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“don’t trust any negative thoughts you have past 9 pm” girlies when they have negative thoughts before 9 pm

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I look to the future and see nothing but an emptiness devoid of all hope....

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What I would give just to wake up one day feeling well rested man I’m so exhausted

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me when I am feeling the need for a relapse so I paint what I want inside of doing it and then get compliments 🙄😑

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there’s a difference

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yes ofc i’m normal and can be trust around sharp objects

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Not many people talk about how deep emotional neglect hurts you.

I’m afraid to want things. I’m afraid to ask for help. I’m afraid to tell someone something if they seem in a bad mood. I can’t process when someone is nice to me. I can’t handle rejection, but my brain literally short circuits if someone gives me a compliment to the point where sometimes the rejection is better.

There are lots of overlap with emotional abuse, but emotional neglect hurts just as much. And it’s even worse that it usually goes undetected, so a lot of people can’t tell they’re being neglected until it’s too late.

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I thought things were getting better. I truly did… what an absolute idiot I am.