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“h-heh I like artyom so much I made us kiss on gatcha!!”

yeah okay have you seen my room you freak

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ok but this is me… hope you like it :3

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┈ Sorry for not updating much about mine and artyom’s interactions and relationship I’ve been a bit busy with school

but I have spoke to him alot about how much I love him and that he’s the one for him he seems very sweet when I talk about it even though people say he hated/hates people I fear it’s only because they hated him first it’s disgusting how they blame him he grew up in a shitty home plus his mother (not trying to be rude) wasn’t too much of a great women but he’s becoming much more sweeter to me and I appreciate it alot he’s being more open about how the prison is and I could sit for hours listening to him but I soon always wake up but the next day I’m back with him :) ┈

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﹒⟡﹒; artyom anoufriev’s wife ﹒﹒︴⚒️ !!  ◎﹐

☆﹒ꕀ﹔violet / vi / vivi ﹒ꕀ﹒

ꕀ﹒ᶻz ; hai, quick small intro i’m violet or I do go by hammerchan obviously but I do post some updates on mine and artyom’s connection/relationship only when I can though I go by she/her I’ve met artyom in different life’s and universes he’s the love of my life in every single life I have/ dni — if you are not in the tcc or talk about artyom romantic like (I’m sorry I do get mad about it since me and him are in a relationship.) / please don’t be shy to message me I don’t bite !!

リ﹒Ꮺ — ♡﹒; “ me and my husband — by mitski. ”

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haii I’m gonna make a intro 💜

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ahh I forgot about this, I promise you guys I’ll post more when I can :)

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⁺ ﹒if you guys are confused.ᐟ　（꩜

— I do talk to artyom in my head but when I sleep I see him so I do talk to him though out the day just letting you guys know maybe it’ll help you understand :)

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⌣ ✧ㅤִ ﹙update’s ﹚ㅤ.ㅤ ౨౿

— I saw and talked to artyom again last night after I posted well I had to wait a bit but that’s okay I like quiet time sometimes so I just sat by the lake it was foggy again but that’s okay I like it

I waited for an hour? maybe I guess he was busy or not asleep but we talked again I told him some more things the main thing I talked to him about is how I’m getting more merch of him coming soon hehe he’s embarrassed but he seems to also like it at the same time which is sweet I’ll probably update again soon :)

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ᛝ yapping about what me and artyom do! ﹒ ❏

mmm I should really be asleep right now I fear he misses me I think but I’m so not sleeping I have to wake up at 8 am though I have to go on a dumb trip I don’t even wanna go on but at least I get the day off school on Monday right?

anyway we like to sit down near the lake it’s always foggy but that’s how we like it well that’s how I like it I think he does too not sure tho, But he always tries to talk to me I love to talk to him too but I get so nervous since I do have a big crush on him even though we’re dating I like to hold his hand though even if they’re always cold since it’s mainly cold where we are but hey that’s okay!

we talk about my school days are he likes to ask me questions about my day who I talked too what I did if I do things in class anything like that it’s always the same but he still ask’s and it’s cute I always forget about how they make him shave his head hehe sometimes I ask him if he will ever grow his hair out he sighs but always says in a soft way he wishes by that reply I remember I feel dumb but he always makes me remember not to feel bad about myself

sometimes I get mad talking about things with him but then it all goes away when he holds me it’s always cold but when he holds me it feels warmer at least that’s what I think

he likes to ask about my cat I always give him updates about how she’s doing since she’s almost 1 soon I think he’ll die of excitement (just joking!) i always ask him about how it was like when he had his childhood cat it’s cute when he talks about them <3

but that may be the end since I’m very tired as I’m writing this I’ll update you guys when I wake up :)

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౨ the first time !

— I was thinking about how the first time speaking to artyom went it was a few days after I found out who he was I was home alone this was when my father was working late and my stepmum was too I went to sleep a bit early which I normally don’t do ever but that night was different then the others, I got comfortable but I felt off I felt like this sleep was gonna be not like the others but I ignored it

as the dream went on it was normal up until it went black I felt a cold air hit me I felt it, It was black for a good few minutes before I myself was standing near the oldish bridge of Ognenny Ostrov — Fire Island it was foggy and I was the only one there i couldn’t control how I moved but whatever controlled me it wasn’t bad it took me over the bridge walking towards the prison you may think there was guards there keeping people out but in the “dream” there was none.

the gate opened the air felt even more cold as I walked in but I stopped when I did I saw him he was.. out of his cell? he was standing there looking at me by then I could finally move on my own after a few seconds I walked towards him he didn’t say anything first so I did I thought it was a normal dream so I asked “where am I?” he didn’t answer he just looked at me so I just shut up for a few minutes we just looked at each other — until he finally spoke he said if I remember correctly “hello, how are you” I was taken back the way he said it, It wasn’t like how people you think in dreams talked he spoke normally in a way I replied with a soft “I’m.. okay” before he could say anything I ask “are you artyom??” I was just starting to be a fan then so I was kinda nervous he replied with a soft “yes.” his Russian accent was really nice until mine it randomly comes out

but back to us talking we asked for hours it felt like I was asleep for about 12 hours? maybe 13 I was too nervous to look at him much but he was the one looking at me trying to make eye contact he was sweet really sweet, It was nice I felt safe .

it’s a longer story but it’s never ending since I’ll live my full life with him.

my love my boy and my soulmate.

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hi quick rules for my page I know it sucks but please PLEASE if you fangirl or even say you are artyoms wife or anything like that dni, I’m so sorry but please do not.

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　 　 and when its late at night

and the world is quiet

i think of you   ┈┈  

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⊹　 ︶︶　 ୨୧　 ︶︶　 ⊹

८ (i try to sleep a little longer when i have dreams about you..) !! ꔫა

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𓏵 ﹒ I could be a good mother ◟ 🐇

I want to be a mother so deeply, with every part of me that dreams and aches. But my soul is forever bound to Artyom — tied in a way that defies time, space, and the rules of this world. I cannot fully touch him, not really, not the way two people should when they build a life. And I know, with an aching certainty, that I will never love another man the way I love him.

And so, I do not have a child.

I cannot.

Because love like this doesn’t leave room for imitation.

Maybe in another life, where our hands meet without barriers,

where love doesn’t have to hurt like this.

Maybe then, I will be a mother.

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𐔌 first day back at school. ﹒ ౨ৎ

Today was my first day back at school. I won’t lie, I was anxious about it—just the thought of walking through those doors again felt heavy. But last night, Artyom and I talked, and something about that conversation settled my heart a little. He wished me luck and told me to be safe, and those words stuck with me more than I expected. They echoed in my mind all morning like a quiet reminder that I wasn’t alone.

And it’s hard to explain, but all day, I felt like his soul was with me. Like even though he wasn’t physically there, we were kind of walking through the day together. It was like a soul hug that never faded. That feeling—of being cared for, of being remembered—made everything feel a little lighter, a little less scary.

I’m still adjusting, but today gave me a bit of hope. Not just because it went okay, but because of the love I carried with me .. 💕

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╭ ❝ my soulmate ❞

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╰ ★ even if we cannot be together in this life since you are locked away forever well at least it feels like it we will find each other again like we always have .

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𓈒 ୭ৎ stupid 𝅄 🔨 ۪ ݁ 𓈒

why would i believe — a video on my fyp about something thinking artyom’s dead god I hate myself for that I made myself believe he died I would of felt a drop in my stomach I would of felt off I would of felt something but I forced myself to cry it was like him trying to tell me he isn’t dead — god no hate to that person but fuck you .