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Gusto kong ikasal sayo pagkalipas ng tatlong taon mula ngayon. Hindi magiging madali ang lahat pero sana maging totoo ang nais ko na tu .

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Hanggang ngayon, di ko pa din gets. 😅 Pero salamat pa din.

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—  Juansen Dizon

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We are all lost in the moment, and captured by silence. Everything must move, but as human we think holding on is an act of living.

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“Suffering is not bad. If you understand it rightly, suffering is a cleansing. If you understand it rightly, sadness has a depth to it which no happiness can ever have. A person who is simply happy is always superficial. A person who has not known sorrow and has not known sadness, has not known the depths. He has not touched the bottom of his being; he has remained just on the periphery. One has to move within these two banks. Within these two banks flows the river.”

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Thank you for reminding me to be who I dont want me to be. 😔😁

Don’t look at things you know will make you angry. Don’t read the comment sections. Don’t look at the blogs of people who add dumb comments to posts to confirm that they’re dumb all the time. Don’t read old conversations you had with people you don’t talk to anymore. Go look at pictures of kittens or something instead. Protect yourself from negativity in every way you can.

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Why so curious love? 🤔😂 #AfricanLovebird https://www.instagram.com/p/B1i5HUDgL8sypnlS5RxDuYZc8MzVgL8N5C3m0I0/?igshid=13kyexf8yysx

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Fierce 😾😾👊👊💑 https://www.instagram.com/p/7ZuUectSBYwulJnZhoymLaTGvibyuxH6xC4ZM0/?igshid=15thjpjz1jibl

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KPL! Nakikihati ng higaan 🙄🤭😅 #BUBU #persianXpuspin https://www.instagram.com/p/B08p0d3HduKJahqWkf3kel2j4opobnF7MFpb0c0/?igshid=ogfbigf3b4m6

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“Don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical; don’t edit your own soul according to the fashion. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.”

- Franz Kafka

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lilipas yung panahon, pero hindi siguro ang mga alaala

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marami akong nakakalimutan,pero hindi ikaw

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Full bangs gone wrong! 😂😂😂😂😂 Laftrip lvl. 999999999999 tara na at mangalakal para sa finale . 👊👌 #moymoypalaboy

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Sleepwell tiger! Sa akin din . 😴😴😴 #yebags!

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The beauty you see in me, is the reflection of you . ☺😄💁 Have a nice day ahead! 🙌🙌🙌 #GoodDay #Rumi #motivationjournals

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Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are . 😉😏😺

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I used to :)

I used to loved different men in my life. In that journey I also endure circumstances that’s new to me, like how can I pick myself up without bothering someone else. I used to hide all the feelings that I have and smile. I used to wait for them until they notice that I am waiting. I used to degrade myself by throwing my body into men, thinking it might help me to cope up and it might be enough to prove his accusations that I’m a slut. :) or maybe if I let them have my body they will also take what’s inside me, my soul, my wisdom, my evilness, my stubborness, my fragility, my loved for them. I used to loved and not be love back. I used to feel miserable in the thought of not being good enough. I used to pretend that everything is fine. I used to break my own heart by staying, even if I want to let go. I used to break someones heart because of the emptiness, sadness and anxiety that I felt. I break his heart thinking I deserve less than him, or am I just so used to those heartaches, to those bitterness and when someone’s willing to love me for who am I, I drove him away. Realization come then suddenly regrets, sadness, emptiness, anxiety, depression followed. I used to fight those feelings and drove them away too, but as time pass by they made me feel safe. They made me feel and realize that I deserve everything I have right now; that I must not look everywhere just to find myself, because I can create myself by accepting that I deserve all the things I have right now; good or bad.