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ahhhh...I want someone to do this to me! Like restrict what I could say! I want to like type like a dummie here like umm that would be likee so fun, but then ummm like it is no fun to do it alone like i totes need sumone to like make me do it

Soo like in the last two weeks or so since my last post Master has like made a few umm… new rules for me to like follow. Like the first is that I have to like only use words with six or less ummm sound shape things or less. Which is like kinda hard and totes takes a bunch of effort to like keep my words that small. The loss of ummm like bein able to like say umm the like exact right thing I wanted to is like totes vexing but Im like def gettin the hang of it. Ive gotten like better at ummm knowin that this is just the way girls like the ones I like aspire to become talk and type so Imma keep workin on it. Ive found I have gotten pretty good at ummmm… findin ways to make words fit and say what I wanted to. My second new 4ever rule is that I have to like use “like” and “umm” and other bimbo speak where I can to like make me sound dumber and stuff. And let me tell you it really does. I feel like I totes ummm babble like a ditz more cuz I have to like ummm talk around big words and ummm hard ideas to like get my points out. It’s like totes a… umm… trial(?😅) to get my ideas out and like on a page any more. If feel like such a dummy and like a total air head talkin this way but it seems to like make Master happy, and the ummm… shame(?😅) of being … ummm less this way is like totes hot and has me takin edge breaks like more often than I like ever woulda before. It’s perf and while I like totes feel shame it’s so fuckin hot.

Like beyond my new rules Master has like kept me edgin and only cumin when he like tells me to, to lock in a like new part of my training. Master is totes ummm… helpin me learn and like umm… intuit(?😅) the truth of the fact that I’m like his needy little bi cock slut now. While helpin to umm make sure I like keep umm… bcumin the dumb ditzy bimbo slut and cow pet I’m like meant to be. It’s like been hard bcuz of work and life but like I’m the stress there just makes me like crave this more and more. The like sweet sticky foggy feelin lasts a bit longer, I’m findin it like harder and harder not to like edge when I’m bored, I like find my self here on tumblr any time I have a spare second just to like find more inspo… I’m umm… gettin away from who I used to be two months ago and like totes can’t wait to see where things go from here! 🖤

Thank you Master for all you’ve done to help me become a bit more of the silly stupid bimbo slut and needy good girl and bi cock sleeve I so want to be! I hope this makes you happy and all the people readin it too! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

As always asks and DMs are welcum just follow the rules!

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They say if you pleasure yourself thinking about something, your brain will start to associate pleasure with that associated thought and it'll rewire itself to turn that into a fetish or a kink.

So I've never ever had a breeding kink. But for the past few weeks/months, from time to time I would fantasize about being breeded by white men or do mantras saying I need white man to cum in me and that I would be their breeding whore as I edge myself.

Well, guess who has a new kink now =/

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Tell me to put my hands behind my back as you hold my head and control how I suck your cock. Tell me that you need to do this because I'm so dumb and useless that I cannot even suck cock well, and you have to control how I do it.

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Fuck me hard, humiliate me, slap me, spit on me, and tell me how worthless I am.

But after that hold me gently, caress my face, look me kindly in the eye, and tell me that I'm your good girl.

That feeling of tenderness and love can't ever be replaced. How my heart flutter and my insides turn into mush. I would give everything up over and over again to be your little fucktoy.

[hazydescend]

Nothing feels better than coming home from work and shaking off that fake persona of an intelligent, capable and confident office worker, and being a drooling, dumb, horny, needy bimbo

[hazydescend]

oh god, so I took leave from work today and basically edge, did my mantras the entire day, and tried out this cute outfit. I need to be better porn. =(

[hazydescend]

Girls who are undergoing this bimbofication journey, do you sometimes wake up in the morning with that split second of lucidity and suddenly wonder what the hell are you doing throwing away your brains and dignity? Then by the time you brush your teeth and put on your day clothes, your mind wanders off to getting fuck and worshipping cock, and you realise, oh yeah...who the fucks wants brains and dignity?

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Literally me, except 2 things. I won’t say I am super smart to begin with. And Daddy doesn’t force himself inside me...he makes me beg him for it.

Super smart girls who turn into dumb needy drippy messes who can barely remember their own names after you force yourself inside them.

👋🏿 👋🏿 👋🏿 hey 💗💗💗💗

[hazydescend]

Daddy says he likes bimbos who are extroverts. But like how am I going to be extroverted if being introverted is like my identity my whole life. Like how do people even have things to say? 😫

[hazydescend]

Oh gosh, this is hecking fun: CYOA Bimbo Dice

And just for future reference, my first roll was:

Physical transformation:

Soft Pouty Lips (Forever Apart)

Waspish Waist (Corsets)

Tremendous Tits (Ultra-Fake)

Aphrodite's Heels (Truly Godly Heels)

Mental transformation:

Seductive (Every Step You Take)

Immodest (Skirts Only!)

Oral Obsession (Phallic Obsession)

Submissive (Drone)

Kinky (Latex-Lover)

This is all super hot, and everything goes so well together! Huge tits, corsets, super duper high heels, and I’m a seductive latex slave drone with pouty lips that loves to blow? Only weird thing is that I’m supposed to be immodest, but a latex-lover, so....no full latex catuit then? I guess I could go with a see-through catsuit then. Or if that is not allowed, welll.....I can’t go against what fate has dealt me, so I’ll just put on skimpy immodest latex bandeau and micro-minis for the rest of my life then! :P

[hazydescend]

I am a depraved horny girl who gets wet when my body is exposed on the Internet. Daddy knows, so Daddy wants me to show everyone. I will become better porn for Daddy's pleasure and amusement.

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Yay! I got top 5.66%. Gotta tell Daddy that I’m actually a smart girl =P

I got the Top 4.47% on this English Vocabulary test

[hazydescend]

So I just want to update that from now on, I will be calling Master, Daddy instead. I have always took a preference to calling my owner Master, because I am not into age play at all, and Daddy just sounds really pervy and frankly, a little too creepy.

But Daddy told me that he too isn’t into age play either. Instead, he thinks of the term Daddy as an endearing one, as it speaks of his status as a protector, and as someone who will look after and guide me. For me, it speaks of my status as his girl to protect, dote, and teach. 

And as a secondary reason... Daddy did noted that for those outside of this lifestyle, it does indeed sound rather pervy. But then what does it matter to me? I have no say in this as Daddy makes all the decision. And so what if it sounds pervy? Aren’t I in the first place already a very depraved and perverse slut that edges all day and only have cock in her mind? Daddy said if he could, he would make me wear a collar 24/7 that says “Slut” so everyone need not guess what I really am. And so to that end, I am to address him as Daddy from now on.

And of course I got a little wet after Daddy explained all these to me. Daddy did a very good job of explaining this, and I am not sure if I explained everything well here, because I am like so dumb. But anywayyy....yeahhh, thank you, Daddy, for teaching me to be better~~ ^_^

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It's the weekend!!! Not sure how I managed to survive another week without cumming and still managing to finish my work. But now it's time to pack my brain away and be pleasing for Master~~~

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I have a degree and an MBA. But I edge myself for Master because he wants me to be a pleasing bimbo fucktoy. I have not cum for a while now, and all my mind is filled with is Master’s cock and how I can be a more pleasing fucktoy. Fuck my studies and my past achievements. I don’t need it. I just want to grovel at Master’s feet and beg to please him. I love youuu Master <3 <3

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Today, Master would like me to share a fantasy that I have with the world.

I have a bit of an exhibitionistic fetish, and I fantasise about been look at by others as I am being used by Master. I fantasise about being at the centre of attention as others look at me and get turned on by seeing me being humiliated by Master. It helps that I am also a little pig for humiliation.

To help realise my fantasy, Master therefore would like me to share myself with the world. But to protect my identity, Master agrees to keep my face hidden.

I am an exhibitionistic slut. Please everyone, look at this slut doll that Master is molding and creating. I want to be better for Master. I want to be the best fuck toy for Master.

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Argh... Why is it so hot when I'm kneeling in front of Master, and I look up at him and he looks back at me, and he whispers, "I am going to turn you into my personal fuck toy."