helloue

[helloue]

2:45pm

almost forgot that this was the whole point. read a few old posts & realised i had been grieving for a real long time. so much has happened since ive last felt safe enough to share any thoughts here. but life is good now & im happy again.

[helloue]

3:11am

why am i awake already when im probably dying inside?

[helloue]

8:51pm

"what are you so afraid of loser?" 'shall i end this pain for you?' "we should end the pain for both of us"

[helloue]

1:17am

[helloue]

1:06am

why did we ever want to grow up? this just aint it. 

also, this page has been dead for the longest time?! the hell. 

[helloue]

1:14am

If you wanna run away with me, I know a galaxy and I can take you for a ride

[helloue]

4:01pm

damn, the things i would give up just to relive one of those carefree days.

[helloue]

2:41am

i interact with at least one guy a day that makes me thank god for the fact that i listen to girl in red.

[helloue]

1:25am

a new chapter. i will be okay.

[helloue]

11:59pm

red lights, stop signs, i still see your face in the white cars, front yards

[helloue]

2:13pm

thanks (not really) for taking away the only platform ive sought comfort from for over a decade. depresso. 

[helloue]

11:56pm

happy quarter life crisis, me. 

[helloue]

7:37am

the reality of graduating is starting to hit me. for years ive been hiding behind this title; telling people that i still had X amount of years left, and how graduating seemed so far away. itll soon be my final semester (or so, i hope), and i think its important to remind myself that these feelings of anxiety and stress are normal and valid. get some sleep, it would be alright.

[helloue]

8:07am

all these lost friendships will forever haunt me.

[helloue]

1:27pm

i think i'm hilarious, at times.

[helloue]

11:42pm

back at it.

[helloue]

5:44am

do you ever just stare out at those other tiny lit rooms, wondering whats keeping them up too?