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im sorry for not being here too often~ life busy huhu, but hmu on discord if you wanna plot!! i'm going to try to get to replies and all that maybe next week when I have more time!
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Sunday almost whips around so fast he snaps his neck, eyes trained on the MEMORY BUBBLE. He starts to reach out toward the bubble but stops himself. He knows Dan Heng is bringing him this as a gift, to give him s o l a c e for when he's homesick. It would bring him gentle comfort in the middle of the night when all he can hear is the grinding gears of the Astral Express's wheels on lonesome asteroids and he can disappear into a familiar warmth of laughter and mirth and oblivious joy with the smell of toothachingly sweet candies and greasy food that are sold in the merchant carts.
It's meant to be a gift, or is this just TEMPTATION that will lead Sunday into a maddening, sickening cycle of yearning and longing for a home that refuses to house him. Sunday tightens his hands into fists.
❛ And what good would someone else's memory serve me? ❜ he mutters bitterly, the edges of his words bitten. Anguish settles deep into his heart. ❛ I must carry out my penance faithfully in the eyes of my Aeon. A distraction such as this only serves to hinder my route to THEIR forgiveness. ❜
It was like walking in on himself over fifty years ago when the exile order had first been ratified and he'd been ushered into the sunlight of Starskiff Haven, he'd found a clear vantage point within the delve where he could see the breadth of the Luofu for the first time, and taken his first breath of fresh air and had felt the sunlight on the nape of his neck. It had been the first and last time he'd see his home since his hatching rebirth, and he tried to memorize it before he left forever aboard one of the foreign merchant ships.
The grief was the same and it felt like it had happened lifetimes ago.
"I was able to find a Memory Bubble of someone taking a full walking tour of the Golden Hour," Dan Heng replied quietly as he fixed himself a cup. Whether or not Sunday partook hardly mattered as almost all space was communal aboard the Express. It was a consequence Dan Heng had no issue with when he'd only arrived with the clothes on his back and nothing else.
"There's more in the Archives. I just need to transfer the data and you can have it."
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What goes on in that little cat's head? His lovely blue eyes are a pit of yearning and mild intrigue—but there is NO SINCERITY, at least none that Sunday can discern.
Sunday has this all wrong. Maybe he's asking the wrong questions. Maybe he's the toy that Sora is playing with. He's the ENTERTAINMENT ( Sora has said so more than once before ). He's given so much weight and care to their relationship, but Sora sees him as nothing but a bird to bat between his paws and gnaw at his feathers when he's bored. Is Sunday just like those people who batter up Sora's body and use him for their own pleasures as well?
His stomach turns, not in a sickening way, but in a frustrated way.
❛ Is it so difficult for you to process that I care about you and your wellbeing? Compassion is not a sin, though, you seem to think it inane when it comes to yourself. Your health and safety takes precedence over my own desires. ❜
Sunday grabs a towel from the cabinet and dries himself off, wrapping it around himself before he grabs another and sets it on a chair. ❛ For you, when you've decided you're clean enough. Though, I would suggest getting out quickly. The water has gone cold enough. ❜
When the Halovian jerked away from him , he merely shrugged & sat in the tub , knees close to his chest. His elbow was then placed on his knee & he propped his chin in the palm of his hand.
What a shame , it seemed the bird didn't want to play with the cat today. Perhaps it was due to the fact he had been used earlier by someone else , but he had always let others play with him. The Halovian was fully aware of this , so what was different today ?
He didn't really care , he just found it amusing at most. If Sunday didn't want him , then that was that. It wasn't that big of a deal to him.
❛ Manage on your own tonight , got it. Oh please , I've been through far worse things than something like this , but whatever. I can wash myself & put myself to bed. You should go get dried up before you catch a cold bird boy. ❜
#bishonenprince#angst in one thread and hornie in the other#these two are a rollercoaster for sure#✧ — 𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒆… (thread)
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FLATTERY. It is always these types of people who like to approach Sunday and shower him with accolades and praise before informing him of his w r o n g d o i n g s or something that has slipped under his radar. Black Swan's banter about his sister does not catch him off guard or sway him when she subsequently brings up news of Aha's followers.
All followers of any path are welcome into Penacony, united under Xipe and her blessings.
❛ My sister was always DESTINED to embody our lord Aeon Xipe. I am merely witness to Xipe's glory and Robin's continued faith in the Harmony. As for the Masked Fool, I am aware. As long as there is no trickery in Penacony, they are welcome to stay. Should I be more or less concerned with them, Memokeeper? ❜
' That's good to know , Mister Sunday . I'm sure the other guests appreciate how hands - on & proactive you are ... '
Really , it only brings her sorrow to suspect him so . He's a bright man , with overall pure intentions that were simply morphed along the way . Were Order not beckoning him to scorn Xipe , she's certain dearest siblings would ensure Penacony thrived .
' Hmm , well , the conductor is equally important as the vocalist . Perhaps you shouldn't disconnect yourself so from Miss Robin — I'm certain she's thankful to have you by her side . '
Suddenly straying from the topic , Black Swan offers a knowing smile . ' I've no intent to miss it . By the way , may I ask if you're aware of that Masked Fool roaming the dreamscape ? '
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russian doll (season two) dialogue prompts from the second season of netflix's russian doll.
it's not as bad as it looks.
i'm so sick of doctors i gotta see a doctor about it.
every time you compliment me, a cockroach gets its wings.
look, man, i'm not gonna fuck you.
do you need help getting home? anything?
if we don't do something, we're fucked!
basic concepts like time and space are suddenly eluding me.
am i haunting you? are you haunting me?
when the universe fucks with you, let it.
what happens to me in the future?
for the last time, that key is for emergencies.
the universe finally found something worse than death.
ask yourself this, are you happy?
do i need to be worried about you?
you do nothing but take and take.
you cannot undo this. this is done.
fetishizing death is not incompatible with genuinely caring.
i don't deserve you.
oh, no one deserves what they get in life.
listen, you and me, we got a long, long ways to go, all right?
fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!
i swear i'm gonna fix everything.
you only break things. you break trust. you break promises. you are broken.
there are things in life that cannot be explained.
being born doesn't make you a victim.
what are we doing?
can you keep a secret?
the problem is that we have different lives. maybe we only intersect here.
i don't need saving.
i wanna change everything in my life.
in the end, nothing can absolve us but ourselves.
do you trust me?
i thought that i could change things for us, you know?
nothing you do makes a difference 'cause the whole game is rigged, right?
oh, you think it's a bad idea?
you're okay, all right? you're safe.
come on. you can't keep doing this.
do you know who i could've been if everything had been different?
how have you been?
i am painfully misunderstood.
nothing in this world is easy except pissing in the shower.
what if we're stuck here for forever?
you have to stop beating yourself up for not being there.
we can't escape being the product of things we can't change.
i don't know what i was supposed to do.
i'm never gonna forgive myself.
i… i shouldn't have done anything at all. why did i do anything?
i fuck it all up. i always fuck it up.
i'm sorry. i'm sorry for being this way.
we can't spend our lives so scared of making the wrong move that we never live at all.
it all just seems so much easier for everybody else. am i wrong?
you had no obligation, but you loved me anyway, right?
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actions speak louder than words non - verbal / action prompts from yours truly. (add a "swap" to swap the sender/receiver in the prompt (or just do it manually).)
back, sender gives receiver a back hug.
beckon, sender beckons receiver closer with a finger.
blood, sender cleans blood off of receiver.
book, sender helps receiver get a book from a higher part of the shelf.
care, sender takes care of receiver when they're sick.
catch, sender catches receiver by the waist after they bump into each other.
choke, sender saves receiver from choking by giving them the heimlich.
cold, sender places their jacket over receiver's shoulders.
cry, sender wipes tears off receiver's face with their thumbs.
dance, sender sticks a hand out to receiver and invites them to dance.
dip, sender skinny dips in front of receiver and invites them to join.
dog, sender's dog pulls them in receiver's direction.
drive, sender drives receiver somewhere in their car.
drag, sender drags receiver into a room and closes the door behind them.
draw, sender draws receiver like one of their french girls.
face, sender turns receiver's face towards them.
flower, sender gives receiver a flower.
footsie, sender initiates footsie with receiver under the table.
forehead, sender presses their forehead against receiver's.
grab, sender grabs receiver's wrist to stop them from leaving.
jump, sender jumps onto receiver's back.
kiss, sender kisses receiver.
link, sender links arms with receiver while walking.
massage, sender offers receiver a massage.
patch, sender patches up receiver's wounds.
piano, sender teaches receiver how to play the piano.
pin, sender pins receiver's hands behind their back.
pluck, sender plucks something out of receiver's hair.
press, sender presses receiver against a wall.
propose, sender proposes to receiver.
quiet, sender gestures for receiver to be quiet.
rest, sender rests their head on receiver's shoulder.
serenade, sender serenades receiver with a song.
sign, sender walks into a sign and receiver sees.
size, sender measures the size of their hand against receiver's.
shoes, sender removes receiver's shoes for them.
sun, sender rubs sunblock onto receiver's back.
tattoo, sender gives receiver a tattoo.
tie, sender helps tie receiver's tie.
tuck, sender tucks receiver's hair behind their ear.
umbrella, sender lets receiver under their umbrella.
warning, sender presses a knife against receiver's neck as a warning.
zip, sender needs receiver's help to zip up the back of their dress.
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going to eat and then do replies tonight!!! on here and rexcorlapis, send in memes to my inbox and I’ll answer them too! hehe
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an oresteia dialogue prompts from anne carson’s translations.
i ask this one thing: let me go mad in my own way.
why are you so in love with things unbearable?
you are not the only one in the world who has stood in the glare of grief.
you make your own pain. why keep wounding yourself?
while life is in me i will not stop this violence.
leave me be, let me go, do not soothe me.
do not breed violence out of violence.
there is something bad here, growing. day and night i watch it. growing.
my mother is where it begins. she and i are at war. our relation is hatred.
if i had the strength i would show how i hate them.
do i not live? badly, i know, but i live.
you bend—you go ahead and lick their boots. it’s not my way.
you won’t listen to reason at all, will you?
you astonish me—do you really believe such gifts will cancel murder?
you think me degenerate? here’s my advice: perfect yourself before you blame others.
why do you live this way?
i am the shape you made me. filth teaches filth.
there is something grotesque in having my own evils save my life.
one day you will say i was right.
i thought i could save you.
why do you stare at me? why are you so sympathetic?
i cannot close my eyes—fear stands over me instead of sleep.
i’m anxious—i’m not sure what lurks in the dark.
let me keep my little life to myself.
i never dreamed that at my death i’d be buried in the place i love best.
why pick at old wounds?
oh come on, relax your principles.
i’ll not be insulted further.
why did you bring me here?
no more riddles.
you haven’t been listening at all have you?
i pray for an easy death: one clean stroke and then—i close my eyes.
what’s the matter? why do you jump back?
i said a lot of things before that sounded nice. i’m not afraid to contradict them now.
whether you praise me or blame me i don’t care.
what poison did you eat or drink to make you so insane?
i have no idea where to turn, everything’s falling apart.
where am i? how did i get here?
i am an impossible burden, aren’t i?
to live or die with you—it comes to the same thing for me anyway. without you what am i?
you’ve got testy in old age. you used to be smarter.
no don’t say my deed was evil. unlucky, sad, disastrous, yes. not evil.
do you think i would choose to live without you?
you won’t kill me?
oh be quiet. endure what you deserve.
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DEAR XIPE, Sunday prays as Sora plays with his feathers. A shiver crawls up his spine, which contrasts with the growing fire in his belly. Sex is not a sin. Intimacy is not frowned upon—but as an embodiment of Harmony's path, as a vessel of Ena XIPE, Sunday must maintain his purity and decorum, but oh...
What is more INTIMATE and exemplary of Harmony than to join your body with another?
Is it not his purpose to bring order and euphony to those deemed as fickle and discordant? Should he not spread Xipe's teachings to those such as Sora? ( And he can start by spreading Sora's legs. )
Sunday sighs and leans into Sora's touch, chasing his sweet lips again as he grabs Sora by the waist and pulls him closer, grinding into Sora's open legs.
❛ I hesitate because you always i n s i s t on disturbing me at my place of work. I hesitate because I hope to be a gentleman and have you on a soft bed—but it seems you have a preference for my desk and my desire grows each time. Sora, you'll have to FORGIVE ME for not providing a more comfortable setting for you. ❜
He wouldn't lie , he liked seeing Sunday between his legs with his wings fluttering. It was always an amusing sight for him , & whilst they had gotten a bit inappropriate on multiple occasions , they had never really gone all the way.
There was always something stopping them. A certain little bird who for some reason often hit a wall. Whether it was due to him trying to be proper or something else remained a mystery. Truly , the only one stopping them from committing the greatest sinful act of all was the Halovian himself.
His hand was brought up & his pale fingers traced one of the others wings lightly , delicately before pulling away. ❛ Oh ? Are you finally going to go all the way with me ~ ? Usually you stop at foreplay. Did you get aroused at the possibility of getting caught ? ❜
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Anything? That puts so much pressure on Sunday. It's not often that Robin comes home, and it's even less often that they get time together. Sunday is always hounded by staff and incidents left and right that beg for his attention, but here is HIS PRECIOUS SISTER who he hasn't seen in quite some time. He must dedicate his time to her without distraction. He must show her how Penacony's been keeping up since she'd left. He holds his elbow out for Robin to take.
❛ Let us take a stroll through Golden Hour. We can pick up some bread and do a little shopping. A new boutique opened up with the most beautiful gowns, and beside it, there is a jewelry store and I have reserved these lovely pearl earrings for you. ❜
The fact he didn't hesitate to agree warmed her heart! How lucky she was to have such a wonderful brother. "Honestly, I'm up for anything as long as we can catch up with each other. ......The thought of eating a delicious pastry is tantalizing though"
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Sora's touch on his skin should burn him like fire, lick up his skin and warm his entire body, but as Sora settles into his lap, each kiss feels like ICICLES. The air is squeezed out of his lungs with every word Sora says, and Sunday doesn't understand why Sora is being so... w h a t e v e r it is that this is with him.
Does Sora think Sunday only views him as an object? Is Sora meant to be a PLAYTHING for Sunday? Was his outstretched hand an invitation to comfort Sunday and not the other way around?
YES. Sora is dearest, because he who is close to Sunday is dear to him.
Sunday jerks away from Sora, hands on his shoulders as he stands abruptly. Perhaps he is in the wrong here for deciding to bathe with Sora, but this was n e v e r his intention. His stomach turns and twists into a knot, acrid bile sticking to his throat. If Sunday were a SMARTER man, he'd just let the scenario play out and become putty in Sora's hands, but every time he peeks a glance at those bruises, Sunday can't help but weep.
❛ I can manage on my own tonight, Sora. You came into my office clearly exhausted and bitten up and down. The last thing I wish is for you to be INJURED further. I only intended to wash you up and put you to bed. ❜
Chocolate locks stuck to his pale skin as he continued washing himself. He honestly despised the way their relationship had turned out in the end.
It was only ever supposed to be solely for entertainment & to sate his boredom. Yet somehow , it had become rather messy once the bird had clearly become attached to him. Such sentiments could never be returned —— he didn't know how to return them.
So when the other extended a hand towards him , he hesitated before slowly taking it & then closing the gap between them.
❛ I'm dearest now ? Since when did you fall in love with this mangy cat , hm ? Or are you merely saying such things because you want to slip inside me again ? Not that I mind if you do , I'm sure you've been wanting release for a while now . . . you seem stressed after all. ❜
He wrapped his arms around the Halovian's neck & kissed along his jawline. This is how their relationship should be. Nothing but superficial & only using each other for sex.
#my heart actually hurts for them...#why're they doing this#bishonenprince#✧ — 𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒆… (thread)
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They have been here before many times. It's always those teasing gestures and playful glances, the seductive strut of Sora's walk and the flirtatious tone in his voice when he slides into Sunday's office, and Sunday is always too quick to s h o o the little cat away and regain an air of peace and tranquility in his office, of professionalism and decorum, but each time Sora sneaks inside, Sunday has continued to forget what the PURPOSE of this space was.
Before, he wouldn't have hesitated to throw Sora out, but now he's been lured between Sora's legs, his palms flat against the wood of his desk as he traps Sora with fervent kisses ( though, it's less of a trap when Sora was the one who waltz in here with the intention of disturbing Sunday's work ).
Sunday squeezes Sora's thin waist and parts from his lips, breathless. His bones vibrate as he tries to keep himself calm, but the flutter of his wings certainly give away that Sora has completed his task in riling Sunday up.
❛ Do you really plan on having us f o r n i c a t e in my office? ❜ he murmurs against Sora's neck. ❛ There are Family members just outside. They all watched you walk in here. ❜
@bishonenprince // from here.
#hope you don't mind me turning this into a thread#i always intended to i just now got around to it as;dlkfj#you don't have to answer if u don't want to~#bishonenprince#✧ — 𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒆… (thread)
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[ 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 ] : sender and receiver are finally sharing a passionate kiss.
𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝
It was only natural for him to react the way he did when Sunday pressed his lips against his. That once chaste kiss turned into a more fervent & needy one with his body being pressed up against the others in a very intimate way.
He should have known better than to continue their little game —— to continue pushing the Halovian's buttons , but he couldn't help it. The man was the only interesting form of entertainment here on Penacony , so he had to constantly pester him. There was just no other way to sate his boredom.
Thus here they were , sharing a passionate kiss now in the Family Representative's office. His pale fingers tangling themselves in pale locks whilst his legs wrapped themselves around the oh so pure & virtuous Sunday's waist.
Oh , but they both knew that this would be turning into more than a mere make-out session. They both knew it could never just be something so simple between them. Something pure. No , they would always , always find themselves diving head first into the sea of sacrilege. Of sin.
However , they both wouldn't have it any other way. So long as they kept quiet & kept it all behind closed doors , the people of Penacony & The Family would be none the wiser.
@halodoved
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what kind of warmth are you?
soup on a cold day
you're caring, consistent in your kindness, and quiet in your compassion for others. you offer warmth because you were cold for a very long time. and you refuse to stand by while others suffer in the same way. your kindness is not reckless. you count the costs, but you offer it anyway. you have a unique ability at reading people, and knowing when they have a pain that they are trying to cover up. your love language is probably quality time, and you're usually more of a listener in conversations. you probably find yourself taking on a caretaker role with others, almost automatically. so when people try to do the same for you, please don't flinch away. please don't withdraw into what feels like safety. there are people who are waiting to love you in the same way you have loved them. please let them.
tagged by: @swahnn (thank uuu)
tagging: @oudachi @amanturine @bishonenprince @vancreux && anyone else!
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guys I’m sorry I haven’t been around, I’ve just been really busy and tired, but come plot with me if you’re interested!
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okay did some replies! going to shower and lie down, night night!
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[ 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 ] : sender has just found the receiver who's been missing for weeks. (when sora was hanging out w ciar for like 2 weeks and refusing to see Sunday lmao)
𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝
The bird was persistent , he'd give him that. However , it didn't stop him from groaning & running a hand through his hair as he turned around to face the Halovian.
It was rather annoying bumping into the Family's Representative after having successfully avoided him for weeks on end. He was actually enjoying his time away from the other & had even gotten used to not having him around.
❛ Do you know what space means , bird brain ? It means I do not wish to see you until I go see you myself. Why do you insist on chasing me even after I've made myself clear ? What could you possibly want ? ❜
@halodoved
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