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he will tear your city down. ⚔️

(also on twitter.)

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"they look to you." // "let's not disappoint."

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even lava is not immune

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People who say, that you, think this or that or whatever...are bad people. Block them immediately. They have no right to tell you anything.

dont discuss with them. That’s what they want. They want to argue to a point where they can win and you feel so bad. if you want them to send Them a signal, that you are in charge of what you think and what is good for you, block them and they don’t have a chance anymore to harass you.

also they aren’t worth your time. Go water your plants instrad, they will be thankful, worth your time and will make you happy

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Isn’t fun that she helped without needing much persuasion, nor asking for anything in return ever, like no you owe me or something nope from agreeing to see what she could do about the necklaces to letting them go

I was rewatching her previous two scenes and it’s amazing to see how it was always there.

It was fun to theorize about her intentions behind the things she said but there is so much we know now! Matt said explicitly she was genuinely happy to see him.

She meant what she said about not wanting him back into the fold. She meant what she said when she said she missed him and was worried about him. She meant what she said every single time she said she was glad to see him again, it wasn’t niceties thrown around. She wasn’t being scheming or manipulative when she showed him any emotion or affection. She meant those things! And she got to prove time and time again!

And she’ll do it agaaaaaainnn!!!

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I remember days, when I was so excited about the CR episode to come up. where I was worrying about the characters and thought about what their next moves will be. Now I only feel: can we be done with this arc pls ? Can we move on i am tired of this problem with Lucian.

i don’t even care if someone dies or not, I just want it to be over.

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ASTRID BECK in CRITICAL ROLE CAMPAIGN 2.89-128

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Sometimes I wonder, that Jester and the M9 would think of Artagan, if they would get to know what he did to Vax. it was VM payment to him so he helps them when VM was fleeing to the fey wild and needed his help.

How would the think of hem, when everone Would know how much fun it was for Artagan and how curious he was.

for me, that action, was the most gross/horrible thing in c1 ever. And I think of that every time he appears in c2 and I am just horrified by how Everyone treats him and I am only thinking: „one of you could be next but you don’t know. He does those things to people because he is bored.“

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I am so tired of fanon Essek.

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Imagine you’re 15 or 16 years old and an educator at your prestigious academy that accepted you, a poverty stricken nobody, takes a personal interest in your education and then takes it over entirely. You and two other students are sequestered off campus on his private estate where you are tortured, brainwashed and experimented on while your school, it’s governing board, and your government turn a blind eye. While he tortures and trains you, he tells you that it’s all for the greater good. That you’ll serve your nation with pride, that you’ll protect your family from the evils of the world because what he’s doing is going to make you stronger. It’s going to make you right. And after the pain, he’ll apologize or tell you how strong or powerful you are and makes you feel like he really cares and you want to make him feel proud. So proud. And maybe it hurts and now you have to do things. Bad things. But it’s for the greater good. You have to do it to make him proud and your family safe and your country strong. You’re 16 and you’re torturing people . You’re killing people. He told you to and you just need to make him proud and show him you’re strong and that you can do what you’re supposed to. You’re 16 and you find out your parents are traitors. How could they betray their country, their son, his teacher like that? Don’t they realize what you’ve done to keep them safe, to make them proud? Don’t they know what you have to do now? Don’t they understand how much you’ve lost trying to be strong and right and proud? So you do what you’re told and you burn down your tiny squalid little house and you break. You’re not strong enough and you break and you close your eyes and when you open them it’s been 11 years and your 27. And now you know that they didn’t betray you. Now you know that you betrayed them. Were those people you tortured and killed, were they really traitors? Did everything you go through, was it all for nothing? Why did this happen? How did no one stop it? What can I do with all of this pain and fear?

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Pain doesn't make people, it's love that makes people.

Astrid, handing over secret maps, after little explanation or persuasion.

Eadwulf, joining her in Nicodranas to warn the Nein. "For him."

Astrid, choosing to let go of her spell and fail at her mission.

The pain is inconsequential. It's love that saves them.

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you know what’s funny? it’s How we all/most of us say “the fandom” when we disagree with what a lot of people are posting/texting/etc.

But you know, its never “the fandom”. It’s only a “part of the fandom”. Sometimes the part is big, sometimes it is small. Most times Someone and even myself uses the term “the fandom” when it is about an idea/post/theory/character you don’t like.

when I read “the fandom excuses this characters choice and that’s so bad” or “the fandom just loves this one so much” it’s just wrong because not everyone does. It’s only a part of the fandom that does.

I would love to see more “part of the fandom” instead of “the fandom”

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Veth: I killed my son

Caleb: I killed your son

Jester: No, WE killed your son. As a family.

Marion and Yeza, on the worst day of their lives: *deep breath* a FIRE ELEMENTAL-

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a waking nightmare

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Genuinely happy to see him and confirmation she didn’t set them up? Thanks matt

Matt has so much ready in store for her that he can’t WAIT to see it play out, I CAN FEEL IT.

If we’re going by the script in the latest conversations they have and those iconic dance scenes and the counterspelln’t then, oh boy, there’s NOTHING that will prepare me for all his fanfiction dot net greatness. IT’S COMING. IT’S GONNA BE GOOD.

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Sipping my tea while the anti-Astrids slowly but permanent get to see how important and great she is and how much love she gets from the cast and the fans. Bit by bit.

Matt giving no info about her? Because it will be played ingame? my body is ready. It will be a wild ride with her. Imo Everything until now was an opening/intro to whatever will come.

THIS is the slow burn I love in stories. Yasha /beau and jester/fjord were nice And slow to an extend. Caleb/Astrid started to build up in the backstory and we won’t know what will happen! It isn’t obvious like beau/Yasha or fjordester and I am here for it!

(I love beau Yasha and I love fjordester <3 astrigast is just more dramatic? I guess?)

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Matt: I can’t say anything about her.

Me: oh my god…………………………,,,,,,,,,,,,,, she’s incredible, thank you Matt