harpskae

[harpskae]

become aware of you dr

how?

A lot of people become frustrated and questioned "how? how? how?" And without a clear explanation it can be maddening because how do you become aware of you DR? While there's isn't one completely clear answer, we can still try to explain it.

Let’s talk about awareness specifically, what it means to become aware of your DR.

By definition awareness is the act of perceiving or knowing something whether it’s a physical object, a feeling, or an entire reality. When you perceive something the ability to see, hear, or become conscious of something.

Most of the time, we become aware of things by seeing them. But here’s the thing; You "see" with both your eyes and your brain.

Light enters your eyes, hitting the retina which then specialized cells called photoreceptors in the retina turn the light into electrical signals which your brain (specifically, the occipital lobe) then receives and makes imagines that you see "through" your eyes.

So why does this matter like at all? Because your brain doesn’t need your physical eyes to create reality. Your brain can make mental imaginary which actives the same occipital lobe that your brain uses when you see things with your eyes.

If your brain can make a reality from mental imagery alone, then shifting is just a matter of redirecting your awareness to a new set of sensory inputs, your DR’s.

So how the fuck does this work with shifting?

Realization; the moment you decide to shift, you’re realizing your DR.

Perception; Visualization sometimes isn’t just "seeing" your DR - it can be activating your brain’s ability to process it as real.

You can add sensory details: the weight of your DR clothes, the smell of the air, the sound of voices around you. The more layers you add, the more your brain can accept it as a true environment.

Knowledge; acknowledge that you are in this moment in your Dr. No ifs or buts.

In your DR, your brain does the exact same thing it does here, it processes sensory input to create your experience.

When you shift, your brain interprets your DR surroundings just as vividly as your CR because to your mind, it’s just as real and it doesn't really know the difference.

Your brain can't disprove your visualization or affirmations, it doesn't have eyes to see but simply electric singles that you can control with your thoughts.

The simple truth is you don’t need to learn how to be aware in your DR. You’re already aware, you just need to stop convincing yourself you’re not. So please drop the "how" and just accept that you are...

[harpskae]

pro law of assumption tip ,

when you notice thoughts that arise from lack rather than abundance, interrupt them

you don’t have to believe the new thought, just have to replace the old one.

like this:

i am broke = nope. i am rich and things are changing right now.

i look like shit = nope. i am beautiful, my face is adjusting every second.

he doesn’t like me = he loves me, of course he does, obviously.

you don’t have to convince yourself, this is just to interrupt the pattern. you are training your brain.

make your default mindset: this is changing

if you hate your skin, your body, your life:

okay, it’s changing.

not it sucks.

or it’ll always be this way.

it’s changing.

assuming change is not just possible, it’s already in progress

you have to stop trying to feel different. THINK different first and then watch everything.

if you try to feel abundant when your brain thinks you’re ugly/broke/failing/blablabla, you won’t get anywhere. so first: change thoughts, not feelings.

instead of “ugh i look like shit”

try okay. that thought doesn’t help me, i choose to think i’m pretty.

say it even if you feel dumb, even if you feel ugly. ESPECIALLY then. your feelings will lag behind. that’s fine

[harpskae]

for those who once felt stuck in this reality

in other words a rant about my current situation regarding shifting

first of all, don't read this if you are currently demotivated to shift. I don't know what or how much I am going to be writing but this is just a rant about my own frustrations on the topic so I doubt I will say anything too motivating from the perspective of a third party (+ I won't proofread). in fact I don't think I will even link this to my masterlist since I don't want to formally spread negativity in what regards shifting in my blog.

having said that.

I know what shifting is. I might not have experienced my DR as for now, but I know how it feels. and how it is. I have experienced shifting in other ways. and I know it is normal to feel like my "shifting journey" isn't going anywhere, because there is in fact no journey. the act of shifting realities is simply that. an act. an act as brief as blinking to many. my ideas on the topic are clear and settled, but I am human, and hence not only do I doubt but I get inevitably tired of trying as well.

you see, I have been in this for quite a while. I don't keep track too closely, nor I believe my progress/ focus on shifting has been linear during all these years, yet I cant help but feel helpless.

I am confident in my mindset, I know for a fact I can shift. I have done it before. so not only I am sure I have the ability to shift but I am also completely certain that shifting is real. I also know just how real it is and feels, which tbh is an immense privilege that could easily spark envy among the many shifters who have yet to experience any actual shifts on their "shifting journey." so I really am in no position to complain. I know.

shifting is such an abstract skill to get the hang of. the issue is not that it´s difficult, it is simply not like riding a bike. no one can really tell you how to do it, what will work for you. you have to figure it out on your own. and even when you think you have it all figured out, you still might not be able to ride the bike. thats how I feel right now. not because you actually can't, not because you don't know how to do it, not because you don't know how the bike works, and definitely not because some higher entity (no universe, not you, not anyone) is holding you back or not allowing you to.

I guess there is a factor to shifting we still collectively can´t really pinpoint. maybe it is just really a matter of consistency. maybe I don't know. truth is I cant say anything, because just as many many shifters —including both the ones who have harbored tons of experience and the ones who are just finding out about shifting— i don't really and truthfully know anything about what makes us shift.

throughout the long discourse shifting has generated during the past years in multiple social media platforms, the one thing I feel like is slowly becoming the common denominator in everyone's mindset is that we don't really need anything in order to shift. we don't need any specific position, nor to drink gallons of water before shifting. we don't even need a method. we don't need ANYTHING. and thats cool. I love that. but sometimes I wish I needed to do something to shift. I wish there was a fucking factual guide or handbook to shift. I wish I could just do something, check it off my to do list and wake up in my DR. and I know what you might be thinking rn: but lu, you can quite literally do that! and if you are thinking that. you absolutely right! but thats besides the point. I have been doing that. I don't have anything to change about the way I view this whole thing, and although I love researching on shifting so I will forever continue to do so, I have already researched enough on the topic. I don't even complain much about my progress or lack of thereof. I don't consider this vent to be something characteristic of me in any way, since I have always had a very positive outlook on the whole thing. I know I will shift, but why hasn't it happened yet? precisely when I know am not doing anything wrong

thats the only thing I currently despise about my situation. there isn't anything "right" for me to do to shift. so im not doing anything wrong. but idk man. I don't even know anything. I just know I am not the person to give up on anything I know is worth my effort. and experiencing my DRs are worth everything. good night.

thank you for reading.

[harpskae]

the night it finally happened.

(a shifting short story from a shifter’s pov)

word count : ???

beep. beep. beep.

i wake to a loud alarm. i failed. again. i lay in my bed hoping it will swallow me whole.

why.

why not me.

i’ve been trying to shift since 2020. peak era. i have researched. looked into everything from shifttok tips to shiftblr masterlists. i even went on reddit once. i was desperate. i am desperate.

i scrolled on tiktok and tumblr for hours last night. i tried my best as usual. but for some reason, i always wake up here.

i grab my phone and look through the success stories i keep in my notes app like they are a holy grail.

“i woke up in asgard”

“i felt my s/o touch me”

it hurts i can’t lie. putting your all into something only to fail at it countless times. but by this point, i’m numb to the disappointment.

but still, i silently envy each story. each experience. why not me? why?

“it’s time for school, get ready please!!” my mom yells from downstairs.

school. great.

i get ready, moving through the steps like a zombie. shower. clothes. whatever. I just wish i was there. in my dr. with him. with my s/o.

i eventually choose to wear a plain white shirt and some jeans. what can i say? i like the simple things.

i get to school. i would be lying if i said i’m happy to be here. why would i want to be in math when i could be riding tha-

i stop myself. relax. relax.

morning classes drag by. it’s finally my favorite period. lunch.

i get lunch and sit at a table in the corner with a few of my friends. one complains about her long distance bf.

“we live like 500 hours away!!” she whines as i take a bite of my sandwich.

“try another reality for distance.” i think to myself. god i miss him. it’s weird. i haven’t even met him yet. but i feel so connected to him.

school drags on for what feels like hours.

by the time i get out, i look like a mess. but i don’t mind it and walk home as usual.

as i walk i think,

what am i missing?

what am i doing wrong?

is there a key to shift?

is it real?

it’s been years since i started my journey and i still have tons of questions.

tons of doubt.

i decide that i’ll try again tonight. one more try.

one more.

i get home. my mom looks exhausted. but beautiful. she always looks beautiful. i check in on her and tell her i love her before rushing upstairs to do my homework.

i want to get everything done so i’m less stressed for when i try to shift tonight.

“when i do shift” i mentally correct myself. fake it till you make it right?

i finish as much of my homework as i can then eat dinner with mom an hour later. her boss apparently doubled her hours.

“i hate that guy.” i think to myself. he works my mom to the bone.

to take a bit off her plate, i clear the table after dinner then do the dishes.

my mom’s already passed out in her room by the time i finish. i kiss her forehead and put a blanket over her. i don’t know why but in that moment i think about permashifting.

the thought passes my mind as quickly as it came.

“focus on shifting to your dr first.” i mutter to myself.

i get into bed after doing my nightly routine. i decide to watch harry potter and the chamber of secrets. it comforts me.

i watch in awe. this is where i feel i need to be. what my heart longs for. shifting gave me a way to fulfill that longing. i’m grateful.

but after all this time, i can’t help but wonder if this is what my purpose in life is.

“am i just wasting my time?” that thought races through my mind. i try to ignore it. it scares me.

by the time the movie ends, it’s dark. the moon shines into my room.

i’d be lying if i said i wasn’t nervous.

i open my phone to look for a shifting method on tumblr or tiktok but stop myself.

“not tonight,” i think to myself “tonight i’m going to do what i want.”

i turn on a shifting subliminal and lay down. my heart thumps so hard i think it might burst out of my chest.

i decide to just affirm and visualize. i think of hogwarts. of my s/o. of everything i can.

i remember a tip i read the other day about using my 5 sense and try it.

i imagine where i want to wake up. with my s/o. i think of what he looks like. the scent of him. the feeling of his lips on mine….

i drift off to sleep after a bit.

I wake to feel a light hitting my face. sunlight?

“failed again.” i think to myself but then. then i feel it. a pair of hands on my waist. softly holding me close.

i’m honestly a bit scared. what is happening?

i crack my eyes open for just a peek, looking over my shoulder. there he is in the flesh. sleeping peacefully. my s/o.

i tear up as i stare at him, his chest falling up and down slightly.

he looks even more angelic in person. my glossy eyes analyze every part of his face.

that’s when it really hits me.

i did it. i really did it. i shifted.

authors note: hi everyone. i’m karma and this was my first time posting a short story to tumblr. if there is any typos, please ignore them…..hopefully you all liked this story.

[harpskae]

emma's 14 day manifestation challenge (no one's questioning you again after this. not even you!!!)

a little foreword and word of encouragement ,

14 days!!!!!!! no loopholes, no well what if bullshit, no begging the universe to like you back, just you and your assumptions and a world that obeys.

this is for the people who've already seen the signs and still doubts themselves, this is for the people who wants receipts, this is for the part of you that knooooooows something big is trying to click into place.

we're manifesting to prove we're the source. you're here to stop performing power and start embodying it.

what's in store ,

14 days

1 intention to dominate per day

1 action (micro shift // test)

1 affirmation to run on loop

all backed by loa logic, no placebo fluff

no skipping, no spiralling, no but hows. you commit. you command and then you watch.

week one , we're proving ourselves

[ day one ] my world obeys me intention , the 3d reflects my thoughts, not the other way around. test , assume you'll hear a specific word today (butterfly, ocean, apple, whatever) affirmation , my assumptions are law. i think it, i see it.　 

[ day two ] i'm lucky to the point of suspicion intention , things go right for me by default test , assume you'll avoid inconvenience. no traffic, no long lines, no wifi crashes affirmation , things always work out for me. even if they shouldn't.　 

[ day three ] people like me for no reason intention , everyone is nice to me today test , assume compliments, extra kindness, good shit only affirmation , people treat me as if i'm someone they've already decided to love.　 

[ day four ] i get what i want without asking twice intention , test instant manifestation test , choose one small, specific desire and assume it's already on the way (free coffee, exact parking spot, dm from xyz) affirmation , i don't chase, i attract, and i attract fast.　 

[ day five ] my energy bends intention , assume your presence has impact test , walk into a room and assume everyone notices you affirmation , when i walk in, energy shifts in my favour.　 

[ day six ] i said it's mine. guess what intention , make a bold declaration test , post it anywhere (on your tumblr or tiktok or whatever. even a close friends with zero people in it). ex: "i'm getting x." hold the assumption NO MATTER what affirmation , the moment i claim it, it's locked in.　 

[ day seven ] reality is simply my mirror intention , detach from results, they're already written test , when something goes wrong, don't react, stay in your assumption. affirmation , my reaction writes the story, i choose the ending.　 

week two , deciding you're god

[ day eight ] the universe is obsessed with me intention , test synchronicity test , pick a sign to appear today, not a maybe, just declare it will affirmation , the universe follows my lead, always.　 

[ day nine ] money loves me intention , change money assumptions test , expect unexpected cash. refund, discount, gift. affirmation , money finds me. i don't look for it.　 

[ day ten ] time bends for me intention , control time test , decide something happens faster than it should today affirmation , time is weak and it folds when i speak.　 

[ day eleven ] i am unquestionable intention , test social confidence test , assume everyone agrees with you, even if you say something bold affirmation , when i speak, people agree.　 

[ day twelve ] i shift reality because i say so intention , choose one big desire and then declare it done. no maybes and no manifestings. this is done. test , track every tiny sign that it's already unfolding. affirmation , this is mine, everything is catching up.　 

[ day thirteen ] i don't need logic, why would i? i have authority intention , assume the impossible can happen test , pick something that feels too big and start treating it like a basic right affirmation , i make the rules, technics are optional.　 

[ day fourteen ] i am the cause intention , reflect on the whole challenge test , list every single thing that shifted. then choose what's next. affirmation , i did that. and i'll do it again.　 

[harpskae]

i shifted

i used to think shifting had to feel like something/that it had to be dramatic or full of signs. what actually worked was letting go of the idea that i had to earn it. this is such an IMPORTANT reminder yall.

i stopped trying to “attempt” and started assuming that i shift every single time. no exceptions. no doubts. just trust. it came from things i already knew how to do: lucid dreaming, dropping into the void, daydreaming etc. instead of visualizing everything perfectly, i started feeling it: textures, temperatures. i let music play softly in the background, counted slowly, and told myself truths .

“i’m already there.”

“this is where i belong.”

and my fav: “im finally back home”

i came to realize that every shift was just me going home and this was MY push and MY key. i didn’t have to drop a coin into a magic wishing well to be there. i wasn’t NEW to that reality because it was always mine.

constantly assuming that i “return home” every time i sleep literally made it come true. it’s my fav “method” and its what feels most natural.

how i woke up

i woke up to my bedsheets and the sun lighting up my whole room exactly how i scripted it. the exact pajamas i had written down. the softness of the fabric, the way the light hit the walls. i didn’t even have to question it. of course my first move was to look in the mirror. i wanted to see it with my own eyes and i did. it was me and felt natural. i only spent a few mins wandering in my room and i shifted back here.

when shifters say “let go and let it catch up with you” they’re being fr.

[harpskae]

HOW CAN AN ALBUM HAVE NO SKIPS. desire unleash really exceeded my expectations. I want to inject helium into my bloodstream. no pun intented 🤓.

get it. because yk. enha are vampires. vampires drink blood. bloodstream. anyways stream bad desire 💋

[harpskae]

NO WAY SOMETHING VERY SIMILAR HAPPENED TO ME TOO. I intend to make a long post about this but in short, I once accidentally shifted to a parallel version of my CR by falling asleep. by which I mean I didnt feel anything in particular. I just fell asleep and woke up there. BUT it was a whole other story when I shifted back. I just said my safe word and I also experience about what felt like 5 seconds to me of complete madness. I have trouble finding the correct words to describe what I experienced because I truly cannot compare it to anything else but what I felt was so insane I have it completely engraved into my brain. I had my eyes closed when I said my safe word to shift back, but suddenly, I could see. but I knew I wasnt seeing with my eyes. but I was perceiving some sort of surroundings. everything felt like tv static, that's the best analogy I can think of. I was also tv static, I didnt really have a body, I also felt like tv static. I felt tingly like when your limbs go really numb after staying in the same position after a long time. that feeling but x3. I saw colors in movement but it was sort of gray at the same time? and I was so lucid, I kept thinking: WOAHH I HAVE TO TELL MY FRIEND ABOUT THIS. and I also sort of "saw" a laying figure? and I felt like that was me. like I could see a diffuse silhouette of what I assumed was me. I wasn't sure but I had the feeling that was my body somehow. whatever that was felt like less than 5 seconds to me and as fast as it came I opened my eyes in my CR. with my limbs extremely numb and tingly, exactly like I felt while my awareness was shifting. thats the only time ive ever had shifting "symptoms", as much as I hate that concept. I didnt think id write this long lol, but still I'll write more about this soon.

TITLE: shifting is instant BUT ALSO i fell out of the Doraemon universe and saw awareness doing ballet so....

alright enough blabbering. let's get into why i said a shift isn't 'instant'. because yes i landed straight in the Doraemon universe but then i CAME BACK and saw awareness doing backflips around me to return me from the cartoon world with the blue raccoon uhm... cat to my current reality.

so get in loser (lovingly), we're going shopping (on a quest for knowledge).

it all started a few days ago. on a very peaceful evening when the vibes were crisp, i laid down to take a nap. there was a tiny whisper in my head that what if i shift during this little endeavour? i was like yeah okay cool. not clinging. only allowing.

NEWSFLASH: i did shift. being locked inside a picture book while waiting for Doraemon to free me was definitely not the vibe i was going for but i'll take it. so this universe to that universe, smooth shift, very expected.

BUT

on my way back? whole another story.

i didn't just wake up in my bed. i floated. i saw the in-between. this weird floaty, liquidy transition layer where awareness wasn't just me anymore- it was moving, changing, becoming. a space between realities where awareness has decided to become something and is morphing into it.

in this case, it was my current reality.

that's when it hit me -

Shifting IS instant - but 'instant' is a PROCESS in the 3D.

we're so used to this overused idea of shifting: "i affirm = i arrive". but what actually happens is:

you decide, you align and then awareness becomes the thing. that becoming can feel like everything and nothing at all. because becoming is just unfolding within yourself. you breathe and breathe and you "become". before i bore you, it's just vibing with yourself.

here, your 3D is catching up with what you already ARE. that's the moment where you can blink and be in Doraemon's living room or blink and feel like the most unreal version of yourself ever.

so no, shifting isn't always instant in a "blink and you're in a new life" kind of way. but it IS instant in terms of your being deciding to shift. the rest? that's the transition. the remix. the unfolding.

and guess what? even if you don't feel this floaty liquidy moment like i did, it still happened. your awareness still became the shift. you shifted because you became the shift. it happens everytime. this 'layer', this 'becoming' is what your awareness does for the physical to show your desires. you might not catch it. but it happened. it was real. it is what 'instant' is.

the truth is:

awareness doesn't teleport. it becomes. and you're already the version who shifted. you're just watching it click into place.

[harpskae]

thinking about how when I first got into shifting (2021 through shifttok/ dracotok, scary times I know 🥶🥶) I thought I HAD to shift to Hogwarts because there was absolutely no content on tiktok about any other DR so I made a very ugly Hogwarts script on my notes app, even though I had never even finished a hp movie, made Draco my s/o and called it a day.

[harpskae]

my first ever shift happened when I did not know shifting was a thing

I was around 11. I am 18 now, and it is a memory I remember as vividly as if it happened yesterday.

About the context I don't remember much. I was a kid, I don't even know if I was 11, I might have been 10 or 12. I guess I went to sleep normally, as I always did. and as it sometimes happens, I woke up in the middle of the night.

since there´s nothing unusual to that, I tried to roll over and continue to sleep, but for some reason I felt like I didn't have enough space in my bed to do so, my legs were nearly hanging off. for context I had a double bed so i should have plenty of space. I tried to get comfortable but I couldn't so I figured I must be on the edge of the bed, maybe I moved a lot in my sleep or something. but still, while in the dark, I couldn't figure out how I could be laying down to feel so uncomfortable when my bed is that big.

since I was confused about my own position in my bed I decided to turn on the light.

back then I used to have one of those ikea´s children´s lights that hang on the wall, and since my bed was by the wall, I stretched myself out to grab the light switch and turn it on. except I couldn't reach it, because for some reason I was far away from the wall. and so I thought: how strange, im on the edge of the bed how even am I positioned so that I physically can't reach the switch. for reference this is how my bed was.

keep in mind I was still in the dark. it took some more effort to find the light switch in the dark, but in the end I found it and turned the light on.

and I hadn't been more confused in my life. this is what I saw.

my bed was half its size ???. I stared at it in utter disbelief. I was sitting up straight in the middle of my oddly shaped bed as I stared at my bed and the space between the bed and the bed. I thought: what the fuck. why is there a space. that space doesn´t exist. but it wasn't as if my bed had been cut in half during my sleep (lol), it looked as if it had always been like that. my room was exactly the same except my bed what half its size, a meter away from the wall and instead of a headboard and a footboard, there were two footboards ??. I didn't understand anything.

after processing what I had in front of me I thought: I must be hallucinating because im really tired or something. spoiler: I was not. either way, I intuitively started reality checking.

First I pinched my leg. it hurt. I pinched it harder. it hurt even more. I pinched my cheeks. they hurt. that's how I verified I was in fact awake. though I already knew that because I was clearly awake and my thoughts were rational and completely lucid but still I thought I would check just in case.

then I knew I was awake so, still in denial of reality I thought: then it must be that I am seeing wrong (💀).

2. I then rubbed my eyes just like cartoon characters do when they can't believe their eyes. I opened them and unsurprisingly my bed was exactly the same. I rubbed my eyes harder. I recall thinking: this is not gonna be good for my eyelashes. but I coudnt care less, still what I had in front of me remained the same.

this is when I started panicking a bit. how could this happen. it is impossible I thought. it literally made no sense.

3. so I started touching everything I had near me. I touched my legs, my bedsheets, I grabbed them. I could physically feel them. I was awake and they were real. all of this was, again, some form reality check I did in the middle of my little panicky state. then I decided to touch the footboard that was the same as the one in my actual room (CR). I remember focusing on the texture of the wood, and thinking: this is real. I can feel it, every detail, I´m awake. but that certainty didn't help me because I was starting to feel scared.

then I decided to touch the other identical footboard, the one near the wall. the one which doesn't exist in my CR. the one which in my mind, shouldn´t exist. I touched it, and just like the other one, it was completely real. I was getting more scared by the second. I didn't understand a thing.

lastly, as my "last resort", my last reality check in my disbelief, I thought to myself: I am gonna pass my hand through the gap between my bed and the wall. since that gap doesn't exist, I will feel the bed that SHOULD be there but I am not seeing, and that will mean I am simply hallucinating or having visions or whatever.

and so, slowly and in the most suspenseful and dramatic way possible (I swear to you, now looking back at how dramatically I handed the situation I always crack up, why was I like that) I put my hand in the gap. and guess what.

there was nothing.

no invisible bed.

no nothing.

just the gap between my weird bed and the wall 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱

what was I expecting tbh. and so I officially freaked out. I put my hand in and out the gap consecutively in utter disbelief. and what did I do next? I started crying. I was a child after all.

then I "woke up" crying in MY ACTUAL ROOM, WITH MY BIG BED, IN THE DARK and my mom came to ask me what's wrong and all that. I briefly told her and she obviously told me it was a dream. as I had checked a thousand times, it clearly wasn´t a dream. I was awake.

I chose not to argue with her and soon fell asleep again, still confused.

at the time I had no idea what had happened and I sort of forgot about it completely. that was until a while after I started researching this thing I later found on tiktok in like 2021, they called it reality shifting. and from the moment I got that memory back (thanks to associating it with shifting), I knew that was a shift. a full-on shift.

this experience (and a few others I had afterwards) is the only and irrevocable reason that I know for a fact —and have always known ever since I learnt about it— that shifting is a real thing.

you can become conscious of other realities and they are and feel EXACTLY as real as this one. they are literally the same. in fact, thank goodness I shifted to an alternate version of my room bc if not I would have genuinely thought I was being kidnapped.

and it is also proof that you really don't need to do absolutely anything in order to shift, that is something natural to the human mind. maybe not a recurring thing, but a natural one. after all, how could I had done anything to intentionally shift back then to shift if I didn´t even know that was possible.

[harpskae]

I love the way you put it, "closing your eyes in one reality and opening them in another" because I have always felt like that is exactly what shifting is, thats exactly how I perceive it and how it has felt to me in the past.

heyy so what did it feel like when u shifted did u keep asking and spiraling and then what happens did u feel anything or see anything ?

hii !!

so, i was spiraling and overthinking and it was like being trapped in a hall of mirrors made of my own doubt. every question created three new ones until i was basically cross-examining myself into paralysis. it was mental quicksand. the more i struggled, the deeper i sank.

but i stopped trying to win against my own thoughts. i didn’t fight them, silence them or reframe them into something positive. i let them exist. fully. like background static i didn’t owe a reaction to. once i stopped putting so much of my energy and focus into those thoughts, they stopped mattering.

it didn't happen during some perfect meditative moment, but it was more realizing that i was already there.

so no, i didn't feel myself leave one reality and enter another. the best way to describe it is recognition. i recognized that i was somewhere else, the way you recognize your own handwriting or the sound of your own breathing.

it wasn't dramatic. it wasn't some portal opening with sparkles and movie music. it was more like... closing my eyes in one reality and opening them in another?

the mind really does love to complicate what's actually quite simple.

[harpskae]

[harpskae]

"i know u better than u know yourself!" well did u know i shift realities every night..

[harpskae]

yesterday I went to sleep with the intention of shifting. well not really, since my CR life is really busy rn, but having my DR in mind. so I had the mentality: I am going to shift, but if anything different happens thats okay too. sort of like half-assing it? but not really. I was fully convinced that the next time I woke up after falling asleep, my awareness—me—would be in my desired reality.

tbh that didn't happen, and I usually never write in this blog about the times I intend to shift and I don't end up doing it, but there was something a tiny bit different this time. I was woken up by my alarm quite early since I have to study a lot today and for a second I was genuinely confused about why I was in my CR bedroom. I was soooo convinced, both consciously and unconsciously I would wake up in my DR dorm, during the first seconds of my day I was in utter confusion. I felt as if I really shouldnt have woke up in my CR. just like the last time I fully shifted to a random reality, when I was confused about where I woke up, but today it happened the other way around.

[harpskae]

it’s always so funny to think about how people in my life have noooo idea i believe in shifting realities like it’s such a normal part of my daily life. i script, i journal, i spend the day thinking about my drs. plus i have a whole blog on tumblr where i talk about it with a community of people who believe in it too. we’re all out here living multidimensional lives and no one suspects a thing. it’s kinda wild when you really think about it.

[harpskae]

THE successful shifting mindset

These days I have developed a very passive mindset towards shifting. I don’t even know how to describe it, but I guess I have just accepted the certainty that as long as I have the purpose of shifting to my DR in mind, whether or not I actively “try”, I will inevitably wake up in my DR.

I can’t know right now if it will be tonight, in three days, the night before my histology exam, or maybe next month. There is simply no way in the world for me to know before hand when that will happen. But it will happen. Because all the pieces are where they should be, and really, for once in my life, for once ever since I was 14, I have no doubts about it. What I am writing right now are my genuine feelings on this process, I no longer feel like im trying to convince myself about this. Speaking of which. My outlook on this being a process has also changed. Let me tell you about it. When I first got into shifting, and for years really, I believed this was a journey. I unconsciously thought that I needed to fail before I succeeded. I associated those stupid symptoms during my attemps to being “close” to shifting to my DR. It was as if I expected to experience failure, because that’s what’s natural, right? In the same way I cannot play a guitar solo right now because I have never played the guitar before, I thought I should be “bad” at shifting before I was able to “be good” at it. Somehow. bc that’s not a great way of putting it but hopefully you get the message. But truth is, shifting is not a journey. It’s a phenomenon, an act. A deliberate act just as brief as snapping your fingers and as imperceptible as the beating of your own heart. Let me further develop this idea, bear with me jeje.

You see, the first time an ever shifted happened on a random night when I didn’t know reality shifting was a thing. I went to bed as I always did, and I woke up in an alternate version of my room. I didn’t know what shifting was, I didn’t know that it was possible and therefore I didn’t believe in it. Because you cant believe in something you don’t know exists. I didn’t have any intention of shifting, again because I didn’t know anything about it. I literally did nothing and didn’t believe. And I still shifted.

Lately ive been thinking about that and my other past shifting experiences and I have come to a few conclusions. Firstly, I literally don’t need anything to shift. Nothing. Not belief. Not intent. Shifting, as I have been reading in scientific investigations, is the result of a physiological change, or trigger in our brain. As shifters, we are learning how to trigger that so that we can use our brain and the ability to shift our consciousness to a reality to our favor and will. The fact that im using “big words” isn’t in any way with the intention of complicating the concept, it is just to express my own idea of it, but I will return to more basic statements. So. Since I don’t need absolutely anything to shift to my DR, that can only mean one thing. I already have what I need to shift. Because I don’t lack what I don’t need. In what this matter regards ig. That’s why, there is no process, there is no journey. Yes, for years I have been learning about all of this, trying to do it on command, and shaping my mindset to what it is today, but really, I could have shifted on the first try, because not even a good mindset is needed. It is helpful to shift on command, but if it were a requirement to shift, so many people wouldn’t have shifted on accident, unknowing of what shifting is, or even, as anti-shifters (who were then, by their own experience proven wrong). I don’t even know if I am making sense but I am making sense in my mind. Anyways, so since we don’t really need anything to shift, why not just shift, why not just choose to shift. Though I am not implying by any means that us shifters that have been in this for years have not been choosing to shift all this time. That would be cruel. We have been putting effort and intent, but now I am referring to the change in mindset that views shifting as an instantaneous shift in our perception not as as process that will lead us to achieve "what we need" to shift, because thats what it is. That’s why im doing these days, I know I don’t lack by any means anything that could make me shift. There is nothing different between me, you and those who call themselves master shifters because they shift to their DRs whenever they want. And I am the version of myself that shifts whenever I want. I could shift tomorrow to my DR and nothing would have changed really. That future version of me is the exact me as I am right now as I am ranting on my notes app instead of studying fucking histology.

Also, about the moment itself of shifting, to put is simply, both of the times I have fully shifted were on accident, I just fell asleep. I didn’t feel anything weird, I didn’t even know I was in a different reality until I proved it to myself. That’s why I no longer seek for any symptoms while shifting. After all, we describe these symptoms —dizziness, tingles, buzzing sounds?, spinning— as physical sensations, and although I myself have experienced those on multiple occasions, even while shifting back to my CR (though that’s a whole other story), they mean nothing, because we are perceiving them, or at least describing them through our senses. And I know some of these symptoms are not perceived exactly by our physical body, but still, choosing to focus on them is just a way of anchoring ourselves to the fact that we are not yet in our dr. that we are halfway there. And do we want to be halfway there? No. We want to be there. That’s why it’s no use focusing on symptoms. Plus, I know that senses shift last. 

I might post this on my blog, I decided to do so halfway through this, but it is still my diary so this are all my genuine thoughts which I am only writing digitally instead of in my journal bc I write quite slowly and I don’t have enough time to write down all of my thoughts. If it weren’t for that I wouldn’t post this. I didn’t proofread and English is not my first language, having said that thank you to whoever read through all this.

[harpskae]

this is literally one of my biggest takes on shifting yet I barely see people talking specifically about it its so true

You truly know the feeling of freedom when you become a shifter, I thought before I knew what freedom felt like but I was so wrong