hexcryingwolf
hexcryingwolf
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hexcryingwolf · 4 months ago
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remember the time Glip invited Mike PMD-E into the server and stuck him in a quarantine channel with some other problem users, probly wanting to do their whole public execution thing with him but he just hung out and talked about random shit like a regular guy so they eventually just removed him
im not commenting on what Mike may have done in the past or anything its just really interesting in retrospect to see how normal people would act when they were immune to the culty bullshit
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hexcryingwolf · 5 months ago
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hexcryingwolf · 5 months ago
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Everyone is so weird about people who cry easily. Fellas, is it evil and manipulative to *checks notes* have an involuntary stress response?
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hexcryingwolf · 6 months ago
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whenever my depression goes down the no self worth/extreme self hate route my mind always comes back here. i still crave some kind of validation from people who stopped caring about me a long time ago. i miss people who ended up being liars at best and dangerous at worst.
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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so, after all of that im cutting off the ssa mods. im gonna retire this blog too, but not delete it; im gonna go back and un-private some posts that are more just info about my experiences. because flora is still a cult, Glip is still dangerous, and speaking out against them is the right thing to do. i just wanna take a day or two however long i feel like to clear my head of all this first
but, yeah. since i wont be communicating with the ssa mods anymore im not gonna kno about it when Glip does more stupid shit. im not gonna keep tabs on them myself, i dont think there's any point in me doing that. just gonna have my side of the story out there and back off from it all. like i shouldve done in the first place.
im truly sorry to anyone i treated unfairly. regardless of what people told me and what i believed, my actions are my own and i was a bitch at times. this blog shouldve just been about what i went through, not contributing to any new drama. if anyone has any grievances about my behaviour they wanna talk about, send an ask or dm. i am more than willing to take accountability for my own fuck ups, always have been, always will be.
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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i can only take responsibility for what ive said, i cant speak for anyone else
this is all i ever said to/about Grim
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and i said it based on an incorrect assumption the ssa mods made without any real proof.
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they still believe it
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i have apologized to Grim directly
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i never even really invested in the Casper/Sean stuff anyway
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i certainly didnt spend all of wednesday arguing about it; i was working. this is hard for me to prove because all of the work i did is under NDA so i cant show it. i tried to find a way to get a record of my activity from that day but im fucking stupid so i couldnt figure it out
i dont know the full truth about the carbonato account. this is what Hare told me
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i never posted to kf. Ashe and Hare have taken all responsibility for the accounts
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i have never been a member of the ssa account
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i left Iris' server months ago
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i cant give any more than this. i know it might not mean much at all to anyone who was hurt by ssa's actions and im guilty by association anyway, but i never intended to be involved with people who would say such horrible things about someone's tragedy as was said to Grim. i should have kept this blog as a way to personally vent about flora and Glip but i didnt, i put my trust in the wrong people again. im just so hurt and embarrassed by this entire situation. i shouldve known better
this doesnt make me entirely blameless. i know i can be a bitch and have temper problems. all i can do is try and work on them going forward. i dont wish harm on anyone involved in any of this, i just want to try and move forward
im sorry.
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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full denial
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no hang on, ima stop you right there whether it satisfies you or not, its a pretty fucking valid explanation actually
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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the part where Eevee completely removes her actions and the actions of her friends from the equation is the same thing my former friend who ratted out my venting to flora did when i confronted him about it so that sucks
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he retroactively rewrote my intention for wanting to reconnect with him after a previous fallout. i missed him and wanted to be friends again when his actions weren't a factor (because i didnt know he had done that)
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this fucking sucks too. like this is such blatant flora-pilled behaviour. this guy was booted from the server not long after i left, and look how recently he rewrites the narrative to where HE didnt do anything incorrect, no matter how hypocritical
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no hang on, ima stop you right there whether it satisfies you or not, its a pretty fucking valid explanation actually
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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valid grievances with the culture of the community they moderate wont stop Glip because they cant read
seriously though, ive been thinking about the way we all get dismissed as lying KFers, but little if any stories and accusations originate from KF. even people who went to KF like Twee really only did it because they didnt feel safe to speak out anywhere else Glip used to have the influence to have an army of fans rise up against any detractors. i know, i was one of those cringe """puppy-pile"" assholes. but now that they cant silence people, most are speaking out on tumblr, twitter, in discords, on youtube...
but as long as Glip ignores allllll of those, then KF is all that remains
I’m curious, in the first ask about this topic (finalcord’s statement), you mentioned that it sparked a discussion within Final’s friends (some being victims) what did they think of the statement
You can leave everyone in the messages/screenshots anonymous.
I don't have screenshots to provide, but was directly told what happened from the person who did this. This person is not someone who has spoken about their experience in the Floraverse community publicly. This is how they described what happened:
I've actually talked to Final about a lot of the stuff that has been brought up on the site, and I think its tune is much different after a night of talking. I didn't really get to say much before it just threw out the document. The thing is I guess too is that Final and Kero both extremely regret those times. But I don't think it's ever actually thought about how X is bad because Y. I kinda went off with literally all the things that you can find on the site and what happened to [redacted victim who also has not spoken of their story publicly]. I think I've finally gotten through to people that Glip just sucks. It was extremely depressing for everyone else, but so be it. I am tired of being nice
Another, different anonymous victim who has decided to not speak of their story publicly (And not the victim the person I am quoting above is referring to) reached out to me and said this:
Man, I could have swornd I had heard Final was done with the cult for years. I almost gotta wonder given how long it's been out of the Flora game if Final was contacted by Glip and put up to defending them.
Which is a good question, Glip is known to reach out to people who have been otherwise cut off from the cult to demand they do something. I know someone who has been out and who Glip was actively hostile too that Glip contacted via Discord to berate because this individual drew wholesome fanart of Floraverse OC's and shared it in some private spaces. Glip did this to prevent this person from drawing or using Floraverse characters ever again. There is also the fact Kasran was actively put up by Glip to confront Bex about leaving the community and the private letter she wrote about it to her therapist. Kasran had to do this to get in good graces with the community again.
I wonder if Final was put up to this.
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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i dunno what it means that i always question my memory of the bad times considering the minutiae i remember about good or even neutral times. i remember the most random, inconsequential things from being a fan of Glip's with utmost confidence. things that hurt me though? sounds fake, must be a me problem.
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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this has always been such a baffling thing to me
if this somehow gets to Glip i have 2 questions:
- why did you feel you needed to take preventative measures against becoming a cult?
- what were said measures?
because this is NOT something folks generally have to worry about when creating a chat room about a webcomic. like im not even being sassy here, if this is true (and i trust the source here) i want to understand
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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Glip's take that Tomie is a bewitching predator who uses her beauty to manipulate people into doing her bidding and that there's no more depth to it than that...
is probably not an unusual take for most readers
i just think its interesting that this is Glip's take when you remember Tomie is a minor in most of the stories and the first story is about how she was raped by her teacher
just, considering what Glip believes about certain other minors who were preyed on by adults
i just think its interesting
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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Glip doesnt believe Marl belongs in jail because Glip doesnt believe theres anything wrong with raping animals (obviously not because they do it themself and theyve Never Done Anything Wrong). their bahaviour this entire time has strongly hinted at it and id say this comment is all the confirmation needed
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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#floraverse mfs when they tell you to show your whole ass and you actually do#like do they just think that everyone who shows the most vulnerable parts of them is just??? going to be perfect???#especially when you abuse them for what you told them to expose in themselves#no shit they're going to lose their entire mind#you keep violating intimate and private parts of people in horrific ways
OK BUT FOR REAL THOUGH encouraging people to drop all their armour and show their weaknesses then getting angry when they're scared and defensive?? digging and clawing at people's insecurities then getting pissed that they bite back eventually?
something that i really had to realize, after being in flora made me feel like this awful, abusive, manipulative monster, was that the culture of the community brought out the absolute worst in me. afraid, lashing out, believing every wrong impression of me because flora really does make you believe that the person you become when pushed to the brink is the REAL you
they want you to question your every thought and action. you must never misstep because any small pain inflicted will be blown from molehill to mountain. youre told that every word of dissent from the outside is this conspiracy to harm these people who have made themselves into the ultimate victims. the most heinous things like sexual assault and the predation of children and animals is ridiculously prevalent in that space and no one seems to be acting appropriately horrified about that and holy FUCK it made me feel INSANE that i would get upset when people talked about raping animals flippantly because ISNT ANYONE ELSE BOTHERED BY THIS????
being under CONSTANT duress making you a bit less than flawless?? How Can This Be????
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no hang on, ima stop you right there whether it satisfies you or not, its a pretty fucking valid explanation actually
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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“the common factor is us” oh my god theyre so self aware about it too its hilarious they just outrght admitted it! they cant just worm their way out of it like that and be like “oh but it isnt” in the next line
they have no idea what reality is
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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no hang on, ima stop you right there whether it satisfies you or not, its a pretty fucking valid explanation actually
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hexcryingwolf · 1 year ago
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you know, the floraverse roleplay servers are the worst roleplay servers i've ever seen. aside from the Abuses, the DMs have no concept of separating OOC from IC and blend their feelings in with their characters. There aren't any rules against blending in general, from what I can tell, and none of them adhere to roleplaying etiquette.
It's damaging as fuck, and I am so, so sorry that you went through Floraverse's heinousness.
i left before the full on rp stuff was a thing, but even before then we were encouraged to like, embody our characters, especially angels. Like it wasnt a rule that you had to or anything, its something Glip did a ton and other people started doing it and it was part of the culture of the space one time i put on a pfp and changed my nickname to my angel who embodied my contradictory feelings of both being self-loathing and self-centered, because i was actively spiraling over that stuff. i seem to remember at least one person reaching out excited to see me doing that? and it felt really weird because i think i knew i it was a cry for help but trying to do it in flora language and it was just really weird. i dont even remember what exactly they were excited or happy about? one time i had written a "callout" about how i was feeling mistreated by the mods, and instead of just talking about it we did a scene where they all played angels and they cast me as my vassal character. so i assumed i was meant to fight them off? because to me i had been mistreated, intentionally or not, and i didnt wanna submit to that treatment yanno? which i find out later was Not the intention and they considered the scene to be a disaster because i didnt listen to their pain or something? like nevermind that the pain i was feeling that led me to writing the callout in the first place was never addressed (afaik Glip at least hadnt even read it at the time), how was i supposed to know they wanted to talk about their genuine feelings through the mask of these characters?
also looking back at logs im reminded of a member who i guess said my "shitty self image and hating my physical body" angel was hot and fuck this horny sex cult for making that kind of behaviour normal
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