heisthoudini

[heisthoudini]

𝑷𝑳𝑶𝑻 𝑩𝑼𝑵𝑵𝑰𝑬𝑺 & 𝑪𝑶𝑵𝑵𝑬𝑪𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺 .

Under the read more, you will find plot bunnies for connections and threads .

𝑻𝑯𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑺 .

tba.

𝑪𝑶𝑵𝑵𝑬𝑪𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺 .

(credits.)

—— adopted siblings ( soraya, marijoy, junie & gwen bacalso-coughlan ) ;; the people he loves the most in the world alongside his adoptive parents, and actually shows a great deal of vulnerability around them.

—— best friends ;; a partner in crime, the ying to the yang. the pair or more that are typically attached by the hip, consult each other, and couldn’t live without one another.

—— bad influence ( romy kovach ) ;; best friends who constantly encourage each other to do bad things (drugs/partying/cheating/etc).

—— good influence ;; best friend who look out for each other and often act as a conscience to each other.

—— family friends ;; friends who met through family, could either be close or it be an awkward situation because they don’t really get along or know each other well.

—— childhood friends ;; friends since the diaper days, could be a brother/sister or sister/sister type connection.

—— friends with lingering feelings ;; self explanatory, friends where either one or both have some kind of romantic feelings that pass more then just friends.

—— friendzoned ;; dun dun duh, a friend who wanted to be something more but was denied.

—— partying buddies ;; a friendship that relies on nothing more then alcohol, drugs, going out and having a wild time. you could add more to this by having them occasionally hook up with intoxicated or something like that.

—— confident/cornerstone ;; someone who acts as a shoulder to lean on and someone to vent to.

—— frienemies ;; they’re nice to each others faces and act like friends but are constantly talking badly about each other.

—— friends turned enemies ;; a pair of people who were friends up until a certain point, but either realized they never really liked each other or one just dropped the other.

—— enemies because of a friend ;; a friend is the enemy of said person there for they also consider them an enemy (idk if that makes sense??).

—— enemies because of someone else ;; the two are fighting for the affection/attention of the same person.

—— competition/rivals ;; the two are always in competition whether it be over grades, athletics, or attention.

—— friends with benefits ;; friends who hook up and either have or haven’t blurred the lines between the physical and emotional connection.

—— relationship on the rocks ;; a relationship that is falling apart at the seams, the spark is gone but they just haven’t cut the cord.

—— mutual crushes ;; either they both have feelings for each other that is p obvious but aren’t ready to take the next step. or it can be one sided or both could be completely oblivious to the other liking them.

—— secret relationship ;; a relationship kept on the down low because of whatever reason.

—— one night stand ;; pretty straight forward. could have been an 'in the moment' thing, alcohol could have been involved. they could either be acting as if it didn’t happen, or completely awkward around each other because of it.

—— casual hook up ;; they aren’t friends, but will call each other whenever they need a lil sexual intercourse. basically like a booty call.

—— will they, won’t they ;; a pair of friends or maybe not friends who constantly flirt and act like a couple but it’s teetering on a cliff on whether or not they’ll take that step.

—— fling ;; an in the moment type thing where both know it’s not going to last or go past a certain point. maybe like a rebound. plot twist one actually catches some heavy duty feelings.

—— exes that ended good terms ;; a pair of exes that were on the same page when they broke up and have remained good friends and supportive of each other moving on/forward.

—— exes that ended on bad terms ;; a pair of exes that were 10/10 not on the same page and it’s all animosity between them and hate and aNGST. maybe one cheated, or just thought their shit didn’t stink and bailed with no explanation. the skies the limit for this.

—— exes that still hook up ;; a pair of exes that broke up but there is still that lingering sexual chemistry between them so the most talking they do know is without their clothes on.

—— exes with lingering feelings ;; exes that broke up but still have feelings towards each other and can’t help but feel jealous/hurt seeing the other with someone else.

—— ex friends with benefits ;; they thought they had it, but in the end it didn’t work. could be because deeper feelings got involved, a relationship started with someone else, fighting, etc.

—— first loves ;; they started dating when they were younger and were each others first serious relationship. that person that will always have that place no matter what.

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Zafer didn’t mean to interrupt anyone’s balcony brooding time — well, that’s a lie. He absolutely did. Especially hot people who look both miserable and bored.

Something about secondhand smoke and other people’s existential dread always made life feel more truthful.

He didn’t respond right away, either. Just leaned his elbows lazily against the railing beside Elias, uninvited and comfortable like he owned the place, offering nothing more than the glint of a knowing smirk and a slow once-over of the foggy view. Finally:

“Only if you consider unsolicited compliments and light trespassing important.” He gazed sideways to meet the other's eyes, a soft, charming smirk taking over his features. He pulled a sleek silver cigarette case from the inside pocket of his coat — that definitely wasn't pickpocketed from a too arrogant and self-important bastard at a party — and tapped one out, pausing a beat.

“Unless you're planning to gatekeep melancholy and nicotine tonight, in which case, I'll see myself off.” But he didn’t move. Just lit his own, twirling the lighter — also stolen from a hook up in California four eyes ago during Spring Break — once between his fingers before passing it over without asking.

“So, what’s the crisis this time? Academic burnout, identity spiral, or just needed a moment where the walls don’t talk back?”

He didn't really have expectations about Elias checking what was written in the lighter — "smile when you give this back if you wanna fuck". It wasn't his intention, anyway, but he had two options there: it would either break the other's apathy with a snort, or... It would work.

He couldn't be blamed for trying.

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they  leaned  against  the  balcony  lazily ,  taking  a  break  from  the  piled  up  assignments they had waiting in their dorm room ,  finding  it  appropriate  to pull  out  a  cigarette  and  light  it  for  their  own  peace  of  mind .  the  view  was nice , even though they despised english weather  —  certainly more quaint than the apartment they owned back in new york ,  offering  some  sanctity  to  the  constant  stress  of  their  major .  hearing  the  shuffling  of  feet  behind  them ,  already  used  to  being  bothered  between small respites ( whether it be actual friends , acquaintances or general nuisances , it would seem they all do it an equal amount now ) ,  with elias  blowing  a  puff  of  smoke  out  into  the open  before  speaking  up — “ is it important ? ” —   they  ask aloud ,  not  making  a  move  to  look  at  who  was  actually there ,  simply  twirling  the  lighter  between  their  fingertips .

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People were the most fascinating when they truly thought nobody was looking.

Zafer stared at the desperate college kid in front of him with the haunted eyes of a perturbed writer, pen unstoppable marring the paper in an attempt to put out the first thing he could. He knew the type very well, writers.

Break a writer's heart, and you'll be killed off in the most disturbing way possible. Or, as did Shakespeare in All’s Well That Ends Well, immortalized in as a "A most notable coward, an infinite and endless liar, an hourly promise breaker, the owner of no one good quality".

"You're Tarantula Boy, aren't you? How's that holding up for you? Any progress?" Zafer slipped easily in his London accent, although he didn't have that much practice with it the last fifteen years, he supposed it was like riding a bike. "What are you writing about? Did you bury anyone with your writing yet?"

Well, if you consider "practice" using it to pick up hot people... Then, yes... He had some practice.

Open. Location: the lake

Nico sat with his knees hugged to his chest, Nick Cave playing softly in his ears and his unfinished assignment laid out in front of him. Pen clutched in his newly healing hand he continued scratching away at the poem he was working on for his creative writing class. He worked better in his dorm but that was no longer an option due to...circumstances. His roomie had banished him, understandably, from the room when he'd apparently hissed at him like a feral baby raccoon and thrown an box of open cereal at him. In his defense he hadn't had his coffee yet and this assignment was stressing him out. Sue him. He stopped mid pen stroke when he felt another presence nearby and realized that there was someone behind him. And they had apparently been speaking to him without him realizing. "Sorry. What was that?" He asked pulling out an earpod and turning to look at them.

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Zafer had heard the complaint before he’d even fully entered the dining hall — the kind of loud, embittered declaration that could only belong to someone from Langston, someone suffering. He didn’t even bother getting in line. Just slid into the seat across from Riley, plucked a limp, tragically pale sausage off their plate, and inspected it like it had personally insulted him.

“Do you think this even knows what paprika is?” he asked, voice low and conspiratorial, with the right amount of disgust only a privileged person could muster about having below the average food in their plate. He tossed the sausage in his mouth, immediately grimacing at the flavor of nothingness that came with the meat. “Meh, I don’t think so.”

If someone put him on the spot and forced him to tell the truth, he’d say he wasn’t hungry. He’d lie and say he’d eaten before. The truth was something different, another beast he wouldn’t tackle out loud. Like how sometimes he got sick when he saw someone that looked similar to his bio uncle, and that skipping lunch would avoid an unpleasant accident.

“You sneak into the kitchen, I’ll keep watch. If we’re going down for breaking and entering, I’d rather do it over cumin than… this.” He gestured vaguely at the bland tray of food with a dramatic flourish. “Castle Fell’s giving ‘haunted orphanage with a catering budget.’”

WHERE:  either  dining  hall.  WHO:  anyone  ready  to  shit  on  the  lack  of  flavor  in  england.

       "do  you  think  they'll  serve  something  with  FLAVOR  anytime  soon  or  should  i  risk  expulsion  and  sneak  into  the  kitchen  myself?"  exasperated  &  hungry,  they  were  at  the  end  of  their  rope  with  this  --  one  of  the  battles  they  fought  daily  since  attending  school  here  was  the  lack  of  seasonings  in  the  food.  despite  the  fact  that  riley  had  the  palette  and  diet  of  a  ten  year  old,  they  still  weren't  able  to  get  over  how  tasteless  and  bland  the  food  in  england  was  as  a  whole.  they  had  even  gone  so  far  as  to  make  a  petition  getting  some  of  his  fellow  st.  cutherbert's  to  sign  it.  however,  some  of  them  simply  didn't  know  any  better  –  he  was  convinced  it  was  some  verison  stockholm  syndrome.  "it's  like  they  could  fuck  up  a  piece  of  toast  over  here.  CRAZY  WORK.  at  least  langston  would  get  us  artisan  toast.  definitely…  experimental  --  yes  --  but  they  tried.  " (@langstonstarters)

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Tahereh Mafi, Shatter Me

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𝑷𝑳𝑶𝑻 𝑩𝑼𝑵𝑵𝑰𝑬𝑺 & 𝑪𝑶𝑵𝑵𝑬𝑪𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺 .

Under the read more, you will find plot bunnies for connections and threads .

𝑻𝑯𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑺 .

tba.

𝑪𝑶𝑵𝑵𝑬𝑪𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺 .

(credits.)

—— adopted siblings ( soraya, marijoy, junie & gwen bacalso-coughlan ) ;; the people he loves the most in the world alongside his adoptive parents, and actually shows a great deal of vulnerability around them.

—— best friends ;; a partner in crime, the ying to the yang. the pair or more that are typically attached by the hip, consult each other, and couldn’t live without one another.

—— bad influence ( romy kovach ) ;; best friends who constantly encourage each other to do bad things (drugs/partying/cheating/etc).

—— good influence ;; best friend who look out for each other and often act as a conscience to each other.

—— family friends ;; friends who met through family, could either be close or it be an awkward situation because they don’t really get along or know each other well.

—— childhood friends ;; friends since the diaper days, could be a brother/sister or sister/sister type connection.

—— friends with lingering feelings ;; self explanatory, friends where either one or both have some kind of romantic feelings that pass more then just friends.

—— friendzoned ;; dun dun duh, a friend who wanted to be something more but was denied.

—— partying buddies ;; a friendship that relies on nothing more then alcohol, drugs, going out and having a wild time. you could add more to this by having them occasionally hook up with intoxicated or something like that.

—— confident/cornerstone ;; someone who acts as a shoulder to lean on and someone to vent to.

—— frienemies ;; they’re nice to each others faces and act like friends but are constantly talking badly about each other.

—— friends turned enemies ;; a pair of people who were friends up until a certain point, but either realized they never really liked each other or one just dropped the other.

—— enemies because of a friend ;; a friend is the enemy of said person there for they also consider them an enemy (idk if that makes sense??).

—— enemies because of someone else ;; the two are fighting for the affection/attention of the same person.

—— competition/rivals ;; the two are always in competition whether it be over grades, athletics, or attention.

—— friends with benefits ;; friends who hook up and either have or haven’t blurred the lines between the physical and emotional connection.

—— relationship on the rocks ;; a relationship that is falling apart at the seams, the spark is gone but they just haven’t cut the cord.

—— mutual crushes ;; either they both have feelings for each other that is p obvious but aren’t ready to take the next step. or it can be one sided or both could be completely oblivious to the other liking them.

—— secret relationship ;; a relationship kept on the down low because of whatever reason.

—— one night stand ;; pretty straight forward. could have been an 'in the moment' thing, alcohol could have been involved. they could either be acting as if it didn’t happen, or completely awkward around each other because of it.

—— casual hook up ;; they aren’t friends, but will call each other whenever they need a lil sexual intercourse. basically like a booty call.

—— will they, won’t they ;; a pair of friends or maybe not friends who constantly flirt and act like a couple but it’s teetering on a cliff on whether or not they’ll take that step.

—— fling ;; an in the moment type thing where both know it’s not going to last or go past a certain point. maybe like a rebound. plot twist one actually catches some heavy duty feelings.

—— exes that ended good terms ;; a pair of exes that were on the same page when they broke up and have remained good friends and supportive of each other moving on/forward.

—— exes that ended on bad terms ;; a pair of exes that were 10/10 not on the same page and it’s all animosity between them and hate and aNGST. maybe one cheated, or just thought their shit didn’t stink and bailed with no explanation. the skies the limit for this.

—— exes that still hook up ;; a pair of exes that broke up but there is still that lingering sexual chemistry between them so the most talking they do know is without their clothes on.

—— exes with lingering feelings ;; exes that broke up but still have feelings towards each other and can’t help but feel jealous/hurt seeing the other with someone else.

—— ex friends with benefits ;; they thought they had it, but in the end it didn’t work. could be because deeper feelings got involved, a relationship started with someone else, fighting, etc.

—— first loves ;; they started dating when they were younger and were each others first serious relationship. that person that will always have that place no matter what.

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this is a roleplay blog penned by silver (they/she) for the group @fleelangston. this character is portrayed by a turkish face claim and his backstory reflects that.

the characters views on certain subjects might not reflect my views, as they're fictional characters inserted in an ongoing plotline.

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──── 𝑩𝑨𝑺𝑰𝑪𝑺 .

𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄. zafer bacalso-coughlan / zafer kurtoğlu (birth surname) 𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒.  zephyr (exclusively by soraya, his sister) 𝐀𝐆𝐄.  25 𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐃𝐀𝐘.  nov 30 𝐙𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐂.  sagittarius 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑. cis man 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐒.  he/him 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.  queer (shoot your shot), polyamorous (when he’s dating, it’s kinda “let’s bang other people together”, in addition to dating more than one person as long as everyone is dating each other) but can commit to a monogamous relationship (with the right person) 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐍.  istanbul, turkey (birthplace) / london, england (1 year old to 13 years old) / saratoga springs, ny, usa (14 years old to present day) 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒 𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍. english (british and american), turkish (loosely, stopped speaking ever since moving away from his birth family), latin (academically), spanish (understands, reads, and speaks some, but wouldn’t consider himself fluent), italian (same as spanish) 𝐎𝐂𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍. university student (art history and curatorial studies / conservation & restoration) / freelance art forgery consultant

──── 𝑨𝑷𝑷𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑪𝑬 .

𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌.  emre bey 𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑.  green 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑.  light brown 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐘𝐋𝐄.  well taken care of, frames his face nicely alongside his beard. for sexual partners, it makes you wanna put your hands through his hair and pull it. 𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓. 5ft10 (1,78m) 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂(𝐒).  mischievous smirk, nice hands with long fingers of someone who has a good sleight of hand, well cut beard with mustache, bright and observant green eyes, a beauty mark near his cheekbones, toned body due to boxing and gym, tired eye bags of someone who doesn’t get a lot of sleep. 𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐑𝐄.  xxx 𝐏𝐈𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒. three silver upper helix piercings on his right ear. 𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐒. a raven on his upper back, near his left shoulder.

──── 𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑺𝑶𝑵𝑨𝑳𝑰𝑻𝒀 .

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆.  DONTTRUSTME by 3OH!3 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐔𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.  life of the party, shameless & always up to something. might start karaoke with a chaotic rendition of 3OH!3, flirt with your partner, and walk away with someone’s designer lighter. claims he has no secrets, only dirty shame — which definitely isn’t true because his hair is full of secrets. 𝐃𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄. learnt survival through strategy and self-preservation. carries a lot of repressed rage and grief, but covers it up with jokes, scams, and cleverness. shameless clown who also desperately wants love and stability. hears a lot that he’s too smart to be doing what he’s doing with his life, that he’s a wasted potential. 𝐏𝐎𝐒 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒.  patient, resourceful, charming, intelligent, observant, ambitious, easygoing, sweet talker. loyal to his chosen family, protective big brother energy, fun, magnetic, and flirty. 𝐍𝐄𝐆 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒.  conniving, self-serving, liar, proud, emotionally constipated, filled with existential dread, addictive, hedonistic, promiscuous. messy bean with internalized anger and endless emotional layers like a literal onion (he compartmentalized all of them and never looked back). 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄. acts of service, quality time & words of affirmation. he’s really genuine and warm towards his loved ones. 𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐍𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓.  chaotic neutral (moral alignment), entp (mbti), type 3 (enneagram). 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒.  lucifer morningstar (lucifer), lucien carr (kill your darlings), ferris bueller (ferris bueller’s day off), neal caffrey (white collar), loki (mcu), connor walsh (how to get away with murder), gina linetti (brooklyn 99), roman roy (succession), eleanor shellstrop (the good place), klaus hargreeves (loosely, umbrella academy).

  ────      𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒 .

poor sleeping habits, exercising as a coping mechanism for anger, smoking, drinking, obsession with art forgery and art theft, lies to get out of problems, drinks tea compulsively, give a middle finger whenever he crosses a church, one night stands as a replacement for affection, reading poetry while drunk on wine, procrastinating when he’s bored or insecure, self sabotage his own potential, analyzing people he comes across, identifying immediately exit points whenever he enters a room.

──── 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 .

𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒.  born into a wealthy british-turkish family with major inheritance stakes. his parents died mysteriously. he loved them, but they weren’t close, it was a relationship bound on duty. 𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐒.  he was supposed to inherit wealth, but his uncle politically ousted him, and kept everything. 𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒.  at 14, he was fostered and adopted internationally by the bacalso-coughlan dads, who gave him real love and safety for the first time in his life. he loves them more than anything and is really grateful for everything they did for him. 𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒. zafer loves his siblings and tries to act like a good older brother, but he’s not entirely sure if he gets the desired outcome. he teases them a lot, as every older brother should, but it’s a ride or die situation. he would get arrested for them, and for someone who brags about never getting caught, that’s big.

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Kill Your Darlings as text posts

pt. 2: Lucien Carr edition

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“It’s complicated.”

“Perfect. I love complicated.”

- Kill Your Darlings, 2013

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EMRE BEY menajerimi ara: 45. bölüm

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LUCIEN: - freshman? ALLEN: - yes.

{ lucien hands him his glass. } LUCIEN: - excellent. i love first times. i want my whole life to be composed of them. life is only interesting if life is w i d e. 

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Sixteen lovers and one who craves - stone softness