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JESSE LEE SOFFER as JAY HALSTEAD, a good, loyal, moral man who adores his wife and would never abandon her no matter what cruel drivel these writers are serving in CHICAGO P.D. Season 10

#no seriously did he murder their pet goldfish or something because this writing feels vengeful

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Okay Tracy can leave now lol. She deserves better, she honestly had to be shocked when she read the scripted. An then jesse finding out about this probably pissed him off I'm sure. I wanna be like maybe this was alot of pressure for gwen but then I'm like do you even know what show your writing for????

All of this. The director from last night’s episode said she was even hurt and frustrated by the script. I can’t imagine how Tracy must have felt reading it for the first time when her and Jesse have put everything into their characters, both individually and as a couple, and developing their relationship. It’s the biggest slap in the face and she (and him) deserve so much better.

I don’t want her out of a job, but I just can’t help hoping this really is Tracy’s last season. She loves Hailey and Upstead, and the way the characters and their story are being written so out of character is just disrespectful to her, to Jesse and to the fans who have been rooting for them for five years. It’s just devastating honestly.

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it hasn’t even been 24 hours yet since PD aired last night but i have to say, i’m truly devastated and heartbroken. i’m angry for the way they’ve destroyed jay’s character, hailey’s character, hailey and jay’s relationship. i feel like i’ve been bait for these writers and network - keeping me somewhat interested only to rip it all from underneath my feet in the end when we promised something that would honor his character, his legacy. this story doesn’t do that at all - this has destroyed ten years of television, character development and growth in 42 minutes.

i’m just so confused and little to nothing makes sense and right now, i can’t figure out the point of anything. 

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idk I just think these lyrics work for them 🥲

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JESSE LEE SOFFER as JAY HALSTEAD

First appearance in Chicago Fire 2x01 “A Problem House”, aired 24 September 2013 Last appearance in Chicago PD 10x03 “A Good Man”, aired 5 October 2022

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UPSTEAD + ON-SCREEN KISSES 

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Jay, it’s gonna be okay. You’re gonna be okay.

Upstead in Chicago PD 10x03 “A Good Man”

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Come on, come on, don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Something's gone terribly wrong

Won't finish what you started

Can't breathe whenever you're gone

Can't go back, I'm haunted.

💔😭 my Upstead heart hurts.

Song: “Haunted” by Taylor Swift (fyi)

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You can’t just leave. I fly out today. Today? It’s not forever, okay? It’s eight months, maybe a little longer. But I swear to you that we’re gonna get through this because… you’re the love of my life. And if I’m yours… Of course you are. Then you’ll know that you have to let me go.

CHICAGO P.D. 10.03. ‘A Good Man’

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"Hey, it's ok. We're gonna be ok" 🤍

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UPSTEAD’S FIRST AND LAST KISS. Chicago P.D. 8.03 / 10.03

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@imjustwritingg @justmypartner @dedeenmarie @fromiftowhen @anniesardors @fank0ne

And ofc @go-to-two (because I love your one shots) and @girlinlotsoffandoms ('one hell of an amen was' 👌🏼)

Upstead fanfiction writers!

✨️ YOUR ART MATTERS! ✨️

Now even more than before! Thank you for giving us the #upsteadforever at least in your beautiful fics! 💜

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ONE CHICAGO APPRECIATION WEEK ↳ Day Four || Favorite Ship → Upstead (insp)

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1:03 AM

Hailey is not in bed when he wakes up, and there is only one other place she would be at this hour. 

I couldn’t sleep the other night and I had a song stuck in my head, so this is where I ended up. I wrote a family/baby ficlet, and I don’t even know who I am anymore. It’s simple, short, and sweet- and that’s about it. 

Read on AO3

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As a huge Upstead Fan, I’m so angry and disappointed that Jesse is gone. He gave his heart and soul and WE treated him like trash. Him and Lisseth deserved better!

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I'm too sad to even comment on how good they all look 😔

But damn do they look good....