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I think about you all the time

I can’t sleep

I can’t eat

I just wait

I work

I exist

I am empty

I cannot live without you

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“How are you?” texts are the worse...

I’m hopelessly in love with you. Being apart from you for one day hurts me physically and mentally.

I can barely breath, think or eat without you.

I can’t sleep because I miss the weight and touch of your body against mine.

I’m in pure hell without you...

“I’m good and you?”

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And then

I’ll end up alone

again

But that´s okay

I’m really good at it

after all these years

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How can I explain you...

how empty I feel?

Sun burns my soul,

dancing makes me feel pain,

Loudness gets me sick.

How can I tell you

That no matter how many people tell me they love me,

I’m still feeling extremely lonely and unheard?

How can I explain,

That I’m not like them;

That no matter what happens

I’m still feeling this hollow, infinite, unfulfilled

heart?

They’re never really watching me,

Never really hearing me,

Never completely understanding me.

Somehow, I still have the hope

That anyone who’s different

Can make me feel something.

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I thought of texting you

“good morning, I can’t sleep”

and then I remembered

that you are on a journey

which I am not a part of

and that’s okay

but

good morning

I can’t sleep

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Can’t tell if I need a hug, or to be hit by a car...

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Fuck my life

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Maybe I’m just too fucking complicated for anybody to love.

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Dear Diary,

Fuck everyone and everything.

This Tumblr is about fuck you. And them.

This is my secret space to bitch about people I hate, and people I love. It's here for me to scream into the void to make me feel better when I'm pissed off... when I feel like I need someone to listen, but have no one.

I don't need your feedback. I don't need your criticism. I need you to properly fuck off and let me wallow in my self hatred and pity.

Until there's nothing left but my rock hard soul.

Love always,

Rockhardsoul

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