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Amen

God first, family second, everything else last.

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Let go and let God!

The last two weeks have been trying to say the least. I know that I need to let go Dan have faith that God will do everything to make my life blessed and happy...yet I'm still trying to control everything. Please lord help me let go and let God take over the burden is to strong..

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Ugh! My life!

I need to vent! My oldest daughter really makes me SO frustrated! Meet Allyssa 21 adopted daughter that has been through hell and back yet she is the one God sends for me to be the mother of! I love her but I can honestly say I don't understand what she thinks half the time! She is constantly doing things to hurt the people that love her the most! I know she doesn't mean to but why!?!?!?

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Allyssa

I love the fact that she got to experience a road trip. Will Allyssa and I all went on a road trip from vt to North Carolina to see if this is a place we would like to live. What a beautiful place and the people there are so nice! It was a nice bonding experience for all three of us. Next time I will have all my girls.

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Road trip

There are things that you want to know and things that u could go on better with life if u just didn’t know…for example I could live the rest of my life not knowing if my husband had to poop or not….

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The little things

I love my girls all Four of them! My oldest came to me while I was making dinner and just watched me cook...then out of the blue she says mom I tucking love you! I could tell she was just learning how I cook certain things...she has come a long way and I love that she is a reflection of me.

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My life

Love my life! God is so good he loves me ALL the time mistakes and all!

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Neverending

Constant-fear,worry,pain,remembering ugh why can't there be normal human beings that are in and out of my life?