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clawing your way back to a home that doesn't exist, a home that you destroyed, a home that destroyed you

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claw out viscera, screaming, tear out the stomach and sick heart that hungers, stare god in the eyes as you rip them apart with your teeth. sob to the father WHY DID YOU MAKE ME? now collapse at the silence, collapse when he does nothing. now look at bloody hands and see that you've only punished yourself.

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Chelsea Hodson, "Tonight I'm Someone Else" // l.a.m, "The Rising of the Phoenix" // @astrono77153462 // author unknown, "Fallen Angel in Church" // Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov // Franz Kafka and @wingful // @conturnacious // Ted Chiang, Hell is the Absent of God // Google search results // David Bowie

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This 14th century archangel Gabriel in the V&A museum has two scars where their wings used to be, and that always makes me feel some kind of way.

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Angel headmate with heavenly + angelic stims!

- Mod Primarina + Mod Emmet.

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this universe’s most powerless existences.

i reached the ending of the story. which is to say, now it can begin.

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Aloha from Hell by Richard Kadrey

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is this anything

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The Downward Spiral was released 20 years ago today.

I still have the original cd I bought that day.  I’m so fucking old.  

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Wonderful selection of eight 19th century carved angel wings.

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"I say I'm done with religion but still find myself praying when I cry" religion + queerness

Silas denver melvin

X

Anne sexton

Ashandabstraction

Anne carson

you guys seem to prefer my happy ww but I'm depressed so you'll simply have to cope my bad

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I've Endured, Now What?

Blue Iris - Mary Oliver / So This Is All I Will Ever Be? - Fatima Aamer Bilal / Vive, Vive - Traci Brimhall

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Nikolay Tolmachev: Wounded (2019)

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‘phantom pains’, caitlin conlon // ‘what i could never confess without some bravado’, emily palermo // ‘i will’, mitski // ‘a self-portrait in letters’, anne sexton // ‘desperation sits heavy on my tongue’, @/tullipsink // ‘hunger makes me’, jess zimmerman // ‘coffee and cigarettes’, sade andria zabala

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