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the grief of growing

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I quit this job, got another one. And life is way better right now. I'm literally in a space of being fine, which is really nice.

And I could not really remember who (plural) I was talking about in this previous post. So that means all is good.

Every time I go into this office and start thinking about the stuff I have to do and the never-ending revision and everything being deemed as urgent, while in my perspective, "this is your f-ing fault that you cannot fathom how things are supposed to work so why do you keep pushing everything and dumping things onto my plate?", I feel like unaliving myself

Why do we live just for doing these kinds of unmeaningful things every day

I've been dealing with my low desire to be alive, and this is not helping

God forbid I have some serious health issues, or I'll just die in months cause I don't have the strength to keep struggling in here

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I'm in such a bad mental headspace everytime I'm here

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Every time I go into this office and start thinking about the stuff I have to do and the never-ending revision and everything being deemed as urgent, while in my perspective, "this is your f-ing fault that you cannot fathom how things are supposed to work so why do you keep pushing everything and dumping things onto my plate?", I feel like unaliving myself

Why do we live just for doing these kinds of unmeaningful things every day

I've been dealing with my low desire to be alive, and this is not helping

God forbid I have some serious health issues, or I'll just die in months cause I don't have the strength to keep struggling in here

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Yoo Eun-ho's love language ✨

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they didn't have to go so hard with the character of yoo eun-ho lol this man was designed and produced in a factory, this is insane and frankly, a public hazard. it's overkill and if you think for one second i am immune to this kind of bullshit you'd be so very wrong

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I love the tension. It's been like a year or more since I've last watched kdrama, and they have me on hook. Yoo Eun Ho, the man you are 👌😭

Love Scout (SBS, Jan 2025)

A successful CEO, who is perfect at her work but clumsy at everything else, falls in love with her single dad secretary who can handle her clumsiness.

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So recently, I just started watching Kdrama Love Scout. And I just can't stop swooning for the male lead, Yoo Eun Ho.

Then it dawned on me. He is basically the textbook of my type. Like Artem Wing from Tears of Themis, or Zayne from Love & Deepspace.

D*mn, could a man like this actually exist irl. This is 100% written by women 😂

I've got my long lost dose of swooning, so I'm happy and content right now.

However, it's past midnight. Can I sleep after all these endorphins rushed up to my head? lol

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i'm back! i haven't drawn anything in a few weeks so redrew some charts i had lying around for practice

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Following the Monster Generation (Haikyuu! Shosetsuban Vol. 13)

A masterlist table of contents for the interviews / mini-chapters / however you’d like to call them in Vol. 13 of the Haikyuu light novel. For easy navigation and so I can find them again haha.

[Updated as of: 6/14/2021]

NOTICE:

※ I’m doing this mostly as an exercise to practice my Japanese reading comprehension ※ Some translations are adjusted to flow better in English because we play fast and loose with the power of language comprehension ※ I am only one person and I am doing this for fun ※ I will update these with links when I can ※ PLEASE DO NOT RE-POST any of my translations ※ If you like these please consider buying the physical book. I bought my copy from Kinokuniya.

TABLE OF CONTENTS:

(Please find your featured character interview / chapter under the cut! There’s a lot of them!)

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