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I’m sorry but is falling in love with a teacher weird? But I don’t mean it in that sexual or down bad like I want him to slut me out 😭😭 like no way but I mean In that way like falling in love with his calm and reassuring demeanour like he really feels like a parent to me but I’m in love with the fact that he feels like he cares for me and just supports me for whatever I’m going through and I have told him some pretty rough shit but he’s non judgemental you know? In the sense that he fills that empty void within me I mean I want to tell him how I feel about him and how he makes me feel safer than anything and he’s like the four walls and a roof over my head almost sheltering me with his comforting words of wisdom I just love the fact that he’s just there and you know I don’t feel like aroused by him but more of that platonic love for him like I’m attracted by his way of thinking and his unique way of words and emotionally I’m just a hopeless romantic anyways but you see the point so I just feel like hugging him I mean he would fill that void of me not getting to hug my dad so I can hug him so it can comfort that emptiness in me but I guess that’s is a bit of a grey area and may Lead to misunderstanding and will be a bit of a stretch as it’s a teacher student kind of bond but I managed to create a bit of a friendship with him I guess but I have him for the next two years so I’m excited to only think about him and him only I guess 😭😅😊

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INDEED THEY ARE OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME

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I can literally talk about anything and maybe people will see it but who cares anyways I don’t think I will delete this account I’ll just let it be like someone may see it if they do then cool! Lol anyways idk how I’m still standing in 2024 my life felt like it ended In September 2023 but you know it is what it is they say and they said it will be fun going to college but bro the switch from high school into college is BRAZY I felt like I was in a whole new world like the freedom like bro almost like American high school like you know and omg people are so fucking rude to my lecturer like the way they compared him to this character in the movie monster house and the way it looks crazy accurate is so funny but it’s quiet harsh but he awesome so kudos to you John for being a parent to me lol I guess you’ll be my new dad for a good two years I mean you will be putting up with me for two years but make sure you don’t die int hose two years or less like someone who did. Ah it’s such a tragic loss I hate to think that he’s dead. My pea brain can’t comprehend such a significant loss it’s just not happening but I miss you dad I hope you are doing well up there but I don’t know why I’m posting this on here idk what this app will do to me but I guess it’s better to put my thoughts out somewhere and maybe someone can help me ❤️‍🩹 it’s fine I’m getting help anyways but either way it’s better to let these thoughts out publically and whatnot

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I’m so new to this app b I have heard of this platform when I was watching a documentary of Elisa lam and her tragic crime case story and it was very shocking like it scared the jins and johns out of me because I had to sleep knowing that the people at the hotel bathed and maybe have drunken the water from a decomposed body in a tank like mate if that’s not creepy then idk what is like if they noticed discolouration in the water then why would you even use the water for anything and if it has a smell the bonus points for even more bizarre shit cuz woah 😭 anyways I’m getting way over board with this but I remember her tumblr page is still somewhere here so I’m gonna try see if it’s still up or not but yeah I feel so bad for her and she had bipolar I think it was mentioned in the documentary that she had to be moved to another room because the people in the room complained about her behaviour but bro that documentary made me so eerie like I was looking at my hangers cuz I thought my clothes were gonna start moving like bro it was a documentary alright it did shake my shivers out my timbers that’s for sure but yea it was quite the documentary but the blonde women in that show talking about her she felt like she was apart of it like she didn’t seem genuine and shit like the women was hiding something I could see it through her but anyways I’ll stop her for my first post.