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#4 i miss you dad. I miss you so bad. It still hurts every time I remember it. My heart still bleeds but i miss you. I wanted to hug you so bad but i cant because... I cant love you.. I cant love you anymore after what happened. I cant let you hurt me and mom again. I cant subject myself to that kind of torture ever again. I really want you back home but i cant.. Because if i did let that happen, i might die the next time you'd do anything like that. I might have to kill myself. I forgive you dad but i cant say i forgive your sin. Im scared daddy. Please hold me like you used to.

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Kailan nga ba ko naging sapat?

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Sometimes you just need someone to remind you that you’re not as bad as you think you are.

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I need you

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#4 I still would like to believe in love. That theres really someone out there thats meant for me after all the heartbreaks and fears. Cliché as it may seem.

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Alyssa

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#4 you will never know the pain I had to endure every single day. You will never know how much it hurts me yet I chose to hide it with a smile. I will never tell you because I don't want to hurt you. "Bahalag ako basta dli lang ikaw" thats what I always say to people I love. If theres one thing I've learned its that love is sacrificial.

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Do not mock a pain you haven’t endured.

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The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward.

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#3 all I ever wanted was to spend most, if not all, of my time with my mommy but she doesn't want that. I feel loved, safe and at peace when I'm with her. She is my everything but she doesn't know that. It kills everytime she speaks of her death but she doesn't know that. Every night before I sleep I pray.. No, I beg God to extend her life because I need her, she is my sole reason why I keep on fighting for the life I wanted to throw away so badly. I wanted her to live for as long as possible because I want her to see me succeed and I want to pay her back, to give her everything she needs, wants and deserves. I want to sacrifice for her just as she did for me. I want her to feel that she didn't raise a waste, that I'm actually good for something despite the countless times I failed her. I know I am not enough and I will never be but atleast I tried. I loved her and I will keep loving her. I hope she knows that. You are my everything mommy. You are the only family I have left. Please dont leave me.

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You’re allowed to miss the people who were bullets to you, but you’re not allowed to let them shoot you again.

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Fear of life

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#1 If I die, remember how I traveled and not how I died. Remember that when I traveled it is when I have lived and felt most alive.

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#2 I did nothing but love them. But did nothing but either hurt or leave me. Sometimes even both.

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Happy Happy birthday My love! I wish you all your hearts desire and all the best the world could offer. Keep shinning babe. You know I'm always here to support you. 😘😘 I love you times infinity plus one! 💖💖

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