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it’s not easy being completely forgettable + replaceable as a person but someone’s gotta do it

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I’d love to relax but it’s just not realistic

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depression sucks because you could be half way done dancing in your underwear and making cookies and all the sudden everything is pointless and you feel so lost and worthless and have no motivation to breath and it’s like ??????? theses cookies were going to be great ??? calm down depression ?? pls ?

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I'm angry

I'm angry at myself. My life is so shitty for so many reasons but there is only one aspect I can control.....but I can't really. I keep giving in to my addictions no matter how many times I try to quit. I've begged my girlfriend to help me but she just doesn't care. I need help and nobody cares enough too. I can't do this by myself :( fuck

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3 years

I've been fighting this fight for 3 years now and I can't win. No matter how many times I try I always give in. I'm so frustrated and I hate this. I can't do anything to fight this.

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Day 2

I'm so tired of trying. But what else can I do. I can't give up. Starting over again. I'll try to keep updates.

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Day 1

Ha I can't even make it a day any more. I keep giving in. It's a set back but what choice do I have? I'll just keep trying

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lowkey wanna disappear for a little

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I will learn from this

Well I failed pretty badly. I can only learn and move on. I can't be negative about this. Starting over on day 1.

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