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I have to keep telling myself

Maybe things are not over

Maybe it never will

Even though darkness slumbers

I’ve won and earned my price

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Selfhate never stops.. it just sleeps sometimes..

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I was not happier skinnier. I was not happier smoking, harming myself, isolating or sleeping more.

I can not want back a version of myself I never was.

I’m happier now.

I’M HAPPIER NOW.

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"Doing your best" means "doing what you can without harming your mental and physical health" not "doing something with no regards for your own limits."

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“This is what I like about photographs. They’re proof that once, even if just for a heartbeat, everything was perfect.”

— Jodi Picoult

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-Meggie Royer

December 13, 2020

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Trying to stay alive is how I really spend my time.

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En wanneer ik te veel dingen met iemand deel dan wil ik die dingen terugnemen maar dat gaat niet dus dan loop ik maar weg, alsof het nooit gebeurd is.

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Someone: “how’s life?”

*Me, thinking of the 57 mental breakdowns I’ve had today*: “things are okay :)”

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sorry i cant hang out with u today i have to catch up on my crying