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LEWIS PULLMAN AS ↴ OWEN TAYLOR — THE STARLING GIRL (2023)

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trying to heal, while trying to grieve, while trying to live, while trying to forgive, while trying to love, while trying to be loved

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she’s so effortlessly beautiful

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Reminded me of what I think rafe and readers baby would look like in the arranged marriage one I forgot the name something bare hands

“something bare hands” 😂 girlllll

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SEBASTIAN STAN for L'Officiel Malaysia 2025

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Girl I get it! I don’t know how fanfic writers do it tbh bc I have written fics in my notes app(v short stuff) and I get bored with it so fast (sometimes mid writing lol) or no ending sounds right bc I remember I hated how the movies/shows ended so the character is just bleh. is it writer block or smth worse?! lol! I been feeling a lack of inspiration for fanfic lately too

It sucks!! But I feel it’s so natural as a writer to get burnt out or bored. Especially when real life is happening to you. I think it means I’m ready for some type of change 🤷🏾‍♀️

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Girl, I’m a writer myself and I haven’t updated for over 3 months. No inspiration, no enjoyment and no motivation. I tried so hard to make numbers on here for validation as a writer and now that I got them, all the fun went away. Readers can be so mean and demanding at the same time, so please remember who you write for (hint: it’s for yourself). Personally, I get equally excited for a new story just as I do for a new chapter on an already established series, because I love your writing, your wording, the scenarios you create and how you build the atmosphere up. You could write a fanfic where the main couple is a potato and a tomato in a grocery shop and I would still enjoy every single word of it. Sending you lots of love 💕 and reassurance ✨

I love you thank you so much🥰

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i thought this kinda gave the vibes of the reader from rough hands soft chains!!

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTjXTQ4HT/

oh very much!! she's so cute!! it's actually canon that rafe takes bimbo!cowgirl!reader to beyonce's cowboy carter tour

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I hope you keep updating bambi eyes because you mentioned you were trying to just focus on writing for yourself and not focusing on the numbers.. just write bambi eyes like you would for yourself because that’s why we like it. I saw you mentioned to another person that you liked writing chapter 7 the most, and we love that chapter the most too so far! You trying to write what you think we want- we find boring. You writing chapters like 7 that you actually like, we liked the most too! You put too much pressure on yourself, because it’s really simple, the things you seem to like the most like regression and caretaker daddy bf, being taken cares of, etc themes about this regressed dynamic is the most well liked by your readers because obviously you get the most asks about bambi eyes which you mentioned. So literally just write bambi eyes the way you actually want because we like the same as you and that’s why we read it.. don’t be trying to do what you think we want because you don’t like it and we don’t end up actually liking it!! I hope this has made you realise and reassured you it’s really simple and not to overthink: write bambi eyes exactly how your heart wants it because chapter 7 was my fav too, and don’t try to write it how other people want because we actually don’t like that. I hope a bunch of weight went off your shoulders because i think you’re too much in your own mind :)

my heart does not want to write it friend :) honestly the problem I run into is not having a clear vision of where I want the story to go and only posting because people are asking for it and then in an attempt to post more I write the story into a corner

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girl — promised to update bambi eyes then when we ask about it gets mad at us for being disappointed and then finally admits she don’t know when or if she’s even gonna update. pulling us along like a horse with an apple

It can’t possibly be this deep😭 This is the perfect time for some of y’all to get into writing what you want to read!! I am a stranger who does not get paid to do this pls do not rely on me for your happiness!!

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Heyyyy im new here ,how are you? Sorry if this seems disrespectful but do you have a masterlist

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v full circle moment but I remember I started reading your dark Peter fics when I was in high school and now I’m working a 9-5 corporate job reading your Rafe fics (and Bucky too now 🤭)

I was in college writing those and I’m just now starting a 9-5 lol. That’s so cool though!! Thank you for hanging out😭

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anon here since everyone seems to be wanting chapter 8.. i want to reflect and talk about chapter 7: i loved tiny small regressed bambi, so much so that rafe had to do basic things for her like helping her get dressed or doing her hair!! i’m an absolute sucker for that intimate physical and emotional caretaker stuff! i hope you do more bambi regressed small with rafe noticing and trying to take care of her in private or even when people are around too in public. ahh just so loving 💕 okay byeeee

I appreciate this so so so much!! I agree. In my biggest fantasies I’m taken care of completely. Like I don’t want to have to think at all. And Rafe is very much that for Bambi in chapter 7 because she’s just gotten that comfortable with him! Besties fr fr

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Hello everyone, I am aware I have a million asks in my inbox about Bambi eyes. I don’t think if I discontinued it that people would stop asking about it lol. I haven’t been super inspired to write fanfiction in general. I’m realizing that I’ve felt very constrained trying to fit my ideas into the characters I usually write for.

If you know my writing, you know I love an au. And that’s because I don’t typically to like to write within the universe the characters exist in. I’m often trying to make characters fit my ideas rather than the other way around.

I do not know when I’ll update anything at this point. I’ve started working on an original story and I’ve been having so much fun doing that (I literally have 20,000 words written as of now) and I plan to maybe post on AO3 when I’m done. Maybe one day I’ll have the opportunity to publish on Kindle Unlimited! That’s a new goal I want to try to work towards :)

I’m getting a lot of satisfaction out of just writing for myself. I very much get too focused on numbers here on tumblr. And I get very discouraged when I don’t get a lot of feedback. All this to say, I would love to continue to discuss my stories and characters but I really have no idea when I will post updates for Bambi Eyes and Rough Hands, Soft Chains. I appreciate those who do interact and support me so much! You guys have given me the confidence to attempt to write an original story.

I am not saying at all that I won’t be active on here! I will still be reading and interacting with people on here. I also am not saying I won’t ever be updating again! I’m just working on other things as well :)

Thank you if you read this far lol and thank you for caring about my writing

- Rae

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𝕄𝕠𝕞𝕠 𝔹𝕠𝕪𝕕 - 𝔸𝕞𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕊𝕠𝕟𝕘

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girll i am so sorry for all these people asking for bambi eyes😭. your work is amazing, take your time! people need to realize this is a hobby... not a job. i know it gets unmotivating when people are just constantly nagging you aswell, make sure to get rest and take a break whenever you need it💗. i love love love all your work, no other person on here writes as good as you do! take ur time with everything, loveee

the same people who write those asks are the same people who never reblog or comment on the fic they want updated so bad that's the crazy part

but thank you, i appreciate the kindness :)

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Ribbons & Rage was absolutely fantastic and I am obsessed. Can’t wait for pt. 2 love 🫶

thank u so much!!