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Happy Hifuumo Friday everyone!

Sorry, all of these pictures are old. I just figured I should at least post something since I missed both last week and the week before because of how exceptionally awful my time has been lately.

Things are starting to look up a little bit now at least, and I've gotten just enough out of my own head about it to recover. Especially since work (FINALLY) stopped jerking me around and I start tomorrow.

That of course made other brainworms crop up, but I'm ignoring them. The only worry on my mind is finding a way to deal with the heat—It will be 92f (33c) tomorrow and I don't really have a lot of clothes for that.

That's of course, much cooler than it was earlier in the summer but it's still rather uncomfortable. I'll figure something out and it will mean I'm at least out of the house and out of my head.

And getting paid means I have flexibility again.

I'll be able to go to places without it being a massive pain in the neck or a worry of how I'm going to pay for it, for at least a few more months.

I won't overdo it of course. It's hard but I need to learn to be better with my money than I have before.

Especially if I ever want to get out of here and be able to make these posts in a place where I'm not bogged down with stress about things out of my control and can see the people I really care about.

I just have to keep my eyes on the prize, no matter how long it takes.

I'm not used to making long-term plans and sticking to them, but I can always learn. Telling myself otherwise would be a disservice to me and the people who care about me.

So until next week, I love you all, have a great day/night!

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