hcneygemini

[hcneygemini]

𝖝 𝖆 𝖓 𝖆 — TSWGUIW deluxe album additions

A follow-up to the original album's meme, this is a collection of sentence starters from the additional songs on the deluxe album. Again not including fifteen for the sake of being respectful. Please do not add to or claim this meme as your own. Feel free to change pronouns, slightly rephrase, combine, or shorten as needed. Some lyrics have been changed to better fit rp purposes. tw: toxic relationships, very suggestive themes, trauma, drug mention (as a metaphor only), toxic relationships, and implications of past traumatic experiences.

CRYING AFTER SEX

hell hath no fury like a woman keeping score.

i'm still banging every night at your door.

if you let me in, i'll show you i've been practicing.

i'll take what i want.

i'll leave you with all the pain i've been harboring.

really, what's the harm in it?

if you don't believe i'm worth saving, i'll play a part in it.

i'll play a part in it

you call me a freak, but you know you like you're part in it.

every bit of me is desperate for attention.

i'm rewiring a connection.

i'm on my knees.

i'm just fucking for affection.

i'd do just about anything you mention.

i know i haunt you when it gets dark.

i fuck you like a porn star.

i'm such a good girl with my back arched.

don't know why i treat my tongue as a weapon.

i lap up your love, then i go into for seconds.

you only make it worse.

you got my spit between your teeth.

i never learned to use my words.

the devil's underneath.

i can't stomach the way she's tugging at the safety.

where's your backbone, baby?

won't you devastate me?

make it good.

make it last.

entertain me.

baby, what's the harm in it?

my body's marvelous.

now you'll never be apart from it.

ain't that marvelous?

look at how you made me.

yeah, you love your fucking part in it.

i'm begging you to pardon it.

every day i'm hardening sorrows into stones.

now i'll never get away from it.

ain't that dangerous?

don't have a say in it.

hold me to my sins, but i'm too busy paying his.

now i can't do relationships.

i'm lonely when you hold me.

don't know why i'm still explaining this.

i hate every game you play, and hate that i'm still playing it.

i wouldn't call this love, 'cause, baby, we ain't making it.

you won't ever say sorry.

look where it got me.

i hate how you caught me crying after sex.

i wish i were better to my body.

CONFIDENTIAL

you could've been a victim of boredom.

i was your saving grace.

it takes one to know one.

something about you felt like fate.

i knew it was reckless. i tried but couldn't care less.

it felt like you knew me in a past life or movie.

you don't have the right to look at me the way you do.

you're killing me in plain sight.

you move to me in crowded rooms.

keep it confidential.

you make me feel special.

it's a high price for one night.

i might choose you over what's right.

tell me you want me, and say it slow.

i'm intoxicated by the way your mouth moves.

you get off on watching me lose control.

you're a dirty liar, but you make it sound good.

you know how i like my women: unattainable and forbidden.

i know better, yet i still give in.

i think i'm in love with the agony.

how could you ever really blame me?

Deliah cleans up like a daydream.

maybe i was desperate for a certain connection.

i could've sworn you felt it like i felt it.

do you feel it, baby?

now that it's all said and done, you were never the one.

that's just shit my roommate said to help me get out of my bed.

i don't have the right to be wanting you the way i do.

i'm hiding here in plain sight.

i'm drawn to you in every room.

how could you blame me?

your love made me crazy.

how could you?

i'm at the mercy of the way your mouth moves.

you don't have the right to be wanting me the way you do.

i make you feel special.

it's a high price and you might choose me over what's right.

how could i blame you?

my love made you untrue.

how could i?

COCAINE

i made your eyes shine a little too bright.

i find you in every pretty thing i see.

you're stuck in my brain.

how did you do it?

i see right through it.

tighten the noose and find which of us is tied to it.

i made you bigger and better than ever before.

now you beg for more.

you made me smaller, and harder, and cold to the core.

what did you do that for?

i still paint you this picturesque beauty.

anyone would die to see you right through me.

you're oh so perfect to me.

i would swallow you whole if you let me.

you made it easy, lied through your teeth.

now i hold you to standards that you cannot reach.

what can i say? i'm so good at making you someone that i could love forever.

what can i do when i'm at the mercy of Midas' hands, the very ones that reach for you?

you wish i were older.

i wish you were half the world i made of you.

don't you sit there and grieve.

how could you do it?

what did i do that for?

why did i do that?

SAVE THE BULLETS, BABY!

you say it's just beginning.

i'm tongue-tied.

you're tangled all around me.

i'm so tired, but i can't fall asleep.

there's a world and it swirls inside my mind.

i'm spinning faster than a ceiling fan.

how could anyone take me for the way i am?

save the bullets, baby.

you ain't gotta fight to get in my head.

you handle me so gentle.

if i push, will you pull a little tighter?

to you, i wanna be a little nicer.

shake me when the bad thoughts take me.

take me, 'cause i'm needing it lately.

you were holding my face in your hands on the train.

i was thinking that i could take your name, if i could learn to stay.

your love's a blessing—it's Armageddon.

i sent you away, set our forest on fire.

i said i didn't want you—i'm a goddamn liar.

i'm still yours.

don't let me look down.

i want you around.

i wanna stare up at you, so don't let me look down.

there's an oath in your eyes.

now i know that i'm bound.

i'm singing your name 'cause you like how it sounds coming out of my mouth.

you're all over my mouth.

won't you let me keep you?

i like how it sounds coming out of your mouth.

you're all over me now.

you got me no matter what lies ahead.

i always think the world is ending; you say it's just beginning.

[hcneygemini]

𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵 sentence starters.

lyrics from rachel bochner's EP lovergirl. some lyrics have been adjusted to make them more suited to rp. feel free to combine, shorten, and edit phrasing as needed. do not add to this post or claim as your own. tw: suggestive themes.

angel numbers

slow it down, everything's fine.

fear of dying doesn't count.

we're connecting all the dots.

we're placing bets.

are we there yet?

is heaven real and does it matter?

i can't tell.

you kiss my shoulder when you think i'm sleeping.

a wish on birthday candles is the only secret i'm keeping.

you're my longest friend.

brooklyn

it's getting late, baby

we both got different places that we should be.

i might sound crazy.

i need an excuse to get a little bit closer to you.

i know you kinda want me to.

offer me a tour of your place.

what's my tarot reading have to say?

oh, i should stay?

it's 3AM in Brooklyn.

i'm seeing red.

i heard you the first time but, like, say it again.

say it again.

i understand this magnetic recklessness might bleed me dry.

i would do it again.

i can play it cool, baby.

i'm not the only one you wanted here in the crowd.

we make the rules lately.

i don't mind waiting until it all winds down.

if you're looking for plans, i know the city like the back of my hand.

anticipation's fun—let's wait a little more.

groupie

if it takes one to know one, then i think you've it, babe.

i think you've got it made.

i know it feels good when they're so obsessed.

it's written in the stars, it just hasn't happened yet.

it's hasn't, but it will.

the spotlight feels so good.

i never thought i'd want to share it.

one look at you and i'm like everybody else who's staring.

i like acclaim, but i love the way you turn the city into a stage.

i always saw myself in the starring role.

baby, for you i'm flexible.

i love the way you do it to me.

you take the spotlight, i'll be the groupie.

you're a primadonna girl.

i'm front row for the show.

you already know.

bright lights feel so good when i'm standing out in the open.

i could meet you in the green room when the curtains close.

put my name on the guest list.

okay, you have my attention.

creative liberties

okay, it was fun at first.

i've been wanting you so bad until it hurts.

i know that's how you like it.

i'm in the dirt.

i'm home alone, catastrophizing the worst.

i know so damn well that i'd cave and be yours if you just said the word.

i can't stop thinking of you.

i know you're probably thinking of somebody else.

i fell in too deep.

i took some liberties in stories of you that i tell myself.

i'm not crazy, i know it's fiction.

i've got you where i want you in my head.

i can fill the blanks in, words that you're not saying.

you need me.

you want to be more than friends.

you can't stop thinking about me.

it's probably only what i'll tell myself.

it's the truth, but modified.

i know it's not real life, but i can barely tell.

in my head, we're kissing in the bathroom stall.

in my head, i'm tracing down your body with my fingertips.

i know it isn't real, so how's it feel like this?

in my head, there's seven different versions of you in that dress.

your face is painted on the back of my eyelids.

alchemical

i think you mean it when you whisper something nice.

i see you in poetry.

i tend to find the messiest of phrasing.

i convolute or dilute what i feel.

would you mind if i put it quite plainly, and i asked you to touch me tonight?

won't you come over?

i am melting into this.

so come closer.

you could never get too close to me.

i tend to shy away from moderation.

consider me a hedonist at heart.

forgive me if i come off heavy handed.

once i start, i don't know where to stop.

won't you come closer?

i wanna be what you need.

i wanna know what you need.

oh, pretty please.

carolina honey

i ran three blocks just to kiss you.

i feel the lovers that precede you.

i think i'd give them all up if you asked me to.

i wish you would.

you stayed up a little later just to linger by my side.

you effortlessly recite things i could never write.

your metaphor bleeds into fact.

darling, i'm in the palm of your hand.

i don't know how, but i need you now.

we know i can't stay, even if i want to.

carolina honey, can you tell me what to call you?

it's no surprise i'm dreaming about you sleeping in my t-shirt.

when you walk me to your door i drown hook, line, and sinker.

this is the type of tenderness i know is gonna kill me later.

promise me you'll think of me when you're alone.

i look for you in every room.

i know what you are, babe.

can you see right through me too?

without a doubt

you said you don't wanna hurt me.

that's a silly thing to say.

if you want love, then you want hurting.

all good things come with a little bit of pain.

you said you're always gonna trust me.

i couldn't hold it in my brain.

i don't know much, but i know some things.

love is gonna chew me up.

love is gonna spit me out.

you will do the same.

love is gonna turn me in.

love is gonna break me down.

you will do the same, without a doubt.

when you get a taste of something sweet, you don't wanna give it up.

you'll stomach the repercussions.

there's a crash to every rush.

humans decompose into ashes, into atoms, so permanence is hard to entertain.

no matter what i say, i'll do it anyway.

love is gonna build me up.

even though i want to, i won't hold you to forever.

you don't need to love me always, as long as you love me now.

[hcneygemini]

𝖝. 𝖆. 𝖓. 𝖆. — the sex was good until it wasn't sentence starters.

A collection of sentence starters from the album The Sex Was Good Until It Wasn't. Not including songs previously released as singles ( they are on this meme ) I also have chosen not to include 15, Lavender Daughter, or BODY due to the heavy and deeply personal subject matter. Please do not add to or claim this meme as your own. Feel free to change pronouns, slightly rephrase, combine, or shorten as needed. Some lyrics have been changed to better fit rp purposes. tw: toxic relationships, brief suicidal ideation, religious stuff ( mostly blasphemous lmao ), some violence mentions, & implied cheating.

LIP SERVICE

you can't hurt me any more than you have already.

it's taken everything in me not to be petty.

what once was easy is now feeling pretty heavy.

waiting is romance until [ they ] are never ready.

i get next to you and i still get nervous.

my stomach dropped when you said "i don't deserve this."

i don't deserve this.

"it's just not like you," is what i tell myself, but how could i know that?

i guess it's true love 'cause you always come right back.

reliability is what you lack.

i don't wanna know that.

you talk of timing, like our planets just aren't aligning.

you talk of timing, as if we don't have any say in deciding.

you talk of timing, as if my tongue is the only one i'm biting.

you talk of timing, as if i don't have all your confessions down in writing.

yeah, it's the timing.

i can't let you lie to me.

i don't know who you're trying to be.

i didn't wanna up and leave.

i knew you wouldn't stay with me.

i think about you all the time.

we thought it would, but it never died.

my guilt is who i sleep beside.

i wonder if you're warm tonight.

we tried to control all the damage.

you couldn't let go.

i couldn't handle all the doubt in my mind.

all that's left is the hurt where you're hollow.

i wish you'd have saved yourself, 'cause i now i gotta save me.

now i gotta save me.

is there a world where we can make this better?

will i question your intentions forever?

[ Phoebe ] said that it's for the better.

i do what i can to make it last.

i'm scared of how i feel when you talk like that.

can we talk like that?

can we talk?

i would do it all again.

maybe we can try whenever you are able.

i'm not waiting, i'm just sitting at the table.

THE SEX WAS GOOD !

we're star-crossed lovers, but i wanna puke whenever you say it.

you're a little older now.

that's just the hard truth.

you're rocking with the big boys.

you scream your lungs dry.

i'm a sucker for white noise.

where am i tonight?

i guess you'll never know.

you probably won't sleep right.

now i can't think of you, it ruins my whole mood.

i only painted you red out of kindness.

you blame it on your childhood.

i should have left, but how could i?

i guess the sex was good until it wasn't.

i bet it cuts right to the bone.

you wanted a wife and a kid and a life you could control.

i've got unsaved numbers in my phone.

i've got a god-awful tendency to love being alone.

break all my shit!

incite a riot!

go play the victim, babe, i hope they buy it.

dry your alligator tears.

you can't leave 'em here.

you wanted love songs—beggars can't be choosers, dear.

i'm stone cold.

it's fucking tragic.

i never loved you.

i find myself looking back a bit more than i should.

it wasn't all bad, but it wasn't that good.

SICK JOKE

write it in gold.

the ending gets old.

they say you learn to know when it's time to go.

these days i'm talking to myself.

i know what to say now.

is everything i feel temporary?

i'm learning more about myself and it's scary.

won't you let me live right here in the memory?

love me plenty.

take this gently.

leave me empty.

leave me whole.

call it what it is: it's a sick, sick joke.

nobody's laughing now.

i wanna learn to love you, i just don't know how.

i swear i'm really trying, but i'm all worn out.

all that happened hurt me more than i care to talk about.

nothing ever changes, and i'm sick of this town.

will i find it in me to find a way out?

i think i might feel better once i let you down.

we never touched in that midnight glow.

every part of me you begged to know.

i look into your eyes and i see my own.

it's almost like you always knew me—what a horrifying feeling.

you were horrifying.

i only miss it a little.

i don't wish you very well.

you only loved me in riddles.

you still loved me, i could tell.

now you call it a fever dream.

you're only kidding yourself.

i wanna learn to trust you, i just don't know how.

you're no longer a contact.

i'm good on my own, but you already know that.

you swore to be true.

you failed in the moment.

they say it takes two, but i blame you.

i don't know what it means.

someday i'll find the meaning.

the wound still stings.

i kinda like the bleeding.

where'd you go?

you oughta stay there.

i had to block you on the internet 'cause i still care.

it keeps me up at night like a bad, bad dream.

what if i never find someone who's just like me?

our stars never aligned.

we did a bad thing.

i hold on to the grudges.

i wish you held me.

i have an incessant need for a love so all-consuming that it ruins me.

you promised it was real.

i guess you misspoke.

i wanna be merciful, i just don't know how.

it goes against my nature to believe you're bad.

why'd you have to go and lie to me like that?

there always come a point where you have to have your own back.

now's as good a time as ever to learn that.

i'm thankful that i never gave you all of me.

now i get to walk away with everything.

if i linger in your memory, eradicate me!

i never saw you coming, but i felt you leave.

i did my best.

i hope you never find the guts to make amends.

i'm crying to my friends.

i'm plotting my revenge.

all i really wanna know is why would you pretend?

FERAL

i served my head on a platter.

i wish i were dead by now.

what does it matter?

make your amends.

prepare for the slaughter.

the rumors are true.

you're callous and cruel.

that [ woman ] is feral.

they said, "be careful, that [ woman ] is the devil.

even god herself as never known such evil.

i see [ her ] when the lights go low.

i feel [ her ] when i'm on my own.

i do my best work under pressure.

you fight for your life.

for me, it's just pleasure.

blood on my lips looks so much better.

witness my final ascension.

i command your undivided attention.

i'm teaching a lesson.

god is a woman and she likes other women.

does it keep you up at night?

was there something in the light that looks like me?

was it worse than you thought?

are you praying to a god you don't believe?

there's a shadow in your bed.

[ she ] won't leave.

i kinda wish i killed you sooner.

pray to your great empty heaven.

THE KICKER

it's snowing for the second time this winter.

i'm glad i didn't, but i wish i'd kissed [ her ]

i've been contemplating resolutions.

i blocked the user, but [ she ] made a new one.

i'm at a loss.

maybe i'm sick and need an obsession.

maybe it's love and the timing's up to heaven.

if it's as real as it feels, wouldn't you be here still?

ain't that the kicker.

there's a ghost in these walls.

[ she ] says nothing at all.

there ain't a single day i don't feel [ her ].

you're a lesson learned.

i'm one you get to work through.

how dare you say this ain't easy for you.

you get to fall asleep in bed with a [ girl ] who chose you.

i hate that i still wonder if it's what you wanted.

you said you're all mine.

it left me haunted.

if i go crazy, put your name down on the paper.

cause of death: a fucking serial dater.

maybe i'm mixing up all the signs.

you're really not a bad guy.

you could be the one if i just let this one slide.

baby, you're lucky that i'm such a forgiver.

you chose her too.

don't tell me you love me if you don't mean it like that.

you don't mean it like that.

don't tell me you're coming back, you don't mean it like that.

why'd the lord make me such a forgiver?

EARTH EYES

you're got earth in your eyes.

i can hardly survive how you touch me at night.

will you touch me tonight?

will you touch me?

you're all mine.

you kissed and you cursed me.

i spent 7 years trying to prove i was worthy.

i waited for worship.

i waited for madness.

i sat on your doorstep.

i loved without reason.

you loved me in secret.

now that i'm older, i no longer mind it.

it wasn't one-sided.

you tried to hide it.

you wound pretty lies 'til we crashed and collided.

i finally found you.

ALIBI

i don't love [ her ], but i think about [ her ] all the time.

i wonder what on earth [ she ] tastes like.

i've got a hundred reasons why i need an alibi.

i think it's funny.

i can never get [ her ] all alone.

it's all we know.

i haven't been this close to heaven since they shut me out.

i still had blood on my clothes.

[ she ] washed it out.

i know nothing in this world can save me now.

no, i don't love [ her ]

[ she's ] just somehow all i think about.

ain't it funny?

for you, i think i could have been someone.

i hope you know when it's your time to go, it'd be an honor just to offer up a hand to hold.

if i have to wait until our decaying state to be that close to you, darling, it's all i'll do.

i'll be yours forever, if forever will have me.

i'll be yours forever.

4EVER

it's already been 6 months.

i kinda hate how the time just goes and goes.

it feel strange to think about how i used to be somebody you didn't know.

you're the first i always call.

i share my clothes and fears with you.

we know it's something special.

we know we're gonna miss it when we get a little older.

i'm crying on your shoulder.

i think i fell in love, but it feels a little better.

i could stay right here in this house with you forever.

some things are meant to be.

some things are accidental.

you make me believe the world could be gentle.

every minute here i get more sentimental.

you cry in my arms.

i put on the kettle.

we do what we want.

the [ girls ] are allowed.

i had a panic attack, now we're going out.

god, i love the [ girl ] house!

you can brush your teeth while i'm singing in the shower.

i'll follow you wherever.

you make it all right.

home is where i love you.

they could stick us in a movie.

i'd even go to hell if it meant with you.

how'd we get so lucky?

home is where you love me.

we're all just a little bit in love with [ Amelia ].

i'll meet you on the corner.

i'm down in california.

they say talk is cheap.

JANUARY

it's all so comforting, the part of me that dies without you here.

tell me how i'm supposed to stay away for another year.

i don't wanna kill the parts of me that loved you right.

i can't look them in the eye.

i swear i will hate you for this forever.

i never got to tell you that i loved you.

i was blinded by your tunnel light.

this is my town.

honey, it's your wasteland.

i don't think we'll ever talk again.

we couldn't get that right.

i didn't notice the moment you let go of this.

i was all alone in it for longer than i knew.

i knew.

you made the right choice.

i'm second guessing if i ever really knew your true intentions.

you couldn't hold back.

i couldn't learn my lesson.

i kinda hate the silence.

i know what to do with it.

now it's over.

i feel 10 years older, somehow none the wiser.

i do this every time.

i couldn't get that right.

your skeletons, they don't scare me.

i go back to january—in my mind, you wait there for me.

i feel pathetic, insisting this shit's poetic.

i feel you rolling those damn eyes.

i curse 'em all the time.

no, i don't miss you anymore.

i don't want you back in my life, i couldn't live like that.

i'd say i'm happy.

there's still something so daunting.

i never felt the weight of it all.

you came along and took it off me.

i hope you're happy.

i can't look at any pictures, i'm afraid i'll see you with [ her ].

i heard you got that right.

i can't go back, i can't move forward.

i cried all night.

what's that like, being loved by you?

i still talk to you when i'm sleeping.

i call you name just to feel something.

i never learned to let a good thing go.

no, you won't be seeing my name on a phone screen.

you're hoping it's me who caves—well, it won't be!

i needed the time and the space.

i can't recall why it was needed in the first place.

i ain't a killer.

oh baby, i might be.

you're somehow the one i can't leave behind me.

in my mind, you regret me.

do you regret me?

[hcneygemini]

𝖝. 𝖆. 𝖓. 𝖆. — lyrics sentence starters.

A collection of sentence starters from some singles released, minus anything featured in Tantrums ( the meme featuring those is here ). Do not add to or steal this meme. Feel free to change pronouns, edits phrasing, or generally slightly edit or combine lines as needed. Some lines have already been slightly rephrased for rp purposes. tw: cheating, toxic relationships, suggestive

MONSTER

i hold your mistakes high over your head, especially when they look like mine.

i'm not one to hand out forgiveness.

it pains me to admit you were right.

someday i will be someone you resent.

honey, the pleasure is all mine.

i heard you're calling me a traitor.

i owe you a good apology, i'll do it later.

i paint myself the good guy.

i heard you're calling me a monster.

after all the shit i pulled, you could do better.

i'll do what i want over what's right.

you gave me your all.

it was intimate.

i guess it ain't your fault that i can't commit.

i never listen.

i couldn't help but feel so indifferent.

all my failures are visceral.

i still taste blood from years ago.

you ain't good enough.

i can't even be honest with myself.

how could you believe i'd do that for someone else?

i don't want that life.

i'm kissing boys in the back of their cars.

it's half past 3.

you were fast asleep while i was on the phone with [ Jodie ].

will i ever know why i am like this?

i go for what i can't have, like i'm righteous.

i can't face the shame.

if you wanna place blame, just say my name.

i go home alone and i think it's strange.

i got what i want but it don't taste the same.

everyone who's ever loved me is the enemy.

i get high on all the jealousy.

you can't forgive the infidelity.

i don't wanna be someone who lives like that.

i was supposed to be a good friend, trusted.

i snuck around with the love of your life.

after all the shit i pulled, you should do better.

HOMEWRECKING ERA

wrap your thighs around me.

i could keep all your secrets.

cross my heart and hope i mean it.

think of all the damage i could do.

say less.

push me on the counter.

call me princess.

wish i could say no, but it's hopeless.

i'm losing focus.

i wonder if [ she ] knows about those pictures on your phone.

you should feel guilty, but you don't.

i'm in my homewrecking era.

got things i wanna do to you.

i feel bad for a minute.

you make me feel so good.

i taste something bitter in my mouth.

i left my bralette on the ground.

i can't help myself.

nobody fucks like me.

i'm the [ girl ] of your dirty dreams

the silence is deafening.

do you miss me?

i think [ she ] can taste me.

i can give you what you want.

we called it love.

we might've fucked it up.

baby, just fuck me up.

i'm the flame that keeps you warm at night.

don't i bring out the green in her eyes?

you like how pretty [ she ] is when [ she ] cries.

[ she ] loves you so much, even the lies.

we're both the one, but never the only.

you get so lonely

crown me the villain and hero tonight.

fucking me brought you together so nice.

i got a taste for the drama.

i spilled your guts 'cause i wanted.

look at all this damage that i do.

BETTER KIND OF BEST FRIEND

i can see [ her ] in my dreams.

i see [ her ] in my bed.

[ she's ] the goddamn vision that ringin' in my head.

i'm waitin', patient.

we could be good together.

let me release the pressure.

i think i found my treasure.

[ she ] tastes like heaven and she knows it.

i'm eager.

i just wanna please you.

she's got me prayin'.

i could be a better kind of best friend.

i'm a fan.

i don't die for my [ women ] anymore.

i'll do anything to have you.

i swear to be true.

i don't die for my [ women ] anymore, i kill for them.

you don't need to ask, you got my permission.

lord knows we tried.

can't stay away from each other.

you know i'm a sucker.

watch as i swallow my pride.

i wanna make it intimate.

i've got my finger on the trigger.

they come and go.

YOU DON'T WANT ME LIKE THAT ( also by Rachel Bochner )

if you hated me it'd be easier.

i know what's coming is really gonna hurt.

if i hated you, i would've never tried.

it's a habit you conditioned.

i wonder if you know you're bad.

i wanna tell you that i miss you.

you wouldn't say it back.

you don't want me like that.

you don't want a picture of me sitting on your nightstand.

you don't wanna touch me in the way we both know you can.

you just like the way i feel stuck in the palm of your hand.

where do you get off on it?

i do the extra credit but you're never satisfied.

i keep you center stage.

you keep me on the side.

i'm crossing all the lines.

you won't call it what it is.

you just call me when you're blue.

the fantasy is cute.

i would give you all i have.

i stay up waiting for you.

i can't keep waiting.

BABYBLUE

baby blue was always your color.

it's a little strange how we're seeing each other.

god, you look just as i remembered.

it's been a few years.

i've known you forever.

you packed your bags and moved to [ Boston. ]

you needed a place that you could get lost in.

time will tell.

you got my youth on your bedpost.

say it ain't so.

our picture's getting dusty.

you smell vanilla and don't think about me.

i hope it's alright, your life without me.

you ran to my house in the pouring rain.

i've cried every damn day since you left.

i don't mind if i never get over it.

i've been watching reruns.

i should call my little sister, i worry about her all the time.

you hold other hands.

i'm biting my tongue.

you're making new plans.

i'm coming undone.

i watch your old films.

looking at it now, i think i love you still.

i try to be cool.

if i never say a word, does it make it less true?

i feel the time go.

i fear the unknown.

it's getting so old.

all of my anxieties are filling up my diaries.

the water ran cold.

there's so much i don't know.

i think i gotta go.

you see green and don't think about me.

BAD BANDIT

i've been lonely for awhile now.

i'm tired of this ghost town.

[ she ] looks pretty on [ her ] poster.

i'm thinking i could hold [ her ].

i want you on my body.

won't you face it?

you wanna make or break it.

you wanna feel me naked.

i'll show you how to take it.

count your blessings when the devil ain't got nowhere to go.

maybe i'm bratty.

i taught that [ man ] a lesson.

[ he ] was charming and i loved [ him ].

[ his ] urges were disgusting.

i bed [ him ] down to nothing.

that little [ lady ] wanted love.

it's such a damn shame.

you better run, babe.

[ she's ] taking aim.

[ she ] promised me [ her ] best.

i could see forever in [ her ] golden eyes.

my baby told me lies.

i swear i'm gonna die.

but i ain't the one biting the dust tonight.

i swear i'm gonna miss [ her ] for the rest of my days.

i still hear [ her ] voice.

BET YOU'LL GET OFF ON THIS

maybe in another year you might be different.

i'd rather not admit how many years i've been insisting.

you showed me your true colors.

you used to be the prettiest thing i'd ever seen.

what you said to me last sunday was disgusting.

i don't need to look at you to know you feel nothing.

you feel nothing.

maybe you like it better when i'm cool.

i don't give a shit.

did you really have to be so cruel?

all i ever did was try to love you.

i don't know who you are.

i saw the façade slip, and it was alarming.

i'm left with confusion.

how did you not ever learn to be human?

what did i expect?

you never grew up.

you think you're so deep, but you're so out of touch.

[ Natalie ] was right when [ she ] said that you were heartless.

i don't ever want you to touch me again.

i really can't stand the way you talk about your [ girlfriend ].

bet it hurts to know i'm no longer your forever.

i won't hold my breath, but i hope you get better.

i don't wanna belittle my love.

all we ever did was try to love you.

[hcneygemini]

are you ready for freddy?, pt. i

a list of prompts based on things i've said while playing the five nights at freddy's series. please do not add to this list or repost as your own. feel free to change pronouns / tense / etc as necessary. tw: mentions of & implied violence/death, vulgar & suggestive language.

nothing's even happened yet!

actually, you know what? this isn't that bad.

fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck fuck—

leave me alone, you bunny bastard.

[ name ], please don't fuck me.

please don't leave me alone with them!

i'm okay, i'm totally fine, i'm okay—

oh, go fuck yourself.

i'm channeling my inner markiplier.

hi, [ name ]. could you maybe fuck off?

i'm going to die!

oh, i'm so dead.

please don't scare me.

i should get paid more for this.

[ name ], why are you doing this!?

i'm about to get my ass eaten.

oh shit, they're already gone.

dancing to the music box isn't going to help me.

i won! god, it's better than an orgasm!

why do people do this to themselves?

i need a 24 hour break from this.

if i get jumpscared one time, the fear will go away.

if i get jumpscared one time, i'll never touch this game again.

don't you have better things to do?

people who claim this isn't scary are liars and thieves.

oh, good, my fear of darkness can come into play now.

what the fuck, i've never seen that before!

i sing when i'm scared.

[ name ], you're my favorite but, like, fuck off.

at least i haven't seen any hallucinations yet.

i'm going to have nightmares about [ name ] standing at the end of my hall.

sorry i mocked your little speech, [ name ].

i know you're dead, but i could use some reassurance.

why is nothing happening?

i fucked up!

how am i alive?

michael afton, eat your heart out.

[hcneygemini]

sentence starters from my wip fics, pt. II

please do not add to this list nor repost the list as your own. tw: mentions of murder, violence, manipulation

What do you even want with [ name ]?

It's been a year.

I'm afraid I couldn't tell you.

Don't take anything anyone asks you to do at face value.

You need to be careful, [ name ].

This is strictly professional.

I was told I would have a visitor today.

May I see your credentials?

But you're not here to discuss times long past, are you?

Memory is all I have.

Is this about the recent string of serial killings?

I was sent to learn from you.

We both have plenty of time.

To receive, you must also give.

I'll tell you about me, if you'll tell me about you.

Do you believe in fate?

You have a brilliant mind.

I studied psychology extensively.

Do you enjoy tormenting people?

I would not torment you.

Whoa, you sound stressed.

You know working into the night won't do you any good.

Shouldn't you be focused on your classes?

You'll be graduating soon.

[ They're / she's / he's ] a master manipulator.

You're realizing something, aren't you?

Multiple people are going missing.

So, [ she's / he's / they're ] escalating. Why?

I don't decide who lives or dies.

I'm not taking interviews.

Maybe we shouldn't talk about this right now.

You're staring.

I needed to stock up while I stay nearby for a few days.

Do you have dogs?

I can't help if I don't have the full picture.

I could give you the recipe for the sauce for the ribs. It really boosts the flavor.

Can't this wait until after dinner?

What's so funny?

I'm not here to discuss my mental state.

I'm afraid I've been too busy to catch up on news.

You're not what I expected.

Did you call only to accuse me of being manipulative?

You think I'm being paranoid.

It was a calculated risk, believe me.

I'm surprised you read the tabloids.

Being kind isn't always manipulation.

You're looking kinda queasy.

You didn't do anything wrong.

We both could be in danger.

Do you fear death?

That's what you want, isn't it? To be in control?

What do you gain by being here?

[ He's / they're / she's ] toying with you.

You're quite feisty.

Was it difficult to slip back into a fantasy? To return to playing a part?

To you, everyone is either a lamb doomed for slaughter or a play thing.

I'm going to get you out of here, okay?

You're tough as nails. You're going to be fine.

I told you not to do this alone.

Don't you think the hospital makes enough money without you buying their mediocre bouquets?

You saved my life.

I think we can be useful to each other.

You'll get a shiny new placard on your door to say that you faced down two serial killers and survived.

We're both haunted. I saw it the first time we met.

I'm not much the artistic type.

Every kill will cling to your mind. You just grow. . . accustomed.

Are you always this vague?

What's in it for you?

'Slaughter' is a strong word.

You're using yourself as bait.

It really claws its way into your brain.

You talk like I'm a burden.

My personal life isn't a story to be told.

I can have you out of here in minutes.

I can let you sink or swim.

You're not capable of that.

I can portray you as mysterious and intimidating or as charming and disarming.

That almost sounded like a compliment.

I haven't been getting much sleep.

Something's wrong here. This doesn't make sense.

You look like hell. What happened back there?

Some might say this is a conflict of interest.

I've been waiting so long.

How would you feel if I said your [ spouse / partner ] would be better off without you?

This is a trap.

What's the fun in that?

I've lived somewhere like this once.

How did you know that?

Your sense of justice has been warped.

It changed you, but you can still come back.

You're to be my masterpiece.

They don't understand me like you do.

I will be the perfect Psyche to your Cupid.

I can make it quick and painless.

Are you any good with stitches?

In this day and age, it's impossible to escape that kind of scrutiny.

I want to be witness to what comes from this.

How would your [ spouse ] feel about you feigning a marriage with someone else?

I can't tell in what way you're being rude, but I know it's rude.

I thought you of all people would be capable of improvising, [ name ].

You don't want to see me improvise, [ name ].

It seems you've been abandoned.

I would suggest keeping yours wits about you.

I let emotion get the better of me.

I can't just let you leave here.

I'm not easy to persuade. Apparently I'm stubborn.

I've never seen you bite your tongue before.

I always wanted to visit Berlin.

It's a lovely morning, isn't it?

Survival isn't what it's all cracked up to be.

[hcneygemini]

TANTRUMS — 𝖝 𝖆 𝖓 𝖆 : sentence starters.

tw: suggestive themes, toxic relationships, cheating. feel free to change pronouns. do not add to post or claim as your own.

i did this all for you !

I don't need psychological help.

I love what you've done with the place.

I forgave this worthless world because it gave me you.

I did this all for you.

How dare you?

How could you?

I did this all so you could have your happy after.

I'm part of you for the rest of your damn life

No, I really understand.

To give yourself to me is to give up the upper hand.

How could you ditch the party after everything you planned?

I've never loved somebody who could reach all my demands.

Now you're part of me for the rest of my damn life.

It's never really over.

Am I just going crazy?

Oh, that's okay, I'll make you change your mind.

Don't be that way, I've loved you all this time.

See? I was right. I knew you'd change your mind.

12 missed calls

Hey, I know it's been awhile.

We're not really supposed to be talking.

I miss you and I can't stop thinking about you.

I love to see your name on my phone again just to ignore you.

I need to love me more than I love you, and most days that's hard to do.

Can I make peace with the shit that you do?

I can't pick up the phone no more.

I don't wanna know what's new with you.

You only hit me up when it's convenient.

I can't hide it.

I know you only want me when I got somebody.

I've made such a fool outta myself.

It must be lonely where you lay.

How far do you go for someone before you just can't come back?

once more, with feeling !

Maybe this time you'll mean it.

I could go months with no from word from you, but you get mad if I don't come through.

You missed another birthday.

You would have shown up if you gave a damn.

If I'm good, if I'm lucky enough you'll love me again.

kitchen light

She got in my car, said “take me home.”

We didn't even make it past the kitchen light.

You could break my heart.

Can't stop thinking about how we fucked in the shower.

Everything sweet comes with a warning.

I tried to move on but it never seemed right.

I broke my own heart a few fuckin' times.

Can't let go of the love I still have for you.

Lover, I’ve missed you.

You don't even know.

Do you think there's someplace we could go?

I love the way that she talks real quiet.

You know she's afraid but can't keep it inside.

I think she might be the love of my life.

You tell me everything you never say out loud.

If you break my heart, I'll break your mouth.

If we leave this town we’re gonna make it out.

I'll be your home, and you be my party.

love like this

Don't ask me how I'm feeling tonight.

I know I've already lost it all.

I'm a crazy fucking hurricane.

She makes me feel calm again.

You never learned to love the rain.

I got a girl at home and so does she.

A love like this it burns so deep.

If we touch we'll ruin everything.

But I don't wanna leave.

You're always trying to find your way to me.

We can go somewhere no one else will see.

You look so cool standing there.

She said I'm not a bad girl.

She said I am just like her.

I'm too scared to get close.

If we're being honest, it's all I ever think of.

I never knew that love could be this mean.

I made promises I just can't keep.

I wanted you to tell me that you thought my singing was pretty when I'm singing for you.

After it all, I'm still not through with you.

This is the last time.

I don't know if I'll ever learn.

A love like this, all it does is burn.

yellow

We can take a longer way home.

I don't want to share you with no one.

I guess this is what heaven is.

I could make you mine.

You know I want you, right?

You're the one I’m thinking about all day and night.

You could take me home.

I don't wanna drive.

I wanna look in your eyes.

You're looking at me like I'm putting galaxies in the sky.

The sun's coming up.

It keeps me up.

I’m really trying this time.

What are we gonna do?

Say you want me.

cupid

I've never felt this.

I wanna thank the gods for it, but I don't know if they exist.

They built me just for you.

Don't let it be taken from me.

I know it's not like that.

I won't be a fool for you.

Some things I just refuse to do.

I wanna be clean when you say my name.

It might take longer than we have.

Could you live with that?

I wish there were some things that I could change.

Darling, I know that you called.

Don't think for a second I was ever wrong for you.

Hope we can have our happily after.

Its not the same when you're not at the front of my car.

I'd wait forever, wherever you are.

Would you be the best I ever had?

How many can say that I loved them forever? One, maybe two.

I never get better.

It all makes me wonder if I'm a mistake, one I hope that you will always make.

I'm not ready.

the blue room interlude

Does it make you mad I was the best you never had?

Cupid didn't know how far I'd go.

It would've been you.

I'm losing all control.

They don't know what they don't know.

I heard she fell from heaven for me.

I never thought that you would be so mean.

I bet you wanna ask me all about it.

complex

You look so pretty on your knees.

It's a bad world.

Don't that sound nice?

I put on a pretty show.

A demon taught me what I know.

You got me with my worst intentions.

You love it when I'm bringing you hell.

I'm what you exist for.

Careful what you wish for.

I'm nothing like the rest.

You're feeding my complex.

Better watch that pretty mouth.

Guess you never know a blessing in disguise.

Acting like a bottom just to switch it up.

I know you wanna die together.

I know you want this forever.

I'm the girl you'd kill for.

my therapist told me

We're just friends.

She sends me naked pictures.

That's, like, so hot.

It's all about you and me.

I'm lonely.

But she don't know what it's like.

I need to learn to lеt you go.

They don't know what it's like to be yours.

I can't get away, and you like it that way.

I'm sick and I need to learn to quit.

My sister is so tired of dealing with my shit.

I'm drained from taking all the blame.

so it's ur birthday

Did you dye your hair blonde when the winter was gone?

Do you think of me, when she's touching you?

Do you wish at the end of the day you could call me?

It's your birthday.

I wish I could see you.

Have fun at your party.

Did you make up with your dad?

Did you fight all those battles you swore you would lose?

Did you come out on top?

When I dream of you, do you dream of me too?

It's been four years since I've last kissed you.

I don't ever wanna speak to you again.

But I might die if I don't hear your voice tonight.

Oh darling, don't answer that.

I still won't face the facts.

I'm missing you this morning.

I wonder if you hate me.

I love you more than the moon and the stars.

19

I don't know when it started.

I think that one day I just woke up in love with you.

She's got herself a girlfriend now.

Well, I guess she finally came out.

I'm always wanting more than I should.

I bet you'd really love me if you could.

I just couldn't love a man the way I love you.

It would be nice if you would walk me home.

Would you kiss me a little more?

It would of been sweet if you had married me.

We were only nineteen.

Just promise me one thing.

Don't go getting married.

I'm going to cross oceans for you one day.

I don't know if we can be friends.

I dug out your old letters.

I know it's been years but it killed me to leave.

If I could hold you once again, I wouldn't let you loose.

I wouldn't make you choose.

I wish I was ready for you now.

We try not to think about it.

I still think about it.

Do you think about it?

You don't talk to your dad.

I don't talk when I'm mad.

I know that it hurts.

Ain't this what you wanted?

I would've loved you forever.

It's never enough but I wanted it to be

Its never enough but you wanted it to be.

A love like ours never really goes away.

[hcneygemini]

sentence starters from my wip fics, pt. I

please do not add to this list nor repost the list as your own. tw: mentions of murder + attempted murder.

I just fell for that, didn’t I?

Is it because you like me so much?

I bet you regret this now.

Your heart’s pounding.

You’re too empty headed to know much of anything.

Oh, come on! I know something about seduction.

I know you’ve never heard of it, but some people have friends.

I don’t wanna hang out with the dork gang, though. Just you.

Yeah, well I’m an asshole, so we’re even.

I couldn’t sleep because you weren’t there.

Is that your way of flirting?

You’ve never gone to these lengths before.

You can be a real smart ass sometimes, you know?

I wanna see a different side of you today.

You made one mistake though—you didn't disarm me.

Kiss me.

You’re definitely not boring.

What are you thinking about?

We have to learn to confront it at some point.

Can you wait to kill me until I finish breakfast?

What’s the matter? Jealous?

I’ve never been more serious in my life.

[ Name ] won’t shut up about you.

Stop pretending to be mad.

It’s part of my evil plan.

I’m not repeating anything [ name ] told me in confidence.

You shouldn’t be so vulgar.

We both know we’re not a couple.

You can’t keep just walking away.

Stop being corny, I’m tired.

You look peaceful when you sleep.

I don’t think you think I’m serious. But I’m always serious!

I didn’t go looking for this.

I don’t like trusting people.

Please keep your feet off of my desk.

Wow, you’re so stoic and unafraid of threats!

How much of anything was real?

Was this the truth you wanted?

Past me had shitty taste.

You're so much more than that.

So, we were lied to.

This is really pathetic, you know.

Why should I go anywhere with you?

I have some ideas, but you have to trust me.

I see your cruelty's still intact.

Shit, you're really pale.

Would you stop trying to leech off of the traumatized children?

I don't have time to detail the extent of my work to you.

Why can’t you just talk to me like a normal person?

Yeah, well, I can deal with my shit myself.

Isn’t everyone so much happier without me around, stirring the pot?

I’m tired. Can your love confession wait until tomorrow?

No good deeds go unpunished, or whatever.

I got two people killed… er, technically maybe three.

Tell me another one of your preachy, boring life lessons!

Careful, I can hear the cogs turning in your head from here.

No one here is ‘okay.’

You didn’t have to come, you know.

We both know what I did.

Don’t give me some shit about ‘finding yourself’ and ‘healing.'

Hey, don’t think of it as bribing! Think of it as… a reward for putting my best foot forward.

Jeez, am I the only topic of the rumor mill?

You fell asleep on me.

I guess movie night is a good sedative.

I think I did something. Something bad.

Why do you have to make a joke out of everything?

You tell me yours, I’ll tell you mine.

Why were you so out of it last night?

You know, they’re not so bad if you would just get to know them.

Hey, where the fuck have you been?

Why would I forgive someone who tried to kill me?

Well, shit happens!

You’re either plotting to kill me in my sleep or you’re in love with me.

Are you asking me to stargaze with you?

Life doesn’t need to have some big meaning, I guess. I mean, I’m happy right now.

I come with tidings!

It's a cake that says, 'Sorry for trying to have you murdered!'

I can’t trust your big mouth.

What do you do when you disappear during the day?

I’ve never exactly been in a relationship.

At least take me out before talking about commitment.

Why do you spend time with me?

I’m learning more about you. The real you. And I… like [ them / her / him ].

Wow, you’re lame as shit.

Wait, so you’re seducing me by accident?

You two really like each other, huh?

Wow, your voice is so sexy in the morning.