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You know what?

I love you, fics that take months to update. I click on the newest chapter and have no memory of this place and get to go back some chapters and rediscover how much i love everything about this story.

I love you, fics that take years to update. I think of you fondly, and know your names, go search for you and see an update from this year and scream, diving in uncaring of any missed details (i will finish the update and read you in reverse because this is a treat you have bestowed)

I love you, fics that probably will never update again. Thank you for being a roman empire for my mind, thank you for teaching me about the ephemeral fandom experience, for inspiring a thousand million what if-s, for being a comfort read and a nostalgia read and a reread.

I love you fic writers, who jump into projects and stories with enthusiasm. I love you when you succeed in pumping out those chapters and that love doesn't go away when you stop.

I love you fic writers who post and then get in your own head and never feel confident enough to update, whether it's at all or whether it's just that one story.

I love you fic writers, who have a fandom or media hurt you to the point of abandoning or having a hard time with their WIPs.

I love you fic writers, who lose interest or have life changes or illness or bad memory. Thank you for being part of the fandom, a core part of the fandom. Thank you for the time spent in the fandom.

I love you, fic writers who try out something new and then stop. You're so valid.

I love you, WIP fics that may or may not ever get finished. Thank you for brightening my day in the way only you could have.

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while i can’t in good conscience recommend it watching spn does in fact unlock both the biggest part of the map on ao3 and the funniest part of the map on tumblr

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Picnic with cows

(via)

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Cosmic rainbow disco Destiel I don’t know. Just a concept sketch I decided to therapy-colour for fun although I’m not sure how I feel about it yet. And if one person @‘s me about the number of wings a fictional being has I -

(Don’t repost please)

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🥺🥺🥺

#TheySilencedYou but they can’t silence all of us

(Please don’t repost)

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25.11.20 y yo a ti, cas 

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EVERYONE STOP MAKING THE CALL ON DEAN’S FEELINGS, WE HAVEN’T FINISHED COUNTING THE BALLOTS ON HOW HE FEELS

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LOVE WINS

Destiel is canon in Spanish nothing else matters

[if you want to support me]

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pov you are jensen ross ackles waking up and checking your phone on the morning of november 25th 2020

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Bruh the CW is so fucking bad at what they do they didn’t even communicate to other countries they were scrubbing the DeanCas reciprocation lmfao

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Me: Man, these Supernatural plot twists are really keeping me on my toes.

Them: Didn't that show end a week ago?

Me: Yes

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Ernie has spoken.

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I really try to not cry about this anymore but bitch I keep seeing things like this and my heart keeps breaking a little more

Q: What advise would you give your old self?

they broke our guys... They broke jensen

it's madness, it's helpless... Hug these guys quick (x)

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Fun fact: I get nauseas whenever I see gif sets from the barn scene

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no need to check up on dean and cas in heaven, they’re thriving ♡

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👏🏻STOP 👏🏻CALLING 👏🏻DEAN 👏🏻AND 👏🏻JENSEN 👏🏻HOMOPHOBIC👏🏻

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NOT YA GIRL COPING WITH SKETCHY-ASS, CRAPTASTIC CRASS COMICS AS SHE DESPERATELY GRASPS ONTO THE VERY LAST SHRED OF ENJOYMENT OF CHARACTERS SHE WATCHED FOR AN ENTIRE ASS DECADE

I’m just saying, if they’re gonna fuck him like that, he might as well enjoy it. 

I’M FINE IT’S ALL FINE EVERYTHING IS FINE

(Buy me a scotch coffee?)