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Hiba this Dunya is not for you akhi🤍

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Oo my mother, how do i put this in words how much you mean to me. How am i even trying to define you, your sacrifices, your unconditional love in words. Amma you are that noor (light) of my life that never fades away. Your smile is that cure for my heart that it's always in need of, even when it's perfectly cured. Your pain is soo huge that I can not even go close to it. You face battles every night and every morning guarding us like a soldier, like a mujahideen.

You're strange amma! You made me believe how a person can be strong and weak at the same time. You made me believe love is putting your loved ones choices before yours. You made me believe how one person's purpose of life is to make the life of other person better.

For you I wanna sacrifice my whole life. I wanna see you where you belong. Where baba is. I wanna see you both together the same way you lived here.

Idk why am I writing about my amma here, where she can't even find what I think about her. But ik just like me out there is a person who feels the same for his mother.

May Allah grant our mothers a house in jannat ul firdaus. May Allah showers his mercy upon them. May Allah be with them. May Allah accept her prayers. May Allah keep their blessed hands over us. Allahumma aameen🤍

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Love is many things but it is also an agreement where both parties state their needs, their expectations, their limits. Both must be honest with each other and themselves, and go in with eyes wide open. Things must be talked out loud, and not assumed. Hurts must not be allowed to fester and anything that bothers or upsets you must be brought out to the light even if it is difficult. Communication must always remain open and vibrant for change is inevitable and these conversations must be had constantly. If there comes a time you cannot come to an understanding then please part before bitterness and hurt take over and obliterate every good memory from both of your hearts. Love is an agreement, a pact, a promise, something that must be held in reverence and honored by those involved. 

e.v.e.

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when a guy says "i'm not like your ex"

but nizar qabbani wrote "i do not resemble your other lovers, my lady. should another give you a cloud, i give you rain. should he give you a lantern, i will give you the moon. should he give you a branch, i will give you the trees, and if another gives you a ship, i shall give you the journey"

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Mujahideen of Al-aqsa❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹🇵🇸

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Palestine has been going through such trials that only sahabas were able to bear. Palestinians and every living being that belongs to that holy land, their souls are filled with soo much of resilience. Allah knows their strength. Allah knows their level of imaan. Allah knows their patience. Allah knows their gratitude towards our Lord. Allah swt love them sooo much that the every person who martyred on that land, that they've put us in a huge doubt about our akhira. Indeed it is not them who are suffering but it is we who are still far away from the mercy of Allah.

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I never knew that I would ever come back to this place. All I knew was that I'm lacking words now. I know nothing, I have nothin. To say to express or to share. Or may be i was having more than one emotions at a time.

I'm shattered! Crushed! Crammed! Disgusted! Anxiously afraid! And above them all ashamed of myself where I see but can't speak. God forbid, the amount of control one can have over another community over their people, before the genocide of gazans I never knew existed.

You can see it clearly how controlled each and every aspects of their lives are!! Even from the nature they can not recieve any relief 💔 this!!! Is another!!! Act!!! Of cruelty!!! Being done by the israelis!!! Not particularly by the israelis but by the zionist from around the world. One who is doing it and the ones who are supporting them in doing it.

Life is testing them from the worst of the trials. With each passing day their trials are becoming worsen from the worse. Their days are toughest 💔 so are they❤️‍🩹🇵🇸!!

Allah knows!! He sees!!! He listens!! And He will help them from where we never knew could come a help!! In shaa Allah. AAMEEN

#freepalestine

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I never knew that I would ever come back to this place. All I knew was that I'm lacking words now. I know nothing, I have nothin. To say to express or to share. Or may be i was having more than one emotions at a time.

I'm shattered! Crushed! Crammed! Disgusted! Anxiously afraid! And above them all ashamed of myself where I see but can't speak. God forbid, the amount of control one can have over another community over their people, before the genocide of gazans I never knew existed.

You can see it clearly how controlled each and every aspects of their lives are!! Even from the nature they can not recieve any relief 💔 this!!! Is another!!! Act!!! Of cruelty!!! Being done by the israelis!!! Not particularly by the israelis but by the zionist from around the world. One who is doing it and the ones who are supporting them in doing it.

Life is testing them from the worst of the trials. With each passing day their trials are becoming worsen from the worse. Their days are toughest 💔 so are they❤️‍🩹🇵🇸!!

Allah knows!! He sees!!! He listens!! And He will help them from where we never knew could come a help!! In shaa Allah. AAMEEN

#freepalestine

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Shareek-e-zindagi ko kyu, shareek-e-gham nahi karte,

Dukhon ko baa'nt kar In dukhon ko kam nahi karte. Mujhe is dill ki sab aanh'en, sabhi dard-o-alam de do.

Agar mujhse mohabbat hai mujhe sab apne gham dedo!!

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My obsession with horses>>>>

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If anyhow papa comes in front of y'all what would you say to him? What if he asks you these questions,

"What are you doing to my wife and my kids?"

"Was that your love for me?"

"Why didn't it break your heart, breaking my little ones hearts?"

"Was it my fault to love you?"

What would you say when he'd ask you "Was there nothing I did for you? Don't you know I'm watching you, listening your words." How would you escape from these questions. Ik deep down everybody knows it, y'all know it very well. Ik these questions won't bother some of you and I pray to my lord my that my father would never see your faces...

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"أحبك من خلال صلاتي"

"I love you through my prayers."

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The way a woman clothes describes:

- How her father raised her

- Gheera (Protective jealousy) of her brother

- The manliness of her husband

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This one felt like a brief pause i took from writing. Everything was falling into its place and there I was just sitting and watching. Alhumdulillah these past few days have been soo humbled, I heard some of the best news and experienced some of the sweetest days...some good people and some other who reminded me of diversity in people out there. But all I can say is that I am greatful for everyone who came across just to stay, some souls that my heart adores and some heart whom i love the utmost 💍

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Simba is my spirit animal! He never fails in napping everywhere💀😶‍🌫️🤍

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Aameen summa aameen🤲🏻❤️��

Dear Allah,

I pray for my future husband. I pray for his heart. May you continue to mature him and reveal yourself to him in mighty ways. I pray that he would love you passionately. May you and him have an incredibly deep relationship. I pray he is willing to open his heart to you. I pray he comes to you in prayer and is vulnerable about the things he is facing in his life. I pray he relies on you for help and guidance. Fill him with your wisdom. I pray a blessing over his heart. I also pray for protection. Please remove any temptation or evil that is attempting to make him fall, get hurt, or turn from you. Guard his heart and cover him with your peace. If there are any situations or circumstances that cause him pain, I pray that you would heal him. Make his heart whole. I pray my future husband would have a strong understanding of who you are and how you are moving in his life. I pray his heart is full of discernment and is sensitive to your holy spirit. I pray he is willing to address his emotions and doesn't push them away. Soften his heart so that he is always willing to yield to you in humbleness. I also pray that he would embrace all that you have for him and that he is passionate to serve you joyfully. May you continue to experience intimacy with him. I pray he loves you with all of his heart, all of his soul, all of his mind and all of his strength. May you unite us in the best way and make each other a way of getting closer to you.

Allahumma ameen💌