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We all have some point in our lives that we badly want to disappear, thinking that along with this is also the disappearance of our burdens in life.. We want to go to the place where we can seek peace and calmness, that certain place far away from chaotic reality.. that place where we could feel not only the surroundings' tranquility but also our mind's serenity. Being strong isn't always how long you can handle the situation; sometimes it's admitting to yourself that you can't do it anymore. Weakness isn't always crying over something; it's also smiling to conceal all the pain and sorrow you're experiencing. How paradoxical it is to be alone but not want to be lonely, to be cured by those who poisoned us.. How exhausting it is to feel empty yet still heavy… You know that it really hurts a lot when you really want to cry, but the void inside of you makes your eyes dry. I keep pushing people away, not because I don't want them to see my flaws, but because they might not understand despite seeing them.. All along, I thought I wanted to disappear, but what I really wanted was to be found.. to be found by someone who can truly understand my life—scribbled and profound.

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Lihim na kahulugan ng bawat letra.

May mga nawala man sa buhay natin, may kalumbayang dumating, pero dahil sa mga aral na natututunan natin sana ito yung maging pamantayan ng pagtanda natin. Na tatanda kayo (tayo) na dala-dala yung aral na itinuturo sa atin, dahil para sa’kin wala nang higit na bagay na magandang regalo pa na matatanggap ang isang tao, kundi yung madadala natin hanggang sa kamatayan.

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One of my biggest fears is getting attached to something that is not destined to be mine.

A job, a person, a place, or a dream..

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I've said it many times, but I've been drowning myself over and over again.

I cannot afford having an atlantis phase again, not this time and never will be.

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Thursday, April 11: i have learned you found someone new.. and no matter how i feel, I have to keep going.

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Mary Oliver, from “Hum Hum”, A Thousand Mornings

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kirsten sims / fernando pessoa

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peopleiveloved

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Bianca Stone, from What Is Otherwise Infinite: Poems; “Set Design”

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waking up early to go on walks when the world is just waking up will fix you!

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you are still learning, growing and healing. you are more than enough, and that’s what really matters :)

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"In the marginalia … we talk only to ourselves; we therefore talk freshly — boldly — originally — with abandonment — without conceit."

— Edgar Allen Poe

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Mary Oliver, In Blackwater Woods

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Sylvia Plath

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Susan Sontag, from As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks 1964-1980