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Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, from a letter featured in The Life & Letters of Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky

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"All I am is literature and I am not willing or able to be anything else"

—Franz Kafka

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The Course of Empire is a series of five paintings created by the English-born American painter Thomas Cole between 1833 and 1836, which depicts the growth and fall of an imaginary city. The Course of Empire comprises the following works: The Course of Empire – The Savage State (1); The Arcadian or Pastoral State (2); The Consummation of Empire (3); Destruction (4); and Desolation (5).

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Nikos Kazantzakis in a letter to his sister, wr. c. March 1912

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Erotic Horror Prompts

The horrors made them do it

Sex or violence as tools of domination

Necrophilia

Teratophilia

Fuck or die

Delirious intimacy

Addiction

Identity porn

Predator/Prey

You are what you eat

Worship

Master/Slave

Consumption as an expression of love

Wrong turn

Wolf in sheep's clothing

Bodily fluids as lubricant

Creator/Creation

Conditioning

Dismemberment

The line between fear and ecstasy

Adrenaline

Inability to discern the difference between what is real and what is not

Agreement based on false premises

Revenge

Nightmare

Noncon surgery

Comfort corrupted

Taking it out on the wrong person

Examination

Noncon voyeurism

Somnophilia

Under the skin

Mind control

Dubcon/noncon caretaking

Caretaking as a false pretense for access

Foreign object insertion

Unnatural urges

Noncon exhibitionism

Objectification

Blinding pain

Loss of senses

Loss of control

Loss of self

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the real struggle is when none of your friends irl are interested in the books that you’re reading and the only thing that you can do is to suffer in silence

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The scene in the Unseelie tower where Julian,Emma,Cristina, Adaon, Mark, Kieran, the Unseelie King, the Seelie Queen, Ash, Jace, Clary and Anabel are all in the throne room and shit is going down summed up in one gif:

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★ Rachta Lin | 1 * 2 * 3 * 4 * 5 ☆ ✔ republished w/permission

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Azriel for #weareacotar March

Thanks for being patient with me everyone, hope ya’ll like it. I dunno whats happened over the past few months but I’m liking how my art is rn :)

@something-called-sno @pancakeollika @raconteurwitch @lyannablackbeak @urbisie @tntwme tagging cus I thought you’d like it <3 

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Scenes that I hope are in the coloring book

- Feyre hunting - Feyre, Elain and Nesta at the market - Tamlin, Lucien and Feyre having dinner - when Feyre caught the Suriel - “There you are. I’ve been looking for you.” - High Lords bringing Feyre back - balcony scene - Feyre hitting Rhysand with a shoe - Mor coming for Feyre - Feyre’s first time seeing streets of Velaris - first dinner in the House of the wind - Bone carver - Amren and Feyre looking for the book - Cassian making that man bun (I’ll pray every day for it) - chapter 48 ;) - Starfall - just Azriel and his shadows - Court of nightmares scene - someone shirtless okay, I don’t care who - Cassian wiping Nesta’s tears - Weaver and Feyre - when Rhys got injured - Feyre painting in the cabin - chapter 55 ;) - Amren during the attack at Velaris - all of them after Cauldron happened - Wings and Embers PLEASE

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im starting to irritate myself with my poor mental health like damn can a bitch just keep it together for a minute

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Best Sarah J. Maas Books

10. You

9. Can’t

8. Just

7. Rank

6. Them

5. They’re

4. All

3. Too

2. Good

1. ACOMAF

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Helion  ☀️

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And here’s my completed ACOWAR!  Since the prevalent theme of this book was war (it’s right there in the acronym lol) I thought it was only fitting that the cover reflect that.  I will say that this one was a bitch to do.  The silhouettes were hard to get right, especially that goddamn army (and the tiny Cassian & Azriel on the back).  Lots of trial and error here, but over all, I think it turned out quite nice!  The timelapse will be up soon :)

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Feyre and Rhys Starlight painting I did a few months ago!

Just love them so much! <333

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I had some free time so I finished more pages from my coloring book. Leaving these here ✨ 

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I have tweaked and re-tweaked this painting over and over so I’m just gonna leave it as it is or I’ll never finish it D: