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07.20.22 happy birthday oikawa  💙 💙 💙

reunion!!!!! (aka oikawa and iwaizumi may not play volleyball on the same team anymore but they always, always come back together eventually)

(redraw of this post from 4 years ago but now hq timeskip canon has happened and i will be emotional over it forever and ever)

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the talking fish-bone

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tbh i don't think there has ever been a single character more Trapped by The Narrative than Hiccup in the httyd books. Like, he KNOWS what he's doing is dangerous, he doesn't WANT to be some great hero, but he never actually considers doing anything differently. Completely and utterly bound by obligation to help, burdened by the fact that he's the only one who knows to act or how to act in times of crisis, forced into impossible choices where there was no real second option for him to take, not him. Trapped by his character and the people around him, and the ever cyclical nature of fate and human nature that in the end he chooses to break. Again and again, he picks the smallest dragon of the group, he sticks up for the underdog, he frees the trapped dragons, in the cage and in chains on the forest floor, even when it becomes his own undoing. Self aware of the way fate plays with him, and powerless to try and go against it.

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brother by kodaline terrorizes my psyche every 15 business days

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are we not going to talk about the tag that goes ‘it’s the dog motif of it all’ 😭😭😭

characters who view themselves as tools/weapons first and people second... characters who martyr themselves for a cause because they think that's the only way they can be worth something... characters who push themselves past their breaking point again and again and again... characters for whom devotion and masochism are inseparable... characters whose self-sacrifice becomes self-annihilation...... what was my point again? i had a point. anyway.

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characters who view themselves as tools/weapons first and people second... characters who martyr themselves for a cause because they think that's the only way they can be worth something... characters who push themselves past their breaking point again and again and again... characters for whom devotion and masochism are inseparable... characters whose self-sacrifice becomes self-annihilation...... what was my point again? i had a point. anyway.

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my favorite thing about heifengbaixi is how honest they are about their feelings with themselves and each other. when they’re rivals they bicker. as they transition to becoming friends they don’t hesitate against it and willingly let each other in. 28 episodes in and they’re still not a couple but i keep forgetting that because the moment they started developing feelings for each other they just let their feelings do what they will and didn’t try to hide their affection. and they’re so aware of the other’s feelings too. how many times if a situation arose where the other might be jealous they immediately cleared the air and showed that their feelings are respected and important. and this has prevented so many annoying plot points based on unnecessary miscommunications ive seen become the trope in other shows. i keep waiting to be disappointed but this show is just a breath of fresh air

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hey sorry we put your boyfriend on a show where the game changes every time. yeah he has no idea what game he’s about to play. but he’ll be fine once he realizes the only way to win is by learning, the only way to learn is by playing, and the only way to begin is by beginning. yeah actually we’ll be beginning without further ado but you can pick him up after. sorry again.

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one thing about orpheus and eurydice is you guys are all like “i’m different i wouldnt turn to look at her” because you are all familiar with the story of orpheus and eurydice. but orpheus wasnt familiar with the story because he was in it lol.

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"Watcher-1 to Bravo 0-7, you in position?"

"Nearly there."

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GOD

Eldest Daughter Gothic

Your youngest sibling is in tears. You do not know why. Is it your fault? 

You are doing the dishes. You are always doing the dishes. You never finish. 

She loves you. She hates you. You’re her favorite. She only cares about your siblings. She never wanted to be a mother. She loves you.

You have a headache. Again. You are starting to forget what it feels like not to have a headache.

Everything is too much. You are going to shatter. But you cannot. 

If you give out, so will everything else

She is angry, ranting about something you said. You do not remember the last time you spoke. She is still angry.

Your younger sibling is ten years old. No, that can't be right. You are ten years old. They must still be an infant. But they’re graduating fifth grade now, and you realize that you are in high school. You did not notice the change.

She keeps yelling. You wonder if she is yelling at herself.

You’ve heard that 3am is meant to be unnerving. For you, it has only ever meant the comfort of being the last one left awake. Is there something wrong with you?

This is all you have ever known, so why does it feel so wrong?

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Anyone noticed how all the ikran from Pandora born kids and Neytiri are blue in tone and flying together, and Jake is to the side with his green Bob?