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Trump Survival Appendix C: Jack’s Bug-Out Bag

Below is the contents of my bug-out bag, in no particular order. You may of course adjust this to your living situation and budget. Italicized items are items you can carry in the listed layer, but may or may not on a daily basis.

Pocket carry:

Smartphone

Cash, both US and foreign currencies

Knife, for defense and utility

Lockpick set and handcuff key

Concealed handgun (I don’t actually carry; illegal under 21 in my state)

Ammunition, two magazines

Backpack:

Firestarter (lighter or waterproof matches)

Phone charger

Pocket reference book

First-aid kit

Personal medication (Epipen)

Shemagh or keffiyeh

Gloves

LED flashlight or headlamp

Hand-crank or solar generator

Map of United States and some surrounding states (MA, NH, VT, CT, RI, ME)

Compass

Notepad and pen

Ear protection

Ammunition for handgun, three magazines

Parachute cord, 100ft

Duct tape, one roll

Electrical tape, one roll

Multitool

Condoms, non-lubricated, one box

Binoculars

Snare wire

Maxi pads, one box

Quarters, $10

Car bag:

Tool kit

Socket set

Adjustable wrench

Claw hammer

Mallet

Screwdrivers, Philips and flathead, min. two sizes each

Hand saw

Allen wrench set

Pliers

Wire cutters

Bolt cutters

Clamps

Measuring tape

Geiger counter and dosimeter

Military entrenching tool (folding shovel, but may offer other functions as well)

Road flares, flare gun

Signal mirror

Batteries, AA, AAA, 9-volt, D

Emergency radio

Long gun, .223 Remington

Ammunition, .223, minimum five magazines

Suppressors (if legal in your state)

Climbing or heavy-duty towing rope

Ziploc bags, one-gallon, min. 5

N95 dust mask

M40 gas mask

Sewing kit

Hygiene kit

Straight razor or disposable razor with 3 cartridges

Toothbrush, toothpaste, floss

Comb or hair brush

Waterless body wash and shampoo

Hand towel

Personal deodorant

Toilet paper, min. one roll

EMT trauma kit

Sleeping bag rated to -30F (depending on location)

Sunscreen, insect repellent, location-appropriate antivenom or medication (if you’re in the Southwest)

Camp cooking kit

Nonperishable, hypoallergenic survival rations, min. three days’

Water, min. 5L

Fuel, min. 10 gallons

Hand-pump water filter

Collapsible canteen or Camelback

Clothing and tactical wear

Underwear, min. 6 sets

Hiking socks, min. 6 sets (if no other clothes, carry socks and underwear)

Combat boots, one pair

Fatigue pants, one pair

Durable long-sleeve shirt

Durable short-sleeve shirt

Insulated windbreaker or fleece

Rain poncho

Shemagh or keffiyeh

Hat, brimmed or baseball

Gloves, one pair

Sunglasses, one pair

MOLLE vest or pouch harness

Thigh holster

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- From the beginning until the end -

by Pedro Gabriel

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The Golden Age of Children’s TV, the 90’s.

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Leon man... He’s the real MVP. All signs are saying he’s the one y'all.. Treats me like heaven and loves me like hell. Tried being poetic there haha.I always ask why is he so good to me… Leon is just hubby material , that's one of those feelings that you can't quite seem to find the words to describe how you're feeling yet it's an overwhelming feeling like HOLY FUCK , WHO SENT YOU ?!?!? kind of deal. It feels unreal sometimes that someone can love me like this but I know deep down that we both deserve it, to love and be loved right back. It's just been a long time coming that we asked ourselves are we even worthy of this kind of love coming from each other because we're so used to the bullshit our past had given us , we think that's what we deserve because at one point we were settling for it. But we know.. We are worthy at the end of the day.

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So please ask yourself: What would I do if I weren’t afraid? And then go do it.

Sheryl Sandberg, Lean In: Women, Work, and the Will to Lead (via wordsnquotes)

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So I've been highly depressed.. like I wanma fall off a cliff sad.. Everyone around me has lived and I have yet to do anything. Just about everyone has kids. I'm not ready for one. I know I promise myself that I swore off of men with kids because I would feel conflicted between them and their past. Example, Mister Herman as me and Kevin called him, two kids and an ex wife that he was sealed to. Grest fucking job rose. You just can't seem to get your shit together,can you. Leon is a good guy, better than herman... He has a kid which is a whole other alley way you'll have to go down and explore soon. Nervous as fuck. I used to tell my girlfriends who were involved with men with kids like how do you it and now I find myself In the midst of it. And I honestly just say well you love him so you'll love the kid as well as if they were your own because that's a piece of him as well. I hate adulting god. I'm so scared of failing out here. Hell I don't even know how to drive. Gotta figure out this doctor shit. I wanted to come out here and now I'm wondering if I came at the wrong time because I was supposed to be on my A game out here and I'm honestly tired as shit. I wanna sleep all the time. But today my body is like sleep or die. I munch on these dried mango slices to cope with my anxiety and anything that troubles me and to stay focused. Wish I could just go into the military already. Hate living this kind of life. Every time I try to do something, I get set back. Nancy's is actually optimistic towards me when I told her my troubles, how I feel like shit , how Leon is a genius and I'm a doorknob just sitting there listening to him talk whether it's business or whatever else. She says you're only 20 , you still got a lot going for you. You know I saw a shooting star for the first time yesterday. Leons friend pointed it out, it looked so cool yet so weird. Can you believe it. My wish on that shooting star was about Leon. I couldve wished about anything else but I chose to wish about leon. Sex wise, I like making him cum. Too bad I'm a sex addict and I always want to have sex. Although I keep it to myself. It get frustrating at times. Sometimes it becomes overwhelming and I know If I ever did voice that I wanted to , his dick would fall off because of how often I want to do it. I feel like the devil is trying to get to me. Meanwhile I'm over here sexually frustrated , got these other guys in my inbox trying to be nice and then go and say how they could fuck me better than Leon can and how I wouldn't be able to keep up with them. I tell them I'm happy with Leon and he fucks me real good so they can go fuck off. Men seem to be all talk nowadays. They talk you up real good but no one can seem to keep up ? Either leave them paralyzed or their dick falls off from trying to keep up. God I'm so bothered. Everything seems to be irritating me today.. Get your shit together rose.. Why does this always happen. Insecurities and bullshit.

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And there will be nights when your life will fall apart and no one will notice the mornings you spend putting it back together.

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You’ll meet her, she’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many days at a time. You’ll see, when she smiles, you’ll love her.

Pan’s Labyrinth, Dir. Guillermo del Toro (via wordsnquotes)

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Detachment is not that you should own nothing, but that nothing should own you.

Ali ibn Abi Talib (via wordsnquotes)

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Eat her pussy and support all her goals and dreams.

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Sexaholic here. I feel I’m always having sex on my mind because it relieves me. I’m the kind of girl that will bust or a make a man bust 8 times a day and still want to keep going. It’s the only thing I can do without feeling like I’m about to die.

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Every time I get a feeling or a nudge like a person’s actions or words that I’m being too clingy. I just completely fuck off. I get angry inside because I always have it in my mind that someone else would enjoy it. My experience with men have let me know that there will be someone who don’t care about all my flaws. Rather than hate it, they love it. In the past few years dealing with different guys, heart aches & sadly breaking hearts. I found if one guy didn’t like a certain thing, another guy would love the fuck out of it. It’s been so hard to stumble upon one who likes the whole mix. I thought oh yea the last one, he was great , and now I have Leon and he likes me for me, although he talks about me being clingy a lot and he told me about the stages of clinginess. Honestly, I don’t believe in that shit. If a girl is stage 5 clingy.He reminds me of Harrison all of a sudden bringing up my clinginess.. Harrison said I scared him. I wonder who actually wants my attention 24 hrs..