hand-crafted-borderline-blog
hand-crafted-borderline-blog
hand-crafted-borderline
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Hello there! Welcome to hand-crafted-borderline. Let me first start by saying this blog contains many different mental health "triggers". Now without further a do....It's been 24 years in the making but here it is ....My journey through Borderline personality disorder (BPD) and Co-occurring Substance abuse disorder. I realize we are all different and especially those diagnosed with Borderline or any other mental health disorder for that matter. Writing is my therapy and although I am nowhere near the finish line to being BPD "FREE". I want to help anyone I can struggling like I have and still do at times discover their purpose and true self! So I'm inviting those of you whom have BPD or even know and love someone with BPD to join me on my journey to heal and spread awareness. Offering far more than the stereotypical textbook Borderline description we have been labeled as for so long!
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Me:*Finally Laying Down*
My Manic Mind: *Making song* what-what to the whatty-what what-what
Me: I just wanna sleep
My Manic Mind: *Scratches Dj Disk* RipRip-Wanna-Sleep Wanna Sleep-sleep what-what !
Me: Damn it. 😒
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Are you horny or do you just want to escape the constant barrage of your own brain
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My mom should come into my room with a trigger warning
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I hate how you make me feel.
I don't deserve this.
I wanna scream in your fucking face and tell you how much pain you cause me.
FUCK YOU.
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You are not a bad person, life has simply been to hard, and you’ve had to adapt.
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I've never felt so connected to a post...shook my whole soul
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I wonder when it all changed. When that little girl in the picture woke up from her dream and looked around and realized her life was a living nightmare. When everything wasn't so simple anymore. When she realized she was being abused in many ways for so many years. Once the light in her smile was darkened. No one saved her in time. Now so many years later, that little girl is me, grown and dull looking back at what used to be.
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Real life
I actually hate being sappy like I’ll say “I missed you today” then immediately drag them to diffuse the situation
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I’ll take an extra large ASPD, a side of NPD, and a diet BPD. And do y’all have schizotypal dipping sauce?
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Maybe the real treasure was all the kids we didn’t make along the way!
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I understand my triggers and my meds feel great and I’m showing up to group and here’s a pretty picture I made in expressive therapy lol when is my staffing?
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Feelings
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*Introduction post*
A little bit about myself & my journey! First things first WELCOME to Hand-crafted-Borderline!! I hope you find a little something here that will make your day just a bit better but most of all I want you to take something with you along the way! Just to help on those rainy days! Anywho... Hi there My name is Kelsie,I am 24 years old,born and raised in Ohio. I'm quite awful at describing myself bare with me....I'm an INFP-T personality type,a pisces🐟 annnnd I have Borderline personality disorder. 💁 Although psychologist and psychiatrist can't necessarily pinpoint the cause of BPD I am certain of what caused the disorder for myself! I set out on the hardest journey of my life at 22 years old to help find some self compassion. After all I had spent my entire life searching far and wide to fill this void I'd always had and never been able to explain. What I mean by searching was by no means healthy under any circumstances. I fell victim to many different addictions,self harm, multiple abusive relationships in which I was the aggressor,I had my first child at 16 years old,I even went to the extent of physically assaulting multiple other girls I just couldn't get along with in Highschool,I single handedly destroyed my relationship with my father and held the one accountable (My Mother) for my unknown problems at that time high up on a pedestal. I had absolutely no clue my self discovery would uncover that I needed much more than just a little confidence boost! I've learned more about myself in the last 2 years than I ever imagined possible! And I want to offer not only my friendship but the resources and much more I've found helpful along the way! I also want to provide a safe haven for those whom self isolate and feel alone because I have been there in that headspace and quite frankly I'd rather be there to listen to a pal instead of attending their funeral. I'm not here to save anyone or the world that'd be impossible and imagine the mess of things I'd get into, hahaha! I'm here to raise awareness and provide others with REAL accounts of those who struggle with BPD in a shame and judgement free environment,I want to be the friend I never had! Please feel free to share your story in the comments below! I'm anxiously waiting to read what others have to say,what make you the person you are! Also keep a look out for more to come on all things BPD and my journey to recovery here on Hand-crafted-Borderline! Best wishes and lots of love to all!
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