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I think I'm ugly actually and maybe thats why I'm so unlovable

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I don't feel like a person when I'm not around my friends

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I need to get good at painting so I can paint her

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I'm pretty sure she's the most perfect person on earth

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for me it's pasta of any kind, and dumplings any carbs with sauce make me feral and I eat until I puke

Ok so we all know about safe foods

But what about weak foods? Like the second you can get your hands on it you forget about your ed / goals

I’ll go first

Mine are home made bread, nerds gummy clusters and last but not least, gas station egg sandwich’s

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I exist. This is proof that I exist and I am a person with feelings and needs that are not being met.

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Damn why does existing make me wanna kms so fucking bad

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I have something wrong with me physically and I can never tell what everything hurts and I'm dizzy all the time no matter what I'm tired I drink water I try to eat enough but nothing works and I don't know what I'm meant to do anymore my parents won't take me to the doctors they don't believe anythings wrong with me

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If I stare at her longingly for long enough she will realise her secret gay feelings for me and then we can do what we do anyway but call each other girlfriends this time

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I need friends who aren't the four people I talk to daily 🍅

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everyday I pray that my best friend and I's lesbian allegations become true

(I want bro desperately)

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learning english off of YouTube didn't affect my language much except that I say my Rs the American way and i can't unhear it 😔😔

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my dad keeps telling me I'm not meant to be eating sweets and constantly makes comments when I just want a treat and it makes me feel so bad :(

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I'm getting braces on the 30th :3

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why does my face not feel like my face every time I look at it

that's not how I look why do I look so different that's not right why do I look like that my face shouldn't look like that

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my dad likes to pretend im not mentally ill because he was raised in a household where any sort of emotional or physical weakness was unacceptable and met with violence or being put down, so he just sorta pretends I don't have those things because he doesn't know how to align his own child being sick and his upbringing

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I have separator bands between my teeth that made them really sore, and an ear infection, WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO

I did complete two gcse exams with those issues today.