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NO NO WAIT. remember the louis interview where he was asked if he was still friends with zayn? and louis replied "you'd have to ask him". and now zayn is introducing him as his old friend. with such certainty as well. of course they're friends!!!!!!

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🚬 chicken in chile forever 🚬 bus1 high forever 🚬

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zayn giving louis a big shout out during his stairway to the sky show in la (night 2) 29.01.25 🥹❤️

louis in the crowd: 

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an old friendship being rekindled is the most positive thing that could have come out of this tragedy

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will the pit in my stomach ever go away

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marlena by julie buntin

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I will never get over the amount of love one direction fans have for each other and for the boys, and the amount of love the boys have for us. I’m so proud to be in this fandom, to love those 5 incredible, amazing boys.

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my brain still can't process that this is actually happening that this is the timeline we live in, that this is forever that we'll never hear liam sing again. heart is just hurting

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not to be too sappy but idek what i would’ve done if i didn’t have a space to talk openly about all of this with those who truly understand it. it’s one thing to talk to distant friends or family members about this passing, but it’s another to talk with a community who just understands without any explanation or judgement. we’re all just wading around this fandom with each other— those names i haven’t seen pop up in ages— trying to process whatever we’re trying to process and giving virtual hugs and sending love and making edits and posting encouraging words. fandom is so powerful. community is so powerful. i hope i never ever forget that. because it’s always been here for me in ways that no one else besides those who are here or been here understands.

just fortunate for all of you. no one gets this place like y’all get this place. and that’s special.

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i feel insane i haven’t stopped crying for like two hours and i cant escape it on any app

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there's a deep hollow pit in my stomach that just won't give it a rest

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what will survive of us is love

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I literally want to throw up

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i keep reading and rereading the words they wrote and it's breaking my heart but at the same time they're not making sense. what do you mean this is something they had to post. what do you mean this really happened

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i can't believe i'm in my 20s processing a 1d member's death