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[hiddenagony]

none of this matters

nothing matters

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I dont want to continue like this

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fuck this life sucks

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my chest feels heavy

well this sucks

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feel like I'm going to throw up

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why am I like this

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I'm so sad all the time

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I just

I dont know

I'm wasting my life away

What's my fuckin purpose

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a customer asked me for my phone number. I said no but still. the fact that he asked makes me giddy.

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yknow. I could get used to this.

working 5 hours a day, 5 days a week. it's actually pretty alright.

fuck what family says. this is the best job I've ever had.

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I dont like alcohol

but man do I want to drink

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"you know vaping is bad for you"

yea thats kinda the point, dipshit

I need to be damaged

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this isn't even the funny depression

I want a refund

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it's been like 3 years

but fuck do I want to cut

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🎶I'm so stressed that sunlight hurts

I am God's mistake 🎶

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kidnap me break me hurt me hurtme hurtm e

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I just wanted a friend. A brother figure of sorts. I just wanted a fucking friendship

but no. he's a MAN

I'm getting real tired of these confessions and horny comments from male 'friends'

I just wanted a friend