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I am taking care of a loved one with cancer who is doing chemo, im disabled myself, and I am having a mental health crisis. I've not been able to work much despite working mostly from home because I have been so soulcrushingly busy with all the caretaking, housekeeping, and being disabled. I've been busy to the extent that I've been sleeping 2-3 hours a night on average for a while now. It is killing me. We need survival funds. I can't make enough for us to get by, and I am making less and becoming worse at my job from the exhaustion. Anything helps, and there's more details in her gfm. You can also dm me for details.

I've got an art blog (examples below) @theartistrans and patreon where you you can buy art of check out tiers if you'd like to get some neat stuff in return for helping.

Payypall -- kofi

Cashhapp -- Vennmo

$0/$300

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the only reliable, effective way of "protecting children" is education. but people don't want to hear that because they don't actually care about protecting children, they care about protecting a mythologised ideal of innocence

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affirmations

i am a complex organism brutally engineered by uncaring forces of nature

i am a product of billions of years and trillions of deaths

i am building a machine greater than myself

i am able to make phone calls and appointments

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hey guys please help me

as my long time followers probably know, i've had long covid syndrome since 2021. last september my condition suddenly got a lot worse and ive scarcely been able to get out of the house since. standing up for longer than ten minutes is basically impossible, and all the comorbid conditions ive accrued in the meantime have also gotten much, much worse. i've been unable to work, and my only financial support is my single mother who is disabled as well.

we've tried basically every treatment option that is available in this shithole of a country, but none of them are covered by national insurance and we are running out of money and options. there is a clinic in my city who does stellate ganglion block injections, which have helped some people with LC. the cost of two injections is 400.000 forint, or 1180 dollars, which we are not able to afford

since gofundme is not available in hungary i set up a ko-fi goal for this

i hate to have to e-beg again, but i dont have anything in the way of income right now and since my condition is not a recognized disability in hungary i dont get any financial support from the government either. this is my last resort

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There's more details in my previous post abt this, but im taking care of a loved one with cancer, who started chemo last week. I am the main provider and I've not been able to work much lately between all of the caretaking, housekeeping, and being disabled myself.

Her insurance is trying to deny her coverage, and we can't afford bills this month, her next treatment copay, or really much at all. Right now, we urgently need about $900 to cover all of our immediate needs. Can't stress enough her case is treatable, insurance is just evil and there are a lot of extraneous costs involved in chemo.

She has a gfm if you want to give there, but I am putting my links below bc this is urgent.

PP--$C--V

I also have an art blog if you'd like to receive something in return, you can check that out @theartistrans or on patreon

Proof above but dm for more/more details.

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Genie

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NEED HELP

Hi everyone,

I’m a college student facing serious financial difficulties. I’m currently two months behind on rent and struggling to afford basic needs like groceries and bills. My situation has gotten worse and I’m now at a point where I can’t even afford food. It’s been extremely stressful and I urgently need help to get through this tough time. I’m in urgent need of some help right now. Please help in any way possible. Any amount would be very helpful. Please consider helping.

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There's more details in my previous post abt this, but im taking care of a loved one with cancer, who started chemo last week. I am the main provider and I've not been able to work much lately between all of the caretaking, housekeeping, and being disabled myself.

Her insurance is trying to deny her coverage, and we can't afford bills this month, her next treatment copay, or really much at all. Right now, we urgently need about $900 to cover all of our immediate needs. Can't stress enough her case is treatable, insurance is just evil and there are a lot of extraneous costs involved in chemo.

She has a gfm if you want to give there, but I am putting my links below bc this is urgent.

PP--$C--V

I also have an art blog if you'd like to receive something in return, you can check that out @theartistrans or on patreon

Proof above but dm for more/more details.

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Asking my friends if they wanna do something together is so nerve wracking what if they say no and admit that they've always hated me and then they come and beat me to death with sticks

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not all loyal characters have a dog motif and that’s okay sometimes they just have a soul of a head accountant helping their boss w embezzlement you know

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Hm i wonder why i feel so disconnected? *watches from afar* *watches from afar* *watches from afar* *watches from afar* *watches from afa

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People don't like to admit it bcs cringe or w/e but Homestuck really did revolutionize the webcomic as a storytelling medium and I am endlessly frustrated that before webcomic artists could really stretch our legs fucking webtoonz swooped in, set a new, more restrictive standard, and then monetized and monopolized the ever living fuck out of the concept of The Webcomic until it drove away anyone who couldn't be a professional quality manga artist for free, and now the only webcomics that actually feel like spiritual successors to Homestuck are so obscure they're basically cult classics that you have to beg people to read.

Like it's just so wild to be in high school and see Homestuck be like "we're using like fifteen different artistic mediums to tell this story bcs we can" and be really fucking inspired by that, only to grow up and see basically every webcomic ever have to conform to One Single Standard or fucking perish.

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What was your obscure chatroom/forum that you used before social media? Don’t say Gaia Online or Club Penguin. I’m talking obscure.

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📦 Shipping update: we're not delivering your parcel because you are intrinsically evil

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There is a fire in my heart that no one can see‼️

This is the Third time I’ve lived through the brutality of hunger its harshness, its silence.

I walk through the streets of the city and find nothing to feed my children.

🩸The first time was last year, when I documented my situation holding onto a piece of bread after over a month of deprivation.

🩸The second time was 6 months ago when I brought some flour for my family and I was very tired because it was a very long walk.

🩸Now, I’m reliving that same pain.

The helplessness before my children, the heartbreak, it feels like I’m failing as a father. This is the very definition of powerlessness. I am of no use to them.💔💔

*Do you feel the weight of this hunger in my heart?

*Can you hear the cries of my children’s empty stomachs?

*Is anyone out there listening?

*Can anyone help us or Or convey the voice of this hunger to those who can help us?

Please donate, we are in dire need of your humanity. I hope you will not leave us to die in this harsh hunger. We want to feel that there is someone we can rely on to lighten this burden a little.

My campaign is verified on Gazavetters under # (88).

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As someone in and around their 30’s it has been INSANE to see feminism in popular media descend through

Women can wear pants and play sports and that’s equality. Women don’t just belong inside the house. This woman has a career

This woman can be a mechanic just like a man could. She’s probably still a lesbian, though, which is basically the closest to a man a woman can *be*, and explains everything. But she’s still a person!

If a woman superhero CHOOSES to wear stilettos to fight crime, that’s girl power! This comic character written and designed by men wears a bikini and has a waist size of 12 inches because it makes her FEEL POWERFUL! Girls don’t HAVE to dress boyish to be strong! She can make you a sandwich AND be a feminist! Girl power!

What, are you saying women HAVE to do boy things to be taken seriously? Who are you to tell a woman what to do? Maybe some women NEED to get their hair and nails done twice a month to feel powerful! Maybe a lot of women WANT to be stay-at-home moms!

What I don’t think you understand is that women have an inherent feminine spirituality which guides them towards maternal and nurturing paths. Women need to honour their divine female aura to keep their. Their fuckin. Their chakras together or some shit. You should put quartz up your hooha and huff wheatgrass. Leaving manual labour and science and technology to men is natural and good for you spiritually

Uh she can’t do that, that’s a blue job, she’s a pink job girly. Food? Yeah, she’s having #girl dinner, which is a handful of almonds. Time for our 15 step skincare routine, which is empowering. Hashtag #girlboss. Ew no, touching dirt? She’s just a girl. You can’t expect a girl to do that. Haha #girl logic

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just saw a video of ocean vuong discussing how as a professor he has noticed that his students are more and more self conscious at attempting to be poets or writers even when it is what they want simply because they do not want to be perceived as cringe. we must free ourselves from the chains of cringe. the truth is people will perceive you whether you do what you want or do nothing at all….