anybody!

Bro, I just asked my Mom if I could go outside and practice. She said yes, I'm so excited to actually practice my serves! Wish me luck! I'll be back after. It's like 16° so I need to at least wear a sweater.

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[November 3, 2020] 'Chapter 1'

Right.. How are Diaries supposed to start again? I kinda don't wanna use the Typical 'Dear Diary' entry. So I'll just get the the Point.

Today I had lots of fun at School, but I did feel a bit of anxiety storing inside. I kind of had trouble with signing into one of the Programs that my Music Teacher announced to us. And I was too scared to tell him that I stayed quiet until he was finished explaining. But at least I was able to tell him. Though it did take like half of the Class.

During my Breaks, I practiced Volleyball. I know Corona is pretty much the only reason to why the Clubs aren't really a thing right now, but it's not really stopping me from practicing on my own so I just go with it? I know it's getting cold, and I bet it'll snow soon.

That's why I plan to ask one of the Teachers in my School if it's alright to practice in the Gym. I already gave a note to one of the Teachers last week, she was supposed to give it to this other Teacher but... I'm not even sure if she gave it to him. If not, I'll just go approach the Coach myself.

Let's just say that I'm kind of desperate to set foot on an actually Gym. It's been a while since I've played. It scares me because it might affect how I play. I normally practice outside, never inside a Gym considering you need to pay for that. and I also don't go to any Clubs that are out of School. It kind of puts me into a huge disadvantage now that I look at it. But hey, I'm not giving up that easily!

Just because I don't have the privilege other girls have with Volleyball, doesn't make me any less of a player.

I forgot to mention one important detail, I'm a setter! Ta-Daa~! I'll just hope Haikyuu is still known in the future so like uhh- Oikawa Tōru, both Setter and the Captain of the Aobajohsai School. He inspired me to become a Volleyball Player.

I learned a lot from Haikyuu, but I also learned a lot about myself because of it. Ohhh wait a second! I want to use those cool lines one day, like for example:

"Your faith in yourself is what drives you to achieving your dream. Don't look back, look forward. Don't let your self doubts crumble your goals"

You know, that type of thing. It's like at around 10:01 p.m. I'm surprised I could even open my eyes at this point, I'm tireddddd.

I don't really have anything to talk about for today, hopefully I have something more to write about tomorrow since I don't have School. And it's also because I plan on Practicing in the cold, yes, I practice even in the cold.

Hopefully everyone will have a nice day/night!

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