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03.17.19

Pre birthday celebration ni Cloud.

It was fun. It was okay.. It was kind of bittersweet, I guess? All I wanted to do was cry kanina kasi that would’ve been a better situation if we’re still together. Some tears escaped from my eyes habang wala si Erika sa tabi ko. I wanted to hold her. I wanted to hug her. I wanted to say I love her.

Ang sad na ang happy ng situation kanina. Ewan. Hahahaha. Pero I don’t want to appear weak in front of her kaya I stopped. I also don’t want her to think na emotional na naman ako. Wala lang. I just longed for the love we had back then. Kinda wishing na kami pa rin. Na mahal pa rin nya ako. Kaso malabo na ata. I don’t think she wants me to be a part of her future. Si Cloud na lang naman nagcoconnect sa amin eh. So, just let it be. Pero masaya naman ako. Sinubuan nya ko kanina. She called me meb. Nagpicture kami. Okay na ako don. Masaya na ako. I just hate how much I love you.

PS. Ang hot nya as always. Hayyy. I hate how she isn’t mine anymore.

[happydates]

Nakakainggit yung pagiging okay mo. Ung tipong masaya ka na wala ako sa buhay mo. Siguro ang saya din ng mga nagkakagusto sayo since single ka na. Lol. Buti pa sila. Buti ka pa. Sana ako din.

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Random memory

Natawa ako bigla. Nagbabasa ako then I came across a line about snoring and drooling. Hahahahaha. Naalala ko one time sa apt, natutulog tayo tapos nilawayan mo noo ko. Tapos sabi mo lang “sorry” tapos natulog ka na ulit! Hahahahaha pota. Di pa rin ako makaget over dun. Tawang tawa ako sa moment na yun.

Sana pwede maulit.

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I've just read The Talk That Never Happened out of curiosity and you seriously believe Chloe would just forgive Rachel that easily for cheating on her?? Hahaha you amberprice shippers are so delusional! I'm glad the comics did the right thing. Chloe belongs with Max.

Go outside. Walk your dog. Don’t read the content that only forces you to attack people or makes you angry. Don’t waste your time because somebody doesn’t agree with your point of view on the internet. It’s unhealthy. Really. 

Have a great day! 

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Nanaginip ako three times in a row. Nandon ka din thrice. Hahaha. Tapos sa panaginip kong mga yon, love na love mo na ulit ako. Hahaha sana totoo.

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“When someone you care about is hurting, you do anything you can to be there for her — even if that means making the stars shine in her bedroom.”

— Chloe Price, Life is Strange: Before the Storm

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Sana ako na lang si cloud hahaha. Buti pa siya miss mo.

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I can’t help but blame myself for everything. Bat kasi ang bobo ko

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Alam mo ba, I woke up kanina kasi ginising ako ni Cloud. He sat on top of my stomach. Tapos naiyak ako bigla. I imagined bigla na magkatabi tayo, nakayakap ka sa akin, tapos si Cloud pumagitna sa atin. Wala lang. Ang saya lang ng scenario na yun. Iba talaga nagagawa ng imagination ano. Hahahaha

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01.12.19

You were the best thing that’s ever been mine and will ever be.

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01.12.19

To my person,

Hi. If you’re reading this, you must be tired of my long ass messages. I wanted to post this sana on IG pero it would be weird since di na kita girlfriend. Kaya dito nalang siguro muna.

I just want to thank you for today. For coming with me and for giving in to my requests. I’m very happy to have spend the day with you. Feel ko napipilitan ka lang at times pero thank you pa din. Titigil naman din ako eventually.

I also wanted to say that I’m sorry for all my shortcomings and to all those times you felt unloved and neglected. I’m sorry I never got the chance to spoil you again with my time. I got caught up with life and for that I really am sorry. I wish I had a chance to make it up to you as your girlfriend. But for now, this is all I can do.

Erika, you will always be my favorite person and I will love you until God knows when. I know our break up was mutual and it’s for our growth but I find it hard to let you go completely. Maybe it’s because I don’t want to say goodbye at all. I really don’t want to.

I want to see you again in the future, and if pwede pa, can we give it another try? Well ganon naman tayo nagstart di ba? Laging nauudlot love story natin. Or baka ako lang to? Ewan ko.

I have so many things I want to tell you. Pero I’ll save it for next time.

Iloveyou, Erika. Always.

I hope to see you soon.

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01.12.19

National Museum Date.

I always wanted to bring you here. I wish I took you sooner. I’m sorry it took a while and it had to be under some weird circumstance.

I hope you had fun today, woman.

Ily always.

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11.18.18

Hi. Dahil birthday ko ngayon at birthday mo kahapon, I just want to greet you ng maayos. Sorry it took a while to post again dito. Pero ayun.

Happy birthday my love. I hope you had fun on your special day. I’m very thankful na you went out with me. And I’m very happy to have made you happy. I wish we could do more stuff like that together. Sorry nawala. Sorry nadelay. Pero I hope we get to go out more in the future.

Sobrang namiss ko ung ganon tayo. I’m sorry di ko na nabigay un sayo. Pero promise. Bumabawi na ako. I don’t want to lose my nyeb.

I’m sorry din kasi I suck at showing you that I love you. Pero please believe na I really do. And I don’t want to lose you. I know we are compilcated right now pero keep in mind na I’m here naman hangga’t kaya ko.

Hanggang dito na lang muna.

Hbd panget. Iloveyou. Miss na miss na kita. Ingat ka palagi.

-sir

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04.23.17

Lowkey hugged her while sleeping kasi di pwede. Woke up next to her. Huhu. Ang saya gumising araw araw kapag siya agad nakikita ko. Huuuu.

We ate tapa! Ang sayaaa.

Then we went sa ilog and just talked. Gusto ko sana magswimming kaso next time ba lang. Huuu. Pero. Grabe goals. Huhu i love this woman talaga. Pwede bang tumigil ung oras pag kasama siya? :(

We ate lunch sa may riverside. Boodle-ish sya tapos pwede magkamay. Kumain ako dinuguan. Grabe sarap din!

Went back to the house and took a bath. Tapos un nagkwentuhan lang kami sa sala.

Tapos un huhu uuwi na ko. Nagmotor kami papuntang sakayan ng calamba. Lowkey landi hehehehehe.

I wanted to kiss her good bye kaso feel ko ayaw nya kasi dami tao so un nagbbye na lang tapos sumakay na ko.

Hayy. I wish I could stay for a week sa bahay nila. Huhu clingy na kung clingy pero mahal ko eh!

Sa uulitin po. Alam ko madadagdagan pa adventures natin. 😚

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04.22.17

Kinakabahan ako kasi uuwi ako sa kanila. Makikilala ko na buong family nya. Medyo scared af. Huhu

So ayun. I waited for her sa Cioccolata. She arrived with Giorgette then sumakay pa Buendia. Pero hanggang Vito Cruz lang ung byahe so nag jeep pa ulit.

We rode a bus pa Lucena and it was a very long bus ride. Pero I don’t mind as long as kasama ko sya. Huhu. Gahd. I missed this woman. Midkey harutan sa bus. Wala akong pake sa kanila. Hahaha.

So bumaba na kami pag dating ng SM San Pablo. Stayed at Jollibee for a bit kasi may ka meet sya. Then she ordered pizza for her fam. Tapos nag dalawang jeep kami papunta sa kanila.

Sobrang probinsya feels. Ang saya lang. Nung malapit na kami sa kanila nag tric kami then ayun na. We arrived at her house.

THIS IS IT. POTA. KINABAHAN AKO.

Pag dating sa kanila, nakasalubong namin tatay nya. Then pag dating sa loob andun buong pamilya nya. Huuuu.

Tapos nakita ko si Eriz hahaha. She recognized me. Huhu so happeh. Tapos humiga sa sakin. Nagpapa massage ng mukha. Haha so cute.

Dinner time. Her mom cooked Kaldereta. Grabe ang saraaap.

We waited until 1030 para pumunta ng munisipyo. Tapos umalis na kami with the kids and walked papunta don. Hehe highkey harot na. Wala na parentals eh hahaha.

Andaming tao. We watched the pageant. Then bumili kami gatas tisoy. And I saw a glimpse of my girlfriend's childhood. Huuu saya.

Then we went to the street party after ihatid namin mga bata sa bahay. Kaso we went home na din kasi walang upuan. Ang goals ng gabing yun. As in. Sobrang happy ko na kasama ko ung taong mahal kooo. I can die now. Ganon.

Nung nasa bahay na. We looked at her baby pics. Ang cute nya. Huhu pero panira ung antok ko. Sana nakausap ko pa sya ng matagal.

Okay. So lights off na. Magkatabi kami. I want to hug her pero I can’t. Tapos when we lowkey kissed, I can feel my heart. Ambilis ng tibok ng puso ko.

Sobrang saya ko. 😭

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04.21.17 Nagkita saglit. I gave her turon. Raar. No we time. ☹️