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was it odd that someone who had hated the night all her life suddenly found herself walking around the ungodliest hours ? and was it odd that strolling through the dim lit streets was less frightening than finding herself in between a crowd in broad day light ? yes, it probably was. yet, heejin kept telling herself that it wasn’t and that maybe, just maybe she’d been wrong all the time and in fact she really enjoyed the dark. ( a lie of course ).  she really didn’t seek for the comfort in the night that fell upon her like a warm blanket —   shielding her from the stares and where she could blend in between dull silhouettes. no, she didn’t ( a lie again ).  after all she still was the same carefree girl she used to be and not someone who’d hide in the waiting room with her whole body shaking as soon as the director would shout cut. she wasn’t scared of anything.  but, no matter what she kept telling herself, at this point there was nothing that could protect the carefully structure of lies she’d raised since “the little incident” . in fact it only took an insignificant card to be pulled out from an already collapsing house of cards until the whole would tumble. and perhaps that insignificant card was just a shadow she spotted in the corner of her eye. threatening to expose her and fueling her quickening steps while she still kept pretending it didn’t bother her. that she wasn’t afraid. 

“ I’m ignoring you right now. ” she eventually blurted out, when the person showed no intention to stop till they finally reached her. “ i mean…” she opted for a softer tone. just in case . “  it’s a little late to take a picture, isn’t it ?”  

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♡       yeehaw ! here’s your least favourite cowboy ami ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ ( crying alone in the gmt +1 timezone ) *crowd booing in the background* . this is my bean heejin who deserves better and not a quickly made connection page because i don’t know what time management is *finger guns*  . 

anyway, i’m so excited to be here and to write with all of you *forces my love on you, but softly bcs i’m a gentle cowboy* ( someone pls tell me to stop establishing a cowboy identity and instead to finally make a discord ), so if you’re interested in plotting please ♡ ♡ ♡ LIKE  ♡ ♡ ♡ this post so i can message you but also feel free to message me for plots, hcs or if you just want to scream with me !  i promise you my jokes aren’t always cowboy jokes ! 

short summary but also idk how to shut up and can’t promise anything

♡♡  song heejin formerly known as jo heejin is an actress who has established her popularity as a child actress (lbr i suddenly got inspired by making her a child actress bcs i was staring at the beautiful kim yoojung ) 

♡♡ she was known as the nation’s little sister and was everyone’s sweetheart and her life was really great. 

♡♡ but *atla vc* that all changed when the fire -- no it was just a car... attacked. her parents got into a car accident which was a hit and run (i purposefully made it one for dramatic plots :’) )

♡♡ so with only twelve (i hope this is right --) she became an orphan with none of her relatives a) seeming to be fit to adopt her 2) didn’t want to.  not to mention, that her parent’s death was a constant topic among the media which made it even harder for her to get over the passing of her parents.

♡♡ luckily, the song family took her in and adopted her and despite of everything that had happened heejin was really grateful, hoping to get a happy ending.

♡♡ however, nothing had turned out as what she expected and her parents would only care about her when it was convenient.

♡♡ naive (stupid) as she was heejin tried to get her parent’s attention by overworking herself as she thought if she would get awards, high rating and the recognition of the general public her parents would also love her.

♡♡ he exchanged her own mental well being for the attention of people who didn’t care about her. also because she was always busy working she allowed many ppl who used to be close to her to leave her life. ( this is me hinting at another connection idea wink wonk )

♡♡ because she was so afraid of not delivering a perfect performance, she developed stage fright to the stage where she couldn’t act anymore. the public also noticed her bad performances and also started critixng her.

♡♡ everything became too much for her and she had a breakdown on set. that’s why her agency put her on hiatus. there are also some rumors that she just left the industry and is living a lazy and comfortable life and letting her parents pay everything for her . 

♡♡ right now she’s trying to get back to acting and recover from her issues. also, because she isn’t that busy with work anymore she only realized now that all the people she used to be so close to kinda left her, and she’s trying to make up for that. 

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💕

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prettty naeun ♡

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Can you get up?

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hongshim: 🚶🏻‍♀️

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Our boy… a noble dumbass

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Do you think we wont be lonely with just the two of us? We were lonely at times, even when there was the three of us.

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When I finally make my way to you, I promise to protect you from all of the criticism and judgment. That’s what I wanted to tell you today. I won’t hurt you anymore, so promise you’ll wait for me.

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Lei be like “I better stay in this tent.”