hellbeloved

[hellbeloved]

yes hi hello it's me, el kiwi. i'll get this blog officially set up over christmas!

[hellbeloved]

uuaaauuuaagh verses until i get my shit together.

- charlie THEE stallion canon, aka the only canon for this baby bc we’re absolutely canon & fandon divergent. avoiding it like the plague!

- habbo hotel for the ogs who still write...... idk how much ill use it tho but itll Be There for those that want it & tagged

- de/ad by dayli/ght. smth smth uhhh imagine like a business major who's also taking psychology and maybe has some untoward ties to lucifer (her dads name funnily enough) & being the antichrist

- f/f1/4!!!! ahh ahh ahhh!!!! i dont have anything for this yet. smth smth voidling? sharp teeth, claws, rosy cheeks? she would be smth cute and eldritch and have no clue whats going on but listen, she just wants to help and THATS whats important here ok. your ears will get pulled.

- oh and ur standard typical human au bc she HAS to have it. in 2 flavors, modern probably, and 1920s

- piggybacking off of standard human au, she’ll deffo have like... an immortal au? (smth smth family line, the magne family is a big figurehead name that’s carried through the ages, very private family & something’s not quite Right about their ancestors but anyone who’s looked too deeply into it has died so hehe)

but she’ll also have a verse where she just jumps into the human realm throughout history for funsies, isn’t Actually human, she just looks the part & stays there until she’s at risk of getting caught & just jumps back ‘n forth. makes for a fun dynamic when she has to confront the mortifying reality of getting attached & not letting the other person know she’s a demon Lol (also smth smth ‘guardian angel’)

[hellbeloved]

im jsut saying. her end of year message 2 her mom would be so depressing, like i want 2 believe she’d send a voice message that eventually gets heard by her mom but? no, i’m going to make it worse. i think she rarely texts her mom bc she thinks calling is a much easier means of reaching her, even if the result is still the same, and yet this would absolutely be one of those unsent text type deals

it’d be the same for luci, but i don’t think she’s probably texted him since her like... teen years u know. anyways what im saying is she’d equally write an excited end of year text message and they’d taper off into smth really sad i.e ‘i wish you understood / listened’ (luci) and ‘i wish you were around’ (lili)

LIKE no i am still on my depressing shit charlie loves her parents so much, and i keep thinking abt her transition from like. being close to luci during childhood to eventually harkening to lilith and despite it all she desperately wants both of their approval in equal measure while trying to not defy the dichotomy between their views and her own. she’s trying to be faithful to her own sense of self

and it hurts raggy