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@_kristinadolan: Didn’t know a day on earth could be so perfect 🤍  - The Dolans 08.24.24

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I have more than 100 inboxes that I have read through, but might not post. I just want you all to know what you've meant to me, and that every message/comment/like/interaction still makes me smile to this day. There is nothing quite like what we had a few years ago together. I hope you are all doing well and enjoying life, and that somehow, blindly or not, we run into each other someday. That would be a dream.

Xx Paige/HeathenDolan

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I know you’ll probably never come back to this blog, especially given that the Dolan twins have left the internet, but I think as long as I have my own blog here I’ll be following. Your writing was such a staple to me for a long time and it made me feel so much and I have so much nostalgia for it all. I truly truly hope you are doing good in life and are thriving, I wish you luck in all your endeavors <3

It feels serendipitous that I stopped by tonight to see this message just hours after it's asked--I feel such nostalgia for this blog and part of life too. What an amazing community of friends and readers and writers we had, and so many late nights, laughs, and connections. It feels like this little secret I'll carry in life, knowing the ins and outs of this fandom, and having that blip in my teens where I could completely be myself. I will never forget every single one of you who made me feel at home here, and I think about it often. Love you and I'm wishing you luck and nothing but the best. Thank you for such a sweet message.

P.S., can we believe Ethan's married? I can't believe we all grew up. Happy for all of us, and especially the boys:)

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are you back for good?????? :-)

i am not but it makes me happy that it seems like u want me to be 🥺 i feel like a fraud for coming back and not immediately posting something lol but it will come soon!! and then we’ll see where this leads—i just have more free time right now than i do in college so i thought i’d stop by :’) 

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hello! do you mind sharing which college you go to? I understand if you want to keep that private im just curious

no i don’t!! i go to the university of minnesota twin cities 🥰

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no one asked for a life update but of course, here i am giving it anyway ! 

- college is the greatest thing that could have ever happened to me and i could have never imagined being so happy in my life. it yanked me right out of my loooooong term depression with a snap of its fingers and i’ve made friends that i know i’ll keep for life. and being back home is really, really hard if i’m honest—it is hard not to sink back into those old feelings :/ 

- it was my bday on friday and it was one of the best even in quarantine!! i’m fortunate enough to have that be my biggest annoyance—spending my birthday in quarantine. and it was still weirdly one of my favorite birthdays! that was cool

- college is hard as fuck but i thought i’d just tell anyone that wants to know that i’m minoring in creative writing!!! and it is so fucking fun!!! and i’m also in a jane austen class lol who is surprised :’) it’s the best class ever all we do is just talk about how great jane austen is and i’m so in love

- i don't know anything else that i need to share??? yet ? 

- can we PLEASE talk about how fucking adorable ethan is with a buzz. someone. anyone just fkcing

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I WAS LITERALLY THINKING ABOUT YOU YESTERDAY!! omg HIIIIII i missed you sooooo much i hooe you’re doing well and that you’re safe ❤️❤️

AHHH ALIA 🥺 dude i hope you’re good too!! i’m keepin indoors so hopefully that is enough to keep me safe, i’ve missed u sm!!! 

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..greetings..

this feels weird to just post it’s been like. 9 months lol

but if anyone knows who dis is or remembers me or is still active to say hi-- hi!!! i hope you guys are all well and (assuming we are quarantined worldwide right??) staying in, staying healthy, and being responsible!!! how r u guys

(also, i have like 70 inboxes and i literally swear i’ll get to all of them but i am overwhelmed by how SWEET y’all are so it might take a moment 🥺 a girl has to sob profusely in between each one lol y’all know i’m ultra sensitive) 

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Hi angel!

hi there baby cakes !!!

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just decided that i’m gonna read prob half of your masterlist tonight or as much as time will allow can’t wait 🤪

OOF GOOD LUCK!! thank you so so so much for taking the time dude 😌 LET ME KNOW HOW FAR YOU GET 

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obviously you like cavetown but what are your favorite songs? I love all of the lemon boy series! the songs are so fitting for the moods of all of the parts if that makes sense.

thank you so much!!! :’)) honest to god like lemon boy and boys will be bugs were MADE for ethan, esp since boys will be bugs came out like a year after i published it. on god i texted kristina and flipped my shit because it was SO PERFECT FOR HIM!!!

also i’m sorry ik you did not ask for why i love them but i love talking about them so STICK W ME!

ok so yes i love the ones i posted but some others i definitely love are (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER):

poison -- one of the MANY cavetown songs i nap to. like i’ll just put this one on repeat w my rainymood app and just pass tf out. 

big bowl in the sky -- song makes me fucking SOB. like a baby. like, i’ve cried so many times listening to this song. reminds me of my little blue, a cat i had for fifteen years and was my absolute best friend. if you’ve ever had to lose a close pet this song is for you (and try not to cry)

10 feet tall -- SUCH A LEMON BOY SONG TOO C’MON!! 

home -- highly relatable when it comes to anxiety honestly everything he says i relate to to some degree 

advice: cute lil edgy song. i always think it’s going to be a dark twisty song when i first turn it on and by the chorus it feels so cute. i feel like that’s all of cavetowns songs i love him to pieces

meteor shower: THE CUTEST!!!!! the cutest. i love love love love this song. 

all of the DEAR ep: my favorite songs to cry/fall asleep to. i have cried and slept to all of these songs lol. Talk to Me and Just Add Water are also such lemon boy songs. or me songs. take your pick 

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omg thank you sm, i love you to pieces thank you for reading!!! 🥳♥️

what’s that one ethan dolan imagine called where the reader and him are just chilling in ethan’s room and they talk all night about life and gray teases them about how they obviously like each other but they won’t admit it but by the morning when they’re sleep deprived and have talked about literally everything they realize maybe they do have feelings for each other? i need to read it again,, i’m ethan deprived

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hes not a dumb teen boy who eats sticks n rocks n mud anymore !!! he cares about the government and he gets hugs everyday, do not fear baby :') ♥️

i literally cannot listen to the song Boys Will Be Bugs without my heart hurting so bad for Lemon Boy @heathendolan you’ve ruined me

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i'm not over this and i will probably never stop reblogging this tbh

boys will be bugs

for paige @heathendolan of course 💛

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FOREVER the best!!! holy fuck i cannot put into words how much i love this

cece you are incredible

boys will be bugs

for paige @heathendolan of course 💛

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ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.