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i have moved!! i am at @handsbloodied now!! everything i owe will be moved over!!

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i have moved!! i am at @handsbloodied now!! everything i owe will be moved over!!

[handsbloodiedmoved]

i have moved!! i am at @handsbloodied now!! everything i owe will be moved over!!

[handsbloodiedmoved]

i have moved!! i am at @handsbloodied now!! everything i owe will be moved over!!

[handsbloodiedmoved]

i have moved!! i am at @handsbloodied now!! everything i owe will be moved over!!

[handsbloodiedmoved]

i have moved!! i am at @handsbloodied now!! everything i owe will be moved over!!

[handsbloodiedmoved]

i have moved!! i am at @handsbloodied now!! everything i owe will be moved over!!

[handsbloodiedmoved]

i have moved!! i am at @handsbloodied now!! everything i owe will be moved over!!

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i moved!!

OOC. hey friends! so i figured out why i've been feeling so overwhelmed here and i am excited to have sorted everything out so i present to y'all @handsbloodied the new and improved judith blog! since i've kept the same url i'm going to be moving all of my threads and things over! if there is anything that you don't want to move please let me know!

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death is that familiar taste that fills your mouth, coats your teeth, and chokes your lungs when you try to breathe.

perhaps you shouldn’t have kissed it | m.a.w (via dvoyd)

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interview with the vampire (2022):  episode 5,  a vile hunger for your hammering heart. tw:  murder, death, abuse, violence, blood, strong language, all vampire things.

* i can’t die like this!

* let my dog live.

* it’s a kill list in a teenager’s handwriting.

* i’m trying to think of something more fucked up than this.

* they’ll scale the sides of this building, force their way inside and paint the walls with his blood.

* don’t look down on them, look in the mirror.

* he’s an opinionated young man, he lives to share these opinions even when they are not solicited.

* what does he taste like?

* i didn’t ask that.

* you were thinking it.

* he tastes like honey and pineapple, he stuffs himself for days before he offers himself to me. would you like to sample?

* i care for him more than he cares for himself.

* stay out of my head.

* you wouldn’t find the corroboration you’re seeking even if you could. we burned, we buried. and a convention city is not motivated to advertise grim statistics.

* i know what i’d do, but you’ve cut my hands off.

* don’t do that, it’s private.

* what night is it?

* i couldn’t hear you over the tugboat.

* a whole lot of concern has been wasted on you these past months.

* did you read my other ones?

* well, you better hope and pray you taught me how to clean up good.

* you gonna let him do this to me?!

* i’ve read some passages out loud, i’m afraid. hurtful words for both of your guardians.

* i buried them, okay?! way out of town! nothing out there for miles, no one’s ever gonna find them except maybe criminals burying bodies of their own.

* i’m never gonna forget what happened here. i hate you.

* get out of my room!

* you want money?

* i mean, it’s always a straight line with you. yes, i am asking for your support in my campaign.

* sounds like there’s a maniac on the loose.

* don’t be too startled if the police come knocking on your door.

* i was in the middle of cleaning when they knocked.

* you often leave your daughter alone with access to illegal spirits?

* that’s my daughter’s room!

* oh, i’m getting ready for bed!

* have you lost your goddamn mind? overnight, in a jail cell, with no coffin. we all be dead by morning.

* we do not bring souvenirs into the house!

* so much wine in his blood… and beer, and whisky.

* you wanted her, you fix her!

* do you remember our life, how happy we were before her? an anvil tied around our ankles, pulling us towards the pitch-black ocean floor.

* who am i supposed to love?

* how are you gonna fix it, huh? which one of you is gonna fuck me?

* well, you’re not my type, i like a fuller figure.

* if you could find other vampires, which you won’t, they would shred you to strips because you are built like a bird, because you are a mistake.

* how about you shut the fuck up?

* he treats us like shit and you take it! why is that?

* you, as cruel as the devil ever made, to refuse me one love when you got two!

* i’ve been entertaining myself.

* i’ll kill her soon.

* don’t run off…

* why did you take me home? why not a hospital? maybe i’d have a handsome husband by now, or he’d be plain with a good disposition. that’d be fine too. i’d be sweeping floors, making dinners, nursing babies. maybe i’d go to church… you think on that some.

* i had no words for her, what words were there? “it all happened so fast”, “i was trying to save you”… “all vampires are born out of trauma.”

* poor dear. she wasn’t held enough in between ritualistic murders.

* look, charlie manson wrote a couple of beautiful songs. still, he was charlie manson.

* is that all you think of her?

* it won’t matter what your intentions are… it’s the world out there right now.

* once you put it out there, they decide what it is. it can get away from you.

* i won’t have her exploited.

* keep reading.

* keep talking.

* assume we are under suspicion. assume our finances no longer provide us protection.

* make your kills outside of the city, one a night. no persons of note… unfortunates, undesirables.

* we should leave the city, start anew, turn a betrayal into an opportunity. new york, chicago, los angeles…

* we should dismantle her room.

* she’ll be back.

* there would be no roaring twenties for us.

* we were underground for seven years.

* (name), come home. i know i hurt you. i know i can make it right again.

* little girl… i’m talking to you. now what were you doing in the library? you’re not allowed in there.

* i don’t talk to strangers.

* you can read?

* just as i thought, a little thief. you’re coming with me.

* what are you gonna do after that? after you turn her in, after it makes you feel like a big man, what’s your next move, you think?

* you’re not allowed to ride one of those on campus.

* this is our school, where is your fighting pride?

* you hungry?

* flaubert’s style is so dense. the absence of metaphor is so striking…

* should we make it a night of the two?

* you sound like every pompous sorbonne student i’ve ever eaten.

* should i do it like you instead? read the first ten pages of every book and pass myself off as cultured?

* well, at least you’re listening. i sit there thinking “light yourself on fire, see if he’ll notice.”

* you draw me into your gloom.

* it’s your fault she’s gone. if you hadn’t pushed her…

* i cannot listen to this insanity about (name) one more time.

* i got to hear my own funeral. only couple dozen people showed up, most didn’t have much to say. started talking about the weather a few minutes in.

* poor fella digging my grave lies resting on the family plot.

* what was he like, your maker?

* it ain’t like that, he’s more like a dad.

* oh, now there’s three of us.

* got me wondering what it’d be like, ride with others, hunt in a pack. a little fang gang.

* you got a name?

* you don’t kill like a (name), you kill like a killer.

* there are four pages torn out… did she tear them out? didn’t seem like something she would do…

* when you do that, when you editorialize, however noble the reasoning, it calls into question all of the other shit you’re shovelling my way.

* don’t ask again.

* it could be her, but i’m the one who is presently standing in front of you.

* so, if my considerable considerables continue to be squandered…

* hello? oh, sorry… no, it’s good to hear your voice.

* we’re headed north… crash cleaned us out. and don’t offer, ‘cause i’m not asking.

* you look good.

* don’t need that either, (name). or… whatever you are that took my (name).

* i prayed myself old, begging what to do about you. god never talked back, so… this is how it has to be, for me, for my family. you understand?

* i’ve come to apologize, i put you both in a bad spot. i wasn’t right in my head… i am now.

* apology not accepted.

* so, quick stop home to do laundry before you fuck off for good?

* perused a few folklore anthologies and now you’re going to cross the ocean to take on a society of monsters?

* if what i’ve read is lies, then tell me what’s true.

* seven years and what’s changed other than you need a housekeeper?

* the vampires out there are vicious… oh, but you know that already. who did you meet out there?

* that’s it, keep 'em scared. that’s his way.

* we took her life from her. we cursed her.

* come with me! come with me, (name)!

* i thought i could live without you but i was wrong.

* his love is a small box he keeps you in. don’t stay in it!

* a thousand nights of sulking, and the first sight of her you’re just gonna up and leave me?!

* please, come with me! let’s be vampires worthy of your love!

* i fought myself a million times, fought my nature, controlled my temper… i never once harmed you.

* let him go… he didn’t do nothing. it’s me you want.

* i have patiently waited in vain for you to love me as i love you. just say it… i’m never going to love you. it would help me a great deal to hear that from your lips… your quivering, hateful lips.

* let go of me.

* anything for you.

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「   RP MEME :       CARING FOR SICK MUSES .   」   * change pronouns as needed . [ MY / YOUR ] depends on the receiver .

SENTENCES :

‘ i told you to stay in bed! ’

‘ i’ll make you some soup. ’

‘ shh. ’

‘ try to rest. ’

‘ you’re not going anywhere today. ’

‘ don’t worry, i’ll get it. ’

‘ i’m here. ’

‘ i’m not going into work today. i’m staying home with you. ’

‘ you look miserable. ’

‘ you don’t look as bad as you did yesterday. ’

‘ a spell won’t help at this point. ’

‘ i think your fever’s breaking. ’

‘ just relax. ’

‘ did you sleep at all last night? ’

‘ i know it tastes bad, but it’ll help you. ’

‘ lay back down. ’

‘ don’t try to get up. ’

‘ please try to eat. ’

‘ you’re being dramatic. ’

‘ it’s not as bad as you’re making it. ’

‘ that cough does not sound good. ’

‘ how long has it been hurting? ’

‘ that’s not a good sign. ’

‘ we can’t move in this state. ’

‘ we’ll have to lay low while you heal up. ’

‘ i’m making you some medicine. ’

‘ this won’t feel good, but it’ll help the infection. ’

‘ i have a spell for that. ’

‘ you’ll make it through; you have to. ’

‘ i got us a place to stay for the night. you have to get out of this rain. ’

‘ get closer to the fire. ’

‘ this will help you warm up. ’

‘ come closer to me. ’

‘ what will make you feel better? ’

‘ it’ll take time to get back to normal. ’

‘ i’m here because i care about you. ’

ACTIONS : 

send ‘ BRUSH ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to brush through [ YOUR / MY ] muse’s hair. 

send ‘ SOUP ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to feed [ YOUR / MY ] muse soup. 

send ‘ BLANKET ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to share a blanket with [ YOUR / MY ] muse. 

send ‘ FEVER ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to press a wet rag to the forehead of [ YOUR / MY ] muse during a high fever. 

send ‘ KISS ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to kiss [ YOUR / MY ] muse’s forehead. 

send ‘ BEDSIDE ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to sit at [ YOUR / MY ] muse’s bedside while they rest.

send ‘ STITCH ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to stitch up an injury on [ YOUR / MY ] muse. 

send ‘ PROP UP ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to prop up [ YOUR / MY ] muse on a set of pillows. 

send ‘ TUCK IN ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to tuck [ YOUR / MY ] muse into bed. 

send ‘ GUIDE ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to guide [ YOUR / MY ] muse back to bed.

send ‘ TEMP ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to check [ YOUR / MY ] muse’s temperature. 

send ‘ HUM ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to sing/hum a lullaby to [ YOUR / MY ] muse. 

send ‘ REMEDY’  for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to make [ YOUR / MY ] muse a healing potion. 

send ‘ BANDAGE ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to bandage a wound on [ YOUR / MY ] muse. 

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      i pull you in to feel your heartbeat

             can you hear me screaming 

                              “ please don’t leave me “  ?   

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𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬

* change pronouns as needed. 

i’m much older than i thought i’d be. 

regret it later. 

all eyes are on you. 

don’t hold it against them. 

the reckoning has come today. 

things got worse when i met you.

you don’t know what i’ve been through. 

hey boss, how about a raise?

sorry that i can’t help you out.

she’s onto me. 

i’m touched you’ve opened up to me.

i’m in control. 

maybe third’s the charm. 

…and then he was gone. 

i did my best to make us whole again. 

it felt like i was someone else. 

do they know?

the doubt within me grows that we’ll meet again. 

i promised we’d stay friends. 

i changed the most of all. 

maybe it’s too late for us. 

there’s more than meets the eyes. 

it would tear you apart if you knew. 

whatever happened, i don’t wanna know. 

i wasn’t always a monster. 

you need to run!

i can’t say goodbye. 

no one will listen. 

i feel like she’s lying. 

i feel like i’m dying. 

why don’t you believe me?

maybe you’re right. 

who’s that i see? 

why do you want to stay? 

is this where you want to be?

i’m so sorry. i wish i’d been there.