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huuuuge fan of little phrases you can add to the end of your sentences just for fun. "if you even care" and "btw" and "I fear" have done sooo much for my vocabulary. if you even care

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So full of happiness yet he looks so unhappy

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Home Office Life (2001)

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The only thing keeping me in college is the drawing I left in the time capsule thing. If I leave then I'll never see it again and that thought is so fucking devastating. Even more so than the knowledge I will fail my classes severely.

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I wake up with a killer headache and nausea and I can't ask anyone for help bc I'm such a fucking nuisance already

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when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

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No one's ever loved me first, no one ever loves me last.

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there's not a single nonchalant bone in my body. I care so much I could literally vomit.

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I always feel like I'm running out of time.

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They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

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overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head

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sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times I have. Do you want me to kill myself?

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she yearns for the tub water. disgusting.