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my friends are not like me they will ask me what i mean but really im not sure

i reach through time and space to grasp them but somehow im always just short of holding their hands

they connect with each other but not with me at least not in the same comfortable way there is a distance that i wonder if only i can feel

together they have an air that i feel i have craved forever and i wonder what is different about me that they cant feel the same

they laugh in a way that is so beautiful they look at each other like they are the world i beg to feel that ease

if i put so much of myself into them why do i still feel so abandoned

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absolutely love your art. may i request mizuena sleepy snuggles? :3

sleepy mzen as requested :3

mostly ena being the sleepy one cus canon

thank you for the most enjoyable request and for the sweet comment :)

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fake ass shinonome fuuta truther didn't even draw fuuta in ena's clothes smh 🙄🙄

anyway...

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saw the new VBS outfits

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A THIRD SHINONOME?!

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what bro did instead of schoolwork istg

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this was the scariest thing i've ever drawn on paper

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fake ass shinonome fuuta truther didn't even draw fuuta in ena's clothes smh 🙄🙄

anyway...

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the universe gave me enough strength and willpower to draw kazui like this before sending me off to sea during a storm on a faulty watercraft

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HIIII IT'S MEEEE! (super-powerful-queen-reyna aka mysoul_is_alwayswithyou on Ao3)

So, I wanted to tell you about my hp X pjo crossover fic and why I ain't continuing it (yeah I already put it ao3 but whatevs)

Obviously it's bc j-terf is a transphobic asshole and I ain't giving her works attention anymore. Also she's a shitty writer with such shitty worldbuilding that I had to fill plot holes so much while writing. Although the hat song really fucking fit my plot.

Also all the fun of writing this fic came from instilling fairy tail vibes in the pjoverse and making all the lore for New Greece. Some dialogues I kinda cringe out now but I wouldn't erase them bc I put them there for a reason and they're teenagers sooo

I also figured that my writing of Sadie's accent came from Philomena Cunk and Johanna Constantine (but like, she has young references)

Maybe it was really fucking original but I had lotta exposition (then again, making up lore). Also, it's not the first hp crossover I gave up as soon as they got close to going to hogwarts:

1)the new gen era hp with cool oc (plural) whose atla plot point I repurposed in another fic (friends all watch atla together and learn the martial arts in it)

2)the Tara Duncan crossover where Remus went on another planet and became a cool werewolf. I didn't want him to come back to earth and I thought it was shitty to make him come back to hogwarts

Point made: hogwarts is a shitty ass school and I don't want to put ppl there anymore. But it's the only interesting thing ab j-terf's world (as in, developed enough so you don't have make up lore to write it. Coz might as well write your own story if you have to make up stuff)

I might use the lore I made up for New Greece in another fic and actually use it bc the pjo worldbuilding is resourceful.

I also kinda nerfed my inspo by having Nico destroying the horcrux right away. Like having Khnum aka the Divine Potter in the big H's head woz gonna replace snape's occlumency lessons. I could've just had them stealth free the creatures after some bouts of negotiations but I also wanted to write Lavender Parvati Hermione and Sadie relationships.

Like, another thing jterf's bad at is writing girl friends relationship. But spite isn't enough to fuel the fucking thing and j-terf's too terfy for me to continue (also meanwhile I discovered I'm actually trans but even if I hadn't discovered it I would still be pissed by her being a prickly motherfucker(sorry lonely island for the insult) asshat butthead)

Anywho tell me if u interested in

- Gilmore girls (but pro Palestine) x fairy tail X pjo x batfam (+ gravity falls, house md and the apothecary diaries probably)

-KOTLC but Sophie went to Xavier's School for Gifted Youngsters. Then she meets her og self and helps her

Pick one to prioritise once I'm done with my mha fairy tail Hamilton fanfic, I can't choooose

all these crossovers sound like such a fever dream, but ik u would make it work

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art study(?) that i went way off track on and got too unmotivated to finish sigh. so now im dumping it here

(abt the art raffle i should be dm'ing winner by june 23 at 6 PM cdt? teehee...)

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Birthday present for THE bastard himself<3

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idk what theyre singing here but its not GimmieXGimmie cuz Akito was half asleep during that archive istg, feel free to suggest songs for them to be singing here

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🏳️‍🌈 happy pride month to Kazui from Milgram specifically because he‘s on the LGBTQIA wiki despite it not being 100% confirmed yet

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milgram is making me go insane i swear

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"sir, it says here you spent 7 hours on project sekai in one day" LALALALALA I CAN'T HEAR YOU

anyway yAAAAYY TWO OF THEM NOW

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oh and mahiru obv

the tumblr got to me im finally watching milgram