I live. I am human. I am a teenager. I am a guy. I live for something greater. I struggle with the basics. I groan at the usual. But I keep living to do what has been asked of me. You can call me Speedy. I'm here to reach out to the ones I love and care for. Once in a while I'll get sentimental, or deep, and probably blog something like it. My life has simple aims, and a difficult path to them. I deal with it the best I can. I am Speedy. I am Christian, but do not fear me, for I will love you regardless. I guess this is the chance for anyone who cares, to see the depths of my mind, and everything it holds, dark or bright. Happy or sad. Read my thoughts or leave them, they are yours to criticize.
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I could have been somebody better. I could have done something more meaningful. But if I sat here dwelling on all I'm not and never will be... My thought will only grow darker..... I guess we wouldn't want that.
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Well hi there
People still loving on my ancient tumblr posts. Maybe I should use this again o.o
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New Blog
After a lot of thinking and time spent finding myself in Christ, I have decided to start a new blog page for a more interactive community. I don't have it set up yet and I won't be deleting this page (though I have considered it). If you would like to become a subscriber to my new page please send me a message in some way, shape, or form and I will let you know as soon as its up and going. Speedy shutting up.
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I TOLD YOU I'M ON AN FF5 KICK GUYS!!!!! GAAAAH I'M INFECTED!!!!!
DON'T HELP ME! I LOVE IT!!!!!!
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Hey guys! Yeah you! You right there! Reading this! Pray! PRAY NOW!
Seriously
Hey if you guys wouldn’t mind, would you please keep my dad’s safety in your prayers tonight? There was a homicide just a few houses down on my street. The entire area has just been surrounded all day today, and still is, and my dad works not too far down from it.
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I pledge allegiance to the U-S-Cray
Everybody everywhere right now because I said so
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I'm on a FF5 kick guys...
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Sneaker-heads be like: "Ohhh he got the Velcro!"
Macklemore
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someones still butt hurt they can't use babblr.
idec anymore... just mad about chrome... it's like a micro version of the hatred I have for Apple.
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Disney asks? Answer them all.
Aurora (first kiss): Uhmm... hmm... well this sucks.... it was upside downish... we were in my basement laughing about something just kind of staring at each other... it had been at least a month or two in I guess... and she just kind of looked at me and said 'kiss me.' I'm not going to lie and say it didn't feel amazing at the time... but what it all turned into five to seven months later... well yeah that sucked... sorry it's not more romantic... bittersweet memory
Rapunzel (bucket list): I don't have one written... but uhmm... it would be incredible to-own a sexy fine all-black 97' Toyota Supra-Visit/temporarily live in London and see the rest of the U.K.-Create the computer setup of my dreams-Be an incredible father (seriously)-Hmm... OHHH!!! Go to the wedding of one of my closest friends... Shocktrooper... at least that's what I call him... gamer buddy who's been there for me and helped me in ways I can't begin to describe. I love that guy a lot. I pray God keeps him safe while he's serving in the USAF. God Bless Our Troops
Dory (something I've been told I can't forget- 2good 1bad): Uhmm... well now that I have to bring one to mind... I can't...
-My youth pastor told me a while ago that he felt like it was God's plan for me to be in youth ministry... I thought that was really cool... and it's been on my mind for a while.
Hmmm... that's all I want to say for now
Pocahontas (something I taught somebody): Idk? I've taught friends some ins and outs of computers, like my brother taught me, like google taught him... so I guess that counts
Mulan (Do i trust my gut?): Yes...? I think so. I feel like my gut is pretty much in my head, and my head 'gut' is what I know is right... or what feels right... and hopefully that's being influenced positively. Normally I do yeah. But that doesn't mean I always make spontaneous decisions. Sometimes my gut needs fed some info.
Jasmine (really trust somebody): Well trust is a vague term... Trust somebody how? Trust them in general? Trust them with a secret or job? There's been a few times when I've really trusted somebody in general. Most of the time those ended badly... and that hurt... Is it easy? Trusting somebody... REALLY TRUSTING THEM... whether with something life important... or with who you are at your most exposed... I mean... that's never easy.
Belle (close with somebody nobody likes): I have a new friend here, Andrew. I wouldn't say I'm super close with him... but lately I'm his only real friend... and nobody else likes him. He has an extreme tendency to be a jerk and say or do the wrong thing... but he's okay by me. When you get to really know him he can actually be a really cool person... nobody else see's that... but I really don't care. I'll stick up for him. I'm glad I'm his friend. He's been a closer friend to me than most people have here.
Ariel (where do I belong why?): That's a fantastic question. Get back to me when I have an inkling of an idea.
Flounder (Something that surprised you and frightened you): Well... there was thing on the bus today... but the bus is always surprising and frightening right?
Eric (Ever helped a stranger?): I do that quite often. By my own choice. Get this... it's called BEING POLITE AND HELPFUL. Random people in public... yeah I'll help them with little things. I've helped neighbors with tasks when I don't really know them... but if you mean like hardcore helped somebody... not yet. Not to my knowledge.
Aladdin (sacrifice I made for somebody): Uhmm... idk... there's been plenty before... can't really think of any good ones in specific
Tiana (Time I tried my hardest): I remember once in Upward Basketball YEAAAARS ago there was only one color of star I hadn't received yet and it was a grey star for defense... so i worked my butt off at defending at the next game... and I got it! :D And it's funny now because I'm a more defensive person in any type of game really.
Boo (childhood hero): Iron Man. Earlier than that? Sonic the Hedgehog.
Cruella (Something I really want but not allowed to have): Hmm... Uhhh... idk o.O I guess all the things I truly want... are not impossible to have... its just a matter of getting there
Seven Dwarfs (7 things I like in people)
-Honesty
-Real (aka not excessively dramatic)
-Sense of humor
-Not afraid to enjoy and be proud of stuff other people might not like/think is cool (aka NON CONFORMIST)
-Common Sense
-Intelligent in something. Doesn't mean they have to be a know it all or really good in school. My friend Ryan back in Wentzville didn't try worth crap, but he was really smart. He just didn't care to try.
-Enjoys video/computer games
Kronk (Best at in kitchen): Store-bought oven baked pizza. Hell yeah!
Simba (parent has taught me): Don't drink alcohol.
Cinderella (A dream i have): Hmm... lately? Just to be what God wants for me. I know God has something incredible and amazing in store for me. No clue what that is... or how I'll get there... but I can't wait for the day I do get there.
Nemo (bravest moment): lol defending my friends during the moshpit of death at Spring Fever? I may have done something 'braver' before, but I don't remember it if I have.
Terk (Am I a big brother figure?): Yeah, I have a little sister who looks up to me a lot... and there's been friends before who view me as a role model/guide. There's different people who look up to me for different things now and then I've noticed... not a lot of people... but I mean... little things here and there people know I'm good with (like computers).
Buzz (Favorite fantasy world?): Star Wars. No arguments. That is all. Get out.
Alice (Done drugs): Ahaha... it would be this one. And no. Never. Nor will I.
Peter Pan (Something from your childhood you still love): Naruto
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